Before reading: I do not own the Hunger Games Trilogy or the characters. All is written to honor and tribute Suzanne Collins. And if you do have something against gays and prostitutes please read another fanfic!
Dear Diary
Well, yesterday was not what you call trouble free. I think that I met a girl that I like at the local club. But what will my mates say? I'm their leader and they think of me as the gays messiah. I've always looked good in leather and metal, it really compliments my blonde hair and blue eyes. But the society runs painful nails down my back and I'm not sure if I want to continue with the gay world. But where would I hide? It's not like the government does not know who I am, and my pimp have tagged me on the chest. Should I risk the friends that have become my family to leave this life for a girl that I don't know?
But this girl is not like any other girl; she has long brown hair and those beautiful gray eyes that sparkle like a thousand fires lit in the mountains surrounding the Capitol. Her body is like one of the presidential sculptures work, and if she does one mistake the work of art will be ruined.
But what am I? A victor forced into prostitution and she is probably a daughter of a high ranked person in the government. She got that typical aristocratic Capitol look, and I would not even stand a chance with a Capital hooker! And if she would love me, what would happen? Would we be executed or thrown into prison? Or would I be slowly tortured to death? Why should it be this way, why can't two people of different classes get married here in the capitol, the last free place of Panem.
And If I ask here to love me, will she reject me? Or just pay me to have sex with her. The only thing I caught in the club last night before the club owner Mrs. Crane caught me spying on her girl pack was that her name is Katniss, and I can't think of a more beautiful name. But now I think I have customer, hope it's not Finnick again…
Remember to review and I'm sorry that I have not published anything in the last few weeks, I've had a enormous writer's block!
-BvF