resilience
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hit me, push me, slap me, shout at me—a relationship that has never been, or ever will be.
sometimes i forget.
sometimes i forget that you're heartless, soulless, filled with empty voids. sometimes i forget that when i'm with you, i'm balancing on the thinnest of strings, tight-walking along hopeless lines, carefully sneaking around cracked eggshells—doomed to the eternity no one can save me from; the abyss you've created half-heartedly. sometimes i forget that i can't change you, or me, or even complicated enough as it is, us.
sometimes i just forget that you're a jerk. i forget that the only person you care about is yourself. i sometimes forget the countless times you've shot snarky remarks that reduced me to nothing but simple hurt, i forget that you're selfish, crude, hopeless, insecure, unhappy, resilient, imperfect.
sometimes i forget the bad times, i forget the many times you've crushed all of my spirits, i forget your mean, mean heart. i just forget the detestable part of you.
and sometimes i just forget how much i hate you.
(and others, i just remember how much i miss you.)
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