Chapter One
There's no future ahead of me. I've left... I left with a choice. I hurt him... I hurt him the most. Anakin Skywalker was no longer my master. And I was no longer his padawan. I've grown close to him over the year. I've became stronger and indepandant. But not so much trusted...
That was the problem with me. Could I be trusted? I wasn't so sure myself. I've never... Been against so many people and have no one to be there for me, taking my side. Well, except Anakin. I understood that he'd trusted me. But... I couldn't trust myself.
Even though Barriss had framed me, and turned the council against me, she did make a point. She was right.
"I did it. Because I've come to realize what many people in the Republic have come to realize, that the Jedi are the ones responsible for this War. That we've so lost our way that we have become villains in this conflict, that we are the ones that should be put on trial, all of us! And my attack on the Temple was an attack on what the Jedi have become: an army fighting for the Dark side, fallen from the Light that we once held so dear. This Republic is failing! It's only a matter of time." -Barriss Offee.
I didn't want to believe it. But she was right. It was only a matter of time. I started noticing how fustrated I was becoming with war. I knew for a while, but... I think I just didn't want to believe it. And I still don't.
My trip would be tiring, lonely, and saddening. Crying was unusual. I didn't really cry. I didn't like to cry. Being alone was sad. But the outcome of this trip would be exciting. Or at least I hoped. I didn't give it much thought as to where I would go. But I did want to pay a visit to a friend. Politian's have great adivce. Young politican's are just learning great advice. But the politian I was going to see, his advice (if any) would be great. I needed advice. How can I trust myself? It sounds like a simple question, but there's not much of an answer...
Its when I landed, and I could see him running towards the ship. When I exited, my first respons was,"Hi Lux."