Memories

I have been talking to a friend

And it brought up only to one thing

It traveled time again

Yesterday's emotion, the same old feeling

I have checked my all other poems

And felt it once again

The sensation that never fails to happen

The thought of something I dreamt of having no end

I was scared

I don't want it anymore

I'm afraid of these same old tears

Almost like it stayed with me like forever I can barely call it a friend

And then I read them

My eyes were getting heavy

My heart getting soaked

Of the same old me

 From eyelids were starting to fall

I tried to stop it

For every buried pain will come alive

When I let go of these tears

I felt the sorrow

Chained with those poems

It was a long time ago

The love, the man of my own

Little by little

As I read

I knew something that I had made

I thought I had forgotten of this hurtings I thought were mend

But then, once again proved

I could never escape it, even how much I could

I know I can never throw away

That easily those days and pains

Yes, I do

I did love you

Loved you more than myself

Loved you more than life itself

Yes, you

You were always at the back of those poems

Yes, you

You were the inspiration

But I guess

Oh, I don't want to return again

To my fantasies

Don't want to go back I know I can't run after them

I have learned

That tears that fall don't ease

That poems and cries don't release

That time can't outcome this

Fooling always come

The thoughts of erased ones

But you know

You're still here

Thought in my heart

There was another

Thought that he is now

But then when I open my heart, I saw you in there

I guess you can't hide anymore

You can't burry and close the door

This is what I feel

But they say it's only for those who are in love

Am I in love?

In love again?

Who do I love?

You again?

I don't know what to answer

For I might answer wrong

Someone whispered

If the answer comes from your heart, it will never be wrong

Enchanting

When I open the book

The pages flew all around

Surrounding

They danced high above me

And played on my face

Like they were total kept secrets

As if they were suddenly free

I loose it

I wanted to

But then I knew

It was the hardest thing to do

Will they ever stop?

Will they ever give up?

I don't want to turn and face it anymore

I don't want it no more

I am forever chained

With poems and tears for you

This all memories

Only left as eternally, to stop unthrough

Ps. In my heart and in my soul, there is a place, only yours forevermore

Tamahome…