A/N: This is my first story, so please be as nice as possible. If you have any ideas for the story please feel free to mention them. Also, I will try to keep my chapters long so you get a lot to read. Another thing, I will try and update as soon as I can but please be patient. Thanks and enjoy the story!

Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush or anything from it.

Running Back to You

Chapter One: Too Different and Mall Trips

There were only two things that Logan was sure of in life. The first thing being he was going to be a doctor when he finished high school and medical school. The second thing being that he was completely head over heels for his old best friend, Kendall Knight. Kendall has those amazing green eyes that Logan would get lost in and that smile that would make the whole room light up. It was hard for Logan to take his eyes off of Kendall whenever they used to hang out and that was the reason that their friendship had come to an end. If Kendall was going to hate Logan then Logan had wanted it to be for a real reason, not because of Logan's love for him.

What Logan doesn't know, though, is that Kendall Knight is also in with him. Kendall could always rely on Logan during the good and the bad times. Whenever Logan laughed it caused Kendall's heart to skip a beat and Kendall still dreams about the boy every night. It was starting to get annoying in some mornings when Kendall would wake up with a tent in his boxers and had little time to take care of it. Every time he imagined Logan doing something to him.

When Logan had stopped their friendship, Kendall's heart broke. Kendall never really knew the true reason behind their friendship ending but he did know that he wished it never happened.

Flashback:

Logan had been pacing for the past few minutes. He had texted Kendall, telling Kendall to meet him at his locker once he had gotten to school. He had to tell Kendall that they could no longer be friends, as much as it killed him. Logan knew that it was for the best because Logan had been caught a couple of times just staring at Kendall and he didn't know if Kendall believed his lies anymore. Kendall couldn't know that Logan was in love with him. Logan knew that he would be hated if Kendall ever found out and he couldn't bear that.

Kendall then approached Logan's locker, breaking Logan of all his thoughts and caused him to stop pacing. Kendall was smiling and seemed to be in such a great mood. 'I hate to crush his happiness' Logan thought to himself before looking up at the tall blond, making sure to avoid all eye contact. Logan knew he wouldn't be able to go through with this if he saw those green eyes.

"Hey Logan, you said you needed to tell me something important" Kendall finally said after a few seconds of awkward silence.

"Yeah, um, this is really hard to say" Logan said but was then cut off by Kendall.

"Logie, you know you can tell me anything" Kendall said using Logan's nickname, causing Logan to blush. Logan had always loved it when Kendall used that nickname.

"Kendall, I know throughout high school we have started to become different people" Logan started which caused Kendall to give him a confused glance. "I think you and I are too different, you're not the same person I knew back in elementary and middle school. I don't think I can be friends with you anymore. I just want to be left alone from now on, ok?" Logan asked finally looking into Kendall's eyes, seeing hurt and confusion in them.

After a few more seconds of awkward silence Kendall finally spoke. "No, Logan, it's not ok. You are my best friend, I mean yeah I play hockey and you are what other people consider a nerd, but I can't lose my best friend." He said raising his voice a little.

"Kendall, please, I don't want to hold you back. Besides, you have James. Let him be your best friend." Logan said with his heart slowly breaking. It hurt him to cause Kendall any kind of pain but he kept telling himself that it needed to be done.

Before Kendall could respond the bell rang, saying they had five minutes left to get to class. "I need to get to class. See you around, Kendall." Logan said walking away as a few tears fell down his face. He just kept walking, not looking back. It took all of his power not to just run back there and apologize to Kendall and tell him to forget that all of that happened.

Kendall was crushed by what just happened. Logan was the best person he had ever met and the love of his life. Kendall was mad at himself for just letting Logan walk away but he wanted Logan to be happy, and if that meant not having Logan in his life then so be it. As Kendall walked off to class his eyes watered but he didn't cry. Only one person besides his family had seen Kendall cry, and that person just walked out of his life.

End Flashback

It had been three years, four months, two weeks and five days since Logan and Kendall had stopped being friends. It was now their senior year at Palm Woods High and the two boys had grown a lot since their friendship ended.

Logan was now ranked first amongst all classmates based on GPA. His GPA was now settling at a 4.5 and he received nothing below an A ever. Logan also had a new best friend, Carlos, who had moved into the house next to Logan's a few years back. Carlos was just slightly taller than Logan, had a bit darker skin tone and had raven hair. He was very energetic but loved school, which is what Logan and him bonded over.

Kendall was now the captain of the hockey team. All of Kendall's free time was devoted to hockey because he was trying to get into college with a hockey scholarship before moving on to play in the NHL. Kendall's new best friend was James who was also on the hockey team and they had been friends since Kendall lost his old best friend. James was about an inch taller than Kendall and cared deeply about his looks. His hair always had to be perfect and took forever fixing it after practice.

-Running Back to You-

It was the day before the first day of their senior year and James was over at Kendall's house. They were in the middle of watching Never Back Down when James sighed and looked at his best friend.

"Dude, I'm bored and besides we've seen this movie like a million times." He said pointing to the flat screen TV in the middle of the wall in Kendall's living room. The walls were all painted a light blue, his mother's favorite color, and the furniture was all black, that way you wouldn't be able to see the stains that Kendall and Katie caused.

"Me too and what do you suggest we do?" Kendall asked raising his bushy eyebrows up slightly.

"I suggest we go to the mall. It is the last day of freedom we have!" he exclaimed.

"You know what, that sounds great. Let me just let my mom know we're going to leave." Kendall said as he stood up and walked into the kitchen, where he knew his mom would be. "Hey mom, James and I are going to be heading to the mall."

"Oh, and what time will you be back?" Jennifer Knight asked.

"Not exactly sure, I will text you when I know for sure," Kendall said walking over to a little shelf that hung on the kitchen wall that held all the keys.

Jennifer sighed before she looked at her son. "I want you home before dinner. You need to get ready for school tomorrow"

Kendall smiled and gave his mom a kiss on the cheek. "Alright mom. We'll be home in a few hours. We might be late depending on how long James takes looking at himself in every mirror we pass." Kendall said with a chuckle before walking back out to the living room. "Let's go" he said opening the front door and walking out to his 1966 red corvette. The car had been a gift from his grandfather before he had passed away.

"I am still jealous of your car," James said getting into the passenger seat, pulling down the visor and opening up the mirror, making sure his hair looked perfect.

"Well you should be." Kendall said getting into his car before he looked at James. "Is that really necessary?" he asked and James nodded, not taking his eyes off the mirror. "You're ridiculous sometimes." Kendall laughed before starting his car and made his way out of his driveway.

-Running Back to You-

"Logan" Carlos whined at his best friend. "I'm tired of reading. I want to go do something" he said looking at Logan, realizing that Logan wasn't paying attention to him. Carlos then stood up and took the book that Logan had out of his hands. "Let's go do something" he said this time making sure Logan was paying attention to him.

"Well, for starters I was doing something and second what do you want to do and third, I want my book back." Logan said a bit annoyed. He hated it when people took things out of his hands, but he was kind of glad this time. Logan hadn't even been paying attention to his book. He was thinking of a certain blond that he had tried to force out of his mind.

"I don't know what I want to do, but I'm bored." Carlos said in a whiny voice.

"Well you gotta think of something" Logan said trying to reach for his book but Carlos pulled it further out of Logan's reach.

"No, no book." Carlos said before thinking for a second. "We could go to the mall. They have this corndog stand there that I love." He said as Logan laughed.

"You mention that corndog stand every time we go and fine." Logan sighed in defeat. He did want to stay home and finish his book but he knew a break would be good for him to get his mind off of Kendall. "Who's driving?" Logan asked needing to know whether or not to grab his keys.

"You"

"Fine, let's go" Logan said as they walked outside to Logan's car.

-Running Back to You-

Kendall had been sitting on a bench outside James' favorite store for about ten minutes now and he was getting irritated. He pulled out his phone and texted James. Hurry up or I'll leave your ass here he sent before putting his phone in his pocket.

A minute later James walked out of the store hold three new bags in his hands. "No need to be a douche by the way." He said smiling as Kendall stood up and they started to walk in the direction of the food court. "I'm hungry, what about you."

"Yeah, but I have to make it small. My mom wants me home for dinner tonight" Kendall said as they reached the food court. "Now, don't pig out on me James. I can't sit here waiting on you too." He said as he laughed as James shoved him, causing Kendall to bump into somebody.

"Oh, my bad" Kendall said before looking at the figure he had bumped into. He was just shoved into the boy he loved. He was shoved into Logan. Once Kendall saw it was Logan a blush appeared on his face.

-Running Back to You-

Logan and Carlos were at the bookstore when Carlos started to get bored again. "Logan, can we go yet?" he asked sounding like a child.

"In a minute, let me just pay for the book I got" Logan said walking up to the register.

After checking out the two boys were just walking around. After a few minutes of doing nothing Logan's stomach growled. "I'm hungry"

Carlos smiled "Me too, let's go get some corndogs."

Logan laughed a minute before responding, "we can go get you some corndogs and then go get me some real food."

"Corndogs are real food"

"Yeah, but only you can eat them all the time"

"That is because corndogs are amazing"

"Let's just go get you some corndogs" Logan chuckled again as they started walking through the food court before someone ran into him, causing him to drop his bag that held his new book in it. Seriously? He thought to himself as took a step back to get a look at who had bumped into him.

"Oh my bad" Logan heard Kendall before slightly blushing.

"It's ok" Logan said taking a step forward.

"I'm sorry Logan, James just shoved me" Kendall said now glaring at James.

"It's really ok, I'm not hurt or anything." Logan said as he looked at Carlos. Carlos was the only person who knew that Logan was in love with Kendall and that Logan was gay. Carlos was also the only person who knew the real reason why he couldn't be friends with Kendall.

"Anyways Logan, we should get going" Carlos said stepping in, slightly pushing Logan forward as they started to walk away. Logan then realized that he dropped his book. When he turned around to get it he saw it in Kendall's hands and Kendall looking at Logan.

"I think you dropped something" Kendall said with a smile. Logan's heart skipped a beat at that before he nodded and walked over to Kendall to grab the book.

"Thanks" Logan said as he grabbed the book.

"No problem" Kendall said as Logan turned around and walked away.

"He was happy to see you" Carlos said as soon as Kendall and James were no longer in sight.

"I don't want to talk about it" Logan said as they reached to corndog stand. "Just make sure that nothing like that happens again on our next mall trip, please?" he said not wanting anything like that to happen again.

"Fine, only because you're my best friend." Carlos said smiling at Logan.

-Running Back to You-

After Logan had grabbed his book Kendall sighed, turned to James and started walking away. "That was really awkward"

James laughed a little. "Yeah, well that's expected"

"Not funny, James. You're the one who caused the situation in the first place."

"You have to admit, it is slightly funny."

"No it's not."

"You are so stubborn" James sighed before Kendall's phone went off. "Who's that?" he asked with curiosity.

"It's my mom. She is starting dinner now, so we should start to head back." Kendall said as James nods. "Next time, please be more careful on how you shove me into."

A/N: I know that this wasn't that good of a start but please review and let me know what you think. Do you guys think I should continue the story?