Author's Note: OK you guys this is my first fanfiction and I'm a little nervous about it so be kind ok. And I also know that this might look familiar and that's because it has been published on here once. I once published this under the name moongirl818 but I wasn't happy with the way it was so I took it off and worked on it to improve spelling, grammar, and the length. Everything has just been so busy since I started writing this. I don't want to leave a really big authors note so if you are interested just go to my new profile and everything will be explained.

Disclaimer: "I don't own Sailor Moon in any way, shape, or form." *looks back at intimidating lawyers* "There, happy now?" watching the mean lawyers walk away "I'll get you all, you'll see and then the world will know the truth that sailor moon is mine muwahaha" *Looks around to see that people are staring at me and that the lawyers have left me standing there, by myself, looking like a complete lunatic*(ya I know I'm a freak lol)

ON with the story . . .

Let your heart guide you (OK I know this seems like a really stupid title but after much deliberating, I decided that I would keep it. Plus I really had no idea of a title to use)

("talking'' 'thinking" *author's note which will be at the bottom)

Chapter1: The Break up and Ray's reaction

"Serena, I think we should break up." said the tall, stormy-blue-eyed, dark-haired man, with much difficulty in his voice. Difficulty that went unnoticed by the petite, sky-blue-eyed blonde girl, who was spilling tears by the millisecond.

"Darien, what . . . I don't understand. Why? What happened?"

"Because I can't keep this up any more it's too hard."

"Keep what up Darien?"

"The fact that I don't love you." He said, almost choking on the foul lies. "I never loved you. I only told you this so that you would sleep with me. I honestly didn't think that you'd fall for it but I guess I was wrong. Although I don't know why I was so surprised you are really kind of dumb."

'It's a lie all of it Serena. I don't mean any of it. I love you so much but I can't see you hurt. Not because of me. I can't, NO, I won't let that happen. I'm so sorry.'

He saw Serena looking at him with tears falling down her pale cheeks and saw hurt, pain and acceptance among the various emotions in her eyes. When he saw the acceptance in her eyes, he felt almost sick to his stomach at the fact that she believed him so quickly.

'No Serena, please don't believe me! Fight me! Hit me! Scream at me! Just don't accept what I'm telling you so quickly. Fight for me...for us! PLEASE !', wishing that she could read his mind, knowing that if she put up any kind of fight, he would break down and confess everything to her.

"Darien I don't get what you are saying...what happened? What did I do? "

"DON'T YOU GET IT YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRL! I DON'T WANT YOU! GET OUT!"

She felt like she had been slapped and she fled from his apartment, trying and failing to hold in tears and sobs. He stood there feeling miserable and worthless for hurting the one woman he ever and would always love and fought the urge to go after to ask, no, beg for her forgiveness.

He sat there for what felt like hours but in reality, was only a few minutes, before thinking to himself, 'What am I doing? Why am I letting some stupid dream ruin any chance I have at happiness? We have fought so much more things that were worse than this and we have won. God, I am so stupid! I have to go find her. I need to apologize and explain. I just hope that one day, she can forgive me. And I hope she doesn't kill me first.'

She ran through the streets, choking and sobbing, running blindly into people, barely even registering the concerned glances people were giving her as she tried to find a place where she could truly scream out the anguish and hurt inside of her. She continued running until she ran into Ray.

"Hey meatball head! Watch where you're . . . Serena, what's the matter what happened?" Ray asked, immediately filled with concern.

She brought Serena to a nearby park bench, trying to understand Serena through her sobs.

"Serena calm down, tell me what happened."

"It's Darien he, he broke up with me."

"What? Why? Did you say something or do something? Whatever you said or did or whatever happened, I'm sure he'll forget about it. It's probably just some big misunderstanding that you two will be laughing about tomorrow."*

"Oh Ray, I wish that was true. I wish that one day I will be able to laugh again," said Serena, finally able to hold back the tears.

"Well, what happened?" Ray asked.

"He, he said . . . "and Serena burst into tears again, telling Ray the whole story in between sobs.

"He told you that . . . he said that . . . WOW! I never thought he'd say anything like that or do anything like that. GOD, to think that I wanted to date him before. What kind of jerk does that? Well of course, it's obvious what kind of person can do something like this but I NEVER thought HE could do something like this! I never thought that he was THAT kind of person. When I see him next, he is SO FIRED! Oh look, here's my chance." She said, with an evil grin.

Serena's head shot up to see Darien run into the park, look around, and sigh in relief when he spotted her. He made his way towards her with what looked like apology and relief on his face.

"Serena, I'm so . . ."

"What the hell do you think you're doing here? And what right do you have to talk to her! After what you said to her, how dare you."

The fire sailor scout and temple priestess continued to berate the prince of earth and college student for at least five minutes until a voice that they were surprised to hear spoke in a calm voice that almost seemed devoid of all emotion if not for the pain that could still be heard.

"Ray stop, I can handle this."

*I know that it seems like Ray is kind of trying to blame this on Serena but really she isn't. It was just that they were so in love that any kind of break up between Serena and Darien just didn't seem possible, especially after they had been through so much together.

So how was it? Was it good? Bad? Did you hate it? Love it? Like it? Just be kind please as this is my first fan fiction. And 4 THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE DON'T USE THE WORD CHAPPIE I CANNOT STAND THAT WORD!