A/N: Hey everyone! This is my first story dealing with any type of sexual relationship so just go easy on me...But I am literally obsessed with the relationship between Christian and Ana! So hopefully you will like my stories! Enjoy.

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Chapter 1: Time

"Morning babe." Elliot speaks sweetly as I stretch my head out from under the blanket, exposing myself to the blinding light.

"No!" I moan, making a mad dash back under the covers.

"Anastasia Steele, you know what happens when you don't get out of bed on time don't you? It's a TICKLE FIGHT!" He shrieks, diving towards me. That one phrase can get me up and out of bed faster then a bolt of lightning considering I am probably the most ticklish person alive.

"Okay, okay I'm up!" I huff, pulling down my shirt with a vengeance. "Have you thought about what we talked about last night?" He whispers coming up behind me.

"Yes..." I whisper even gentler.

The truth of the matter is, Elliot and I have yet to have sex. Of course I am attracted to him and I want to do it but I'm just not ready. Elliot has had sex with so many different women without even glancing back in their direction and I just want to make sure that we are right for each other. I recall something that one of my friends had gone through in high school. She had fallen head over heels for the captain of the football team and she only ever had eyes for him. She said she knew in her heart that he was the one. The one she knew would be her first, and her last. And it finally happened at a party. He threw her on the bed and tore her clothes off to the point where it even burned her skin. And once he had gotten her completely naked, he fucked her. He slammed the shit out of her till she was crying on the floor barely able to move. And he left her there, without even another glance.

In truth, that scared little girl lying on the floor was me. What kind of man was he? And were the chances of him being someone that cruel and hateful? Obviously I know that would never happen with Elliot but still. I need to know and right now I just don't.

"Ana please. I would never hurt you like that and you know that!"

"I know that Elliot." I smile, wrapping my arms around his muscular torso.

"But we're engaged! I figured that would finally make you feel better!" He throws his arms in the air frustrated and falls backwards onto the couch. I place my hands on my hips facing him. "So was that your plan? Just proposing to me so you could get me to finally have sex with you Elliot!?"

He instantly jumps up from the couch and places his hands gently on my face. "No, no babe. You know thats not true." I sigh lifting my hands up to take hold of his arms. "I know."

"But you're literally killing me with this abstinence. I need you." He groans his eyes growing dark with lust. His statement immediately sends me off the deep end and I can feel a pool of wetness form inside my panties.

Damnit no!

"Hey, why did you wake me up anyway? It's saturday!" I whine, quickly trying to change the subject. His expression changes almost instantly and he's smiling his signature Elliot smile. I can't help but smile back.

"Remember this was the day of my family picnic."

Oh crap. I forgot about that. I truly have a special place in my heart for Elliot's family. Of course not as much room as I hold for Ray, one of my mothers very many ex-husbands. We formed a relationship and it just kinda stuck. He means so much to me. Grace and Carrick are just the best. They are so kind and thoughtful; always thinking of me. Mia is just a cute little ball of fluff! Nothing like myself though. I've always thought of myself as a drab, plain girl. Mia is so fashionable and out of this world gorgeous and fun to be around! I have recently learned that Elliot has a brother. It's really confusing because we are practically over there every week so how is it possible that I haven't met this man. Elliot tells me that he is quite mysterious and is very private about his personal life. We'll see about that. I want to find out everything about him if I am going to be his sister in law. After all we will be practically family. If I ever meet him.

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"Babe can are you almost ready?" Elliot calls from the living room. I turn from my closet and slightly open the door. "I'll never be if you keep asking!" He glares playfully at me and I return the gesture by sticking out my tongue. I have the honor of borrowing one of Kate's dresses for today thank gosh. It's more of a casual type of dress that's mainly white with splotches of aqua. It hugs my body in all the right places even thought there's not much to show. Being petite, I stand at a staggering 5'2 with not much on top and a little too much on the bottom. My hair hangs down as ringlets barely covering my breasts. I add a little makeup on the eyes, but not much because I know there's no hope with artificial beauty. I gently place the diamond necklace from Elliot around my neck and smile at the reflection.

"Alright I'm ready!"

We pull into the grand entrance of the stone driveway and I sigh. Elliot gently squeezes my hand. "You ready Ana?"

Let's do this.