Fate
Funny, it may seem,
But the pain's more hurting than those that in my dreams.
I never imagine that someday, I would bear this emotion,
Can't no longer sail alone in this empty ocean.
I never imagine that it would cost this much ache in my heart.
Oh, please make it stop,
For I can't bear to see you in this moment,
This moment you're so far away from me, but still in contentment.
I don't have enough words, I guess.
Coz I've lost everything,
Everything good in my life,
All the nice, and all the best
I wish God never created love,
So that me and my poor heart will never sob
I wish God never created you,
Coz I may love somebody, but not as more as the way I loved You
So you see, can't face and tell you the truth,
In this paper I'm brave enough.
Can't assure you that my love will stop,
Maybe all this things will stay for eternity,
Until the day you open your eyes for me,
And let me touch you eternally.
But I guess, this is my fate and my destiny,
And maybe, forever it will be,
That you may never realized and see me.