Shaoran…
Why? Why am I…how could I even say your name?…how could I ever…
Stop thinking! Hey you Sakura! What are you doing? Nonsense! I will stop…I should stop…
But, still…I wonder…how do you do that?
How…do you…make everyone…smile…?how…can…you…make…me…smile…???
What is it with me?! or I guess, What is it with you?!…
You…have done nothing…but…just being with me everyday…and making it then…complete…and you without knowing that…
I…don't want you to know…what am I fearing?
Stupid me!
I was always…and maybe it will be like that…will it?…
Geez I'm trailing off my mind. I'm crazy. Eyes…why…your memory? Why that again? Why your eyes? Brown…deep, caring, brown pools…eyes…Why do I see now you're sweet glares once? Why am I doing it? Imagining…of someone…not here…and someone who doesn't know…of anything…Shaoran…
Sakura…
Why? Why am I…how could I even say your name?…how could I ever…
Stop thinking! Hey you Sakura! What are you doing? Nonsense! I will stop…I should stop…
But, still…I wonder…how do you do that?
How…do you…make everyone…smile…?how…can…you…make…me…smile…???
What is it with me?! or I guess, What is it with you?!…
You…have done nothing…but…just being with me everyday…and making it then…complete…and you without knowing that…
I…don't want you to know…what am I fearing?
Stupid me!
I was always…and maybe it will be like that…will it?…
Geez I'm trailing off my mind. I'm crazy. Eyes…why…your memory? Why that again? Why your eyes? Emerald…cheerful, sincere, green pools…eyes…Why do I see now you're sweet glares once? Why am I doing it? Imagining…of someone…not here…and someone who doesn't know…of anything…Sakura…
Take a look
I don't want toUse your eyes
Why would I?
I want to see them… Just a waste of time
Please go here
Stop talking to me My heart wants to shout
It irritates me
I wonder what it feels to hold your hands
You don't have a right
Stop lying
Who is?
I know it…
You know what?
Don't keep it inside
You're getting crazy You're fooling your heart
You don't know anything
Yes I know everything…
What? I look at you I turn to face you I go to remove my sight
You're blushing
I'm not! Okay fine, if you say so
Why?
What again? You…change… Me?
Yes
How?
It's different now Different?
Stop repeating the words
Okay
See…that…
Huh?
Don't say what You're still red
Don't change the topic. Are you afraid? No I'm not! I was never afraid of anything!
Afraid you might show it?
I don't know what you're talking about. I must go
No you won't Yes I will! Are you sure? …No… I've thought so…you make me smile You make me alive…
Elo! I miss ya all! ^__^
Well, I sure hope you guess it right baby
Who is the she with the italicized-letter feelings???
And who is the he with the bold-letter emotion???
Yes… the first liner and also in italic format is me! Ehehe also known as Sakura and the 2nd voice, answering "me" and in bold letters is my boyfriend Shaoran!
P.S. this is my very first time to write a CCS fanfic. Maybe most of you know that I'm into Esca so often this past, tiring months so I decided to change and switch course for a moment. Please be considerate and more understanding minna
I know this sucks and I really have to improve my English! But what can I do??? I'm only a 14-yerar old Filipina-girl that dedicated her life for the sake of dear anime
Arigatou gozaimasu!
~blueraindrops