I
feel so lonely, like a wondering soul flying across the blue, wide sky alone,
all alone. No one beside me, no one to talk to, no one to share this life. I
don't even know now what is my reason for living, I have once, but it all
disappeared when you went away. I don't know why I am still doing this, though
I don't want to continue anymore. I just want to lie down in the midst of all
the crowd in the whole world and forget that I exist, like completely no life,
it would be fun, I guess, thinking that the only person in this world is me,
and no one else, I have the whole wide world alone. All mine. Pretending that I
am so happy, like those days, those memories I loved to cherish all day, each
minute that passes by, something too special to forget for it was simply the
reason that made me want to live. Because it was the memory of someone I dearly
so love and now, everything has turned to dust, only for the wind to carry, its
only companion… I don't even know what I'm saying, I'm getting crazy. I want to
sleep all day, forever, never to wake again until someone, my prince would give
me a kiss so charming and sweet and wake me up and take me away, so far, far
away… so far that I don't need to look back for I can't see anymore… so long in
a distance where it's only me and my prince exist… but poor me, I know that
will not happen, or maybe it will, I will just have to wait for a century,
hundreds and thousands of years for that day, for my prince, for that kiss, for
you, my love… if only I had a thing to know that you will come back, I will
wait forever, but you left nothing, just purely sorrow… yes, just that. How
could you think that a person who loves you more than her own life would be
very contented in her life without her special someone, without you… but you know…
I can wait… yes I can that's how things are, that's how much I love you, even a
century, or millions of years, if to be the only choice, I will, still wait for
you, forever wishing, forever hoping, forever loving you… tamahome
~blueraindrops