Define Insanity, Define Memory. Both, I didn't know how to explain in. Memory, something I don't have and Insanity, something I wish I had. The only thing I remember is that my name is Susi, short for Susiana. Or so I think, I mean would it be written on my hospital bed otherwise. I know, my parents are dead, their the only ones I remember. Everybody else, hasn't visited me and from the doctors have told me, I was in a car crash. I was walking along the road with my parents and a drunk driver hit us. My parents didn't make the cut, but I did. Supposedly I have been a Coma for three months. I have a disease called Amnesia, I forgot everything about myself. I don't know, where I'm going to go or if I'll ever cure from this, but I know one thing. I have no family, the doctors said they tried to contact anybody that may be relatives, but no luck since I only remember that my name is Susiana. Susiana, my parents must have hated me. I just wish I can remember something, anything. Maybe, deciding to escape wasn't the best idea and that If I had stayed, I would not be roaming the street in a white hospital gown and twitchy legs. Cars would pass by and peoples would give me a weird stare, like I was an alien. I do know I have long wavy ginger hair that stops at my waist.
Light blue eyes, and my upper cheeks are full of freckles. I'm small, I really am and If I was given the chance to eat A barbecue sandwich I would, oh look another thing I remember.
It started raining, and I was bare foot, walking along the sidewalk, passing umbrellas and newspaper savings, as in you don't see the person, but you know they are there, because they have umbrellas and newspapers on top of their heads.
I believe, I might live with Amnesia till I'm eighty and that this may be the opportunity to change my name and who I want to be as a person. Maybe I can keep Susi and say its my actual name and not a nickname.
It was dark out and I could barely see where I was going expect from the street lights, that light up a small round spot underneath them. I could clearly hear my feet clacking the small water that filled the top of the pavement, and the wind blowing all my hair back. I was starting to get dizzy and the fact that cars where really fast didn't help, Next thing I knew I had fallen on my but and I was soaked from the rain. Bad enough you don't remember who you are, either less passing out on the street.
" Guys.. I think she's waking up.." Said a voice, as I blinked my eyes, and swinging a hand infront of them, as the light burned me.
" She's waking up! Act natural.." Said another voice and by then I knew I had passed out on the street, In the rain and I still didn't remember who I was.
" Yeah, Two-bit that pose looks really natural!" Yelled another sarcastic tone. I blinked, my eyes finally adjusting to the light and my surroundings.
" Why did we pick up this broad again?" Said another voice, which I just though was plain rude. I sat up on the sofa and was surrounded by about six boys and their smiling faces but one who just looked mad at the world.
" My name is Susi and If you would go as calling me a broad again, You would have made a mistake.." I snapped at him, new personality activated.
" Sarcastic little girl, aren't you?" He said once more with a smirk crawling onto his face, if he wasn't so bitter maybe I would have been attracted to his black eyes.
" Should of though about that, before kidnapping me!" I said, staring the others who face just dropped and one sitting in the kitchen, who was really built came walking in.
" Look, Ponyboy over there found you on the streets, soaked and passed out, you may as even say thank you." He said, pointing a finger and he was right.
" You're I'm sorry and thank you" I simply said, taking a look at these boys, who had so much grease in their hair, they could grease a kitchen pan.
" I'm Two-bit.." Said one cutting the silence and shaking my hand. I smiled and they already knew my name, since I had told them earlier.
After going around the table and saying hi and introducing ourselves, I came to the sarcastic and angry one of the group.
"Dallas.." Is all he said, and I just plainly ignored him. Darry poked my arm and told me to follow him into some random room.
" Here, It might be big for now.. But you can get a job and go shopping later.." He said, my eyes grew wide and I didn't know what to say.
" You're letting me stay here?" I asked nicely, this was what I was going for, you're nice to me I'm nice to you, You're mean to me, I'm mean to you.
" Well, you have no idea who you are and looks like you have no where to go, so yeah." He said with a grin, and walked out. I smiled mostly to myself, Darry was nice, Pony was creative, Soda was handsome, Two-bit was funny, Johnny was shy, Steve had no teeth and Dally was just plain angry.
I took a second look at the clothes, You could tell it was women clothing, because it just looked it. His girlfriend maybe? I put it on and it was still too big. There was a nice red sweater, too big for me, speaking of big sweaters I was starving. I slipped on the ripped blue jeans and headed into the kitchen and living room.
I walked into the kitchen and knowing that I was going to stay here for a while, I sat down at the kitchen table and luckily they had read my mind, because there was a plate with chocolate cake and a glass of milk right there.
" Enjoy that.." Mumbled Dallas, getting up and walking out the door. What an attractive little bastard he was, was the only thing in my mind.