Preface
I never dreamt that my life would be so peaceful and joyful, from being a mother to my little Renesmee to becoming a famous singer. All of my dreams have come true so far. Hopefully, soon enough, I will have a big family.
Chapter 1
I'm standing in Renesmee's room watching her sleep peacefully because watching her sleep makes me feel at ease. Lately, I've been thinking a lot about the Cullen's. It still hurts to think about them though, especially after what happened between Edward and I.
*Flashback*
"I love you, Edward. I'm ready for this." I said to him. Edward smiled his crooked smile that I adore. "As I am as well." he whispered in my ear sending chills down my spine. He began kissing me from my neck to my lips. We kissed passionately. I began unbuttoning his shirt and pants as he just ripped my clothes off in a split second.
*End of Flashback*
That was the most amazing night of my life. It was also the night that I ended up pregnant with Nessie. I looked at Nessie again, and she was smiling in her sleep. So I walked out of her room to head to mine while still thinking of Edward.
*Flashback*
"Come take a walk with me." Edward said. I smiled and nodded. I hadn't seen him all day. We walked into the forest, but not far because I could still see Charlie's house. "We have to leave Forks." Edward said when we stopped walking and stared at me. I thought about this for a minute. "Okay. I need to think of something to tell Charlie because I don't want to make him worry." I said as I looked up at him. Edward looked at me sternly. "When you say 'we'..." I sort of asked, but couldn't finish. "I mean my family and I." he answered. I looked down. Tears were beginning to fill my eyes and I didn't want him to see me cry again. I fought back the tears before I looked back up again. When I looked at Edward there was something in his eyes that I couldn't read. "I...I'm coming with you." I told him somewhat sternly. "Bella, I don't want you to come with me" Edward said, putting emphasis on 'don't want you.' It took a minute for me to process this. "You. Don't. Want. Me?" I asked before thinking about what I wanted to say. "No." he answered. I looked down again. "Well, this changes things." I said while looking back up at him. For a split second I thought I saw pain cross his face and then it was gone. If he doesn't want me, or his baby then why would he be in pain? I thought to myself. By the time I was through with my thought, Edward was gone. I began running through the forest calling his name. I kept running until I tripped and fell. It was really dark, so I just stayed on the ground as I whispered 'Edward I'm having your baby', holding my stomach, and crying hoping and praying this was all just a dream. I was hoping that the baby was okay. No one knew that I was pregnant, not even Charlie. I heard something moving towards me. I felt an ice cold hand over my mouth. I wanted to scream, but all I did was squirm. "Quit moving Bella, its okay. We are here to help you." A voice whispered in my ear. I nodded and the hand disappeared as I was getting picked up off of the ground and carried. I looked up to see who was carrying me. They said that they were here to help me, but I don't know how they can, I don't know how anyone can really. These two vampires reminded me of the Cullen's, well two of the Cullen's anyways. They both have Topaz eyes. The female reminded me of Rosalie absolutely beautiful, blonde hair, except she seemed nicer then Rosalie. The male reminded me of Jasper. He looked exactly like Jasper, even having blonde hair and all. "Who are you?" I asked worriedly. When we finally reached a clearing the male vampire sat me down on the ground. He sat next to me and the female sat on the other side of me. "My name ma'am is Matthew and this lady here is Jessika. She is my wife." he answered with a southern accent. "We heard everything between you and Mr. Cullen. I'm sorry for eavesdropping but we were very worried about you. I also noticed that you were holding your stomach and you said 'Edward I'm having your baby.' You are human 'right' and you got pregnant by a vampire." Jessika said. I nodded. "Edw - He said that he loved me and so I told him that I was ready for him to be my first. This happened two weeks ago." I told them. Jessika looked at me with sympathy in her eyes and Matthew was staring at her. "Does Mr. Cullen know that you are pregnant with his child?" Matthew asked. I shook my head. "I was going to tell him today, but then he just left. If I would have told him he still would have left I bet. What's the point in saying something to him when his mind is ready made up, apparently without caring about me." I explained. "Matthew, this won't end well if we don't stay with and help her. Let's take Bella back to our place. I will run to her house and leave a note for Mr. Swan. I will tell him that Bella is fine and that she is staying with us for a while." Jessika said to Matthew. He nodded and stood up while holding out his hand for me to grab. I was still worried and scared to death but I grabbed his cold hand and stood up. "Where do you live?" I asked cautiously. "Just about another 2 miles from here" Matthew carefully put me on his back and ran vampire speed. I hid my face in his back so I wouldn't feel dizzy. Jessika went to Charlie's house and wrote the note to comfort him. I didn't even feel Mathew stop, until he told me we were here and took me off of his back. He showed me around their property and inside their lovely House. Jessika showed up a minute later and showed me to my room. I didn't know how tired I was until I sat on the bed. I lay down while closing my eyes, forgetting Jessika was still in my room. "Goodnight Bella, we will be downstairs when you awake." Jessika say's as she watches me sleep. "Goodnight" I told her almost asleep. I started dreaming of Edward laying next to me in the bed, rubbing my belly and whispering 'how much he loves me and our beautiful bundle of joy'. I started crying because of how happy I was having my love and daughter right here with me and everything started going black and Edward disappeared and so did our baby. I started Screaming.
*End of Flashback*
Thinking of Matthew and Jessika made me feel happy. After that night, we became great friends. They helped me through my depression over Edward and the rest of the Cullen's. They helped me with my pregnancy and giving birth to Renesmee. Matthew changed me into a vampire so that I could take care of my daughter instead of dying because giving birth to a half bread would have killed me by her tarring my stomach open to try to get it and leaving her behind. After a year of not going near any humans, I was going to school and finishing. I graduated and they pushed me to go after my dreams. I had always wanted to be a singer and so I went for it. Ten years later, I'm now one of the most famous singers in America. I have a beautiful mansion that Renesmee, Matthew, Jessika, and I all live in. Jessika takes care of Renesmee while I'm singing at places and Matthew is like my manager. I still talk to Charlie and he is happy to still be a part of my life and seeing me accomplish my goals.