Sorrow is like a balloon
"When Does Heaven Start?"
(Whenever you make it)
[[So it's right here]]
"What Is Heaven Like?"
(Like floating until you see the sun)
Dancing on air…
Can you believe this?
Everyone is staring
(at you)
[[at Him]]
Despite His girlfriend staring
[perfect, exotic, everything]
He chose to dance
(with you)
Perfection in icy *magic*
erasing the redhead's slap
forgetting those harpies' disbelief
(you forget yourself because He's He
and you are
simply
you)
Love
Is
Happening
To
Y
O
U
Can this be a new kind of magic?
gray eyes
tresses of your favorite tree's color
slow ambling smile all the way to the eyes
(you are caught in His eyes)
[falling more and more as you see Him]
Has He noticed?
[S]talking is harsh language
(you can't help it)
Being near Him is easy
As air, As breathing, As life
Another smile is sent this direction
(doesn't it take your breath away?)
He knows
(why do you always go to the library?)
stupid girl, stupid girl, stupid girl
cornered like a criminal
(by your own books)
"You like me."
[[[like….]]]
[[adore]]
[love]
there's no hope now
[(your balloon is popped)]
isn't unrequited love sad?
Just don't look
at His scornful indignation
wait…..
[[He hasn't left]]
ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod
an appraising appearance
[(love floats your balloon at the skyline)]
He's the calm water
[[to your fiery determination]]
that damned tournament
The nerves are getting worse and worse
Trying to help Him
books and spell and practice
everything to make sure He wins
He needs this for his house
His friends
Himself
(are you guilty little girl?
you're lying
to harry
to ron)
ron was right…
[conspiring with the enemy]
but He's everything
What if He's hurt?
A pin would stick out from (your) tattered heart
"I will always come back for you."
He will always come back
always, always, always
The final task
(your nightmare is almost over)
He will be safe
Finally
He smiles in the crowd
[[i love you whispers across the fields]]
yellow/black, strong/loyal
A whistle is blowing
and they are off
boywholived
and
The Man Who
(you)
L
O
V
E
no
no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
He's not dead
but He is
(you should be dead too
because He
is you)
and He promised
you won't believe this
feet that aren't really there
that seem silent
except they're running and tripping
while there is a horrible screeching noise that drowns all
The man holding Him, Chang, teachers, harry look up
(you realize the noise is your balloon finally popped)
"Harry… Why?"
the world is going black
and
.you kind of hope that
it just stays that
way.
(life doesn't go on for you
Because you're
lying)
You married that other
Did you forget Him?
(Or are you just waiting for your other half?)
Will they really let you in?
.After cheating on a purity among men.
and lying to a well meaning fool
(that you've really grown to hate
because he's not
Him)
how funny that you've been the purpose of someone's
unrequited love
A love that means nothing to you
[Where Is He?]
panic
could you have been tricked away from him
your sole purpose
in life/death
{[(floating is nothing without Him)]}
A hand floats gently down
*figmented hearts beat faster*
(you look up eagerly with no shame at your faults)
no
it's only second best
A man married because he was expectedly there
[cruel but true expectations for a heartless woman]
whatever consists inside spirits is breaking
another gentle tap
(you will not go)
Surprise
There is a harsh slap on the face
(you look up slowly)
ron has never been abusive despite his life's fault
he points in the distance
A figure is drawing near
(your eyes water in anticipation)
The broad shoulders and face that are so familiar
drawing closer and closer
Finally
A final kiss
It screams and whispers farewell/welcome
Between two loves long lost
[neither notices a sad longing from a red haired man]
Finally
They walk together to a door that just appears
(she would ask but she doesn't care)
He came back for her
Finally
(i love you)
It is easily filled [sorrow] but can be released in the sky
with a
joyous, happy
sound