She Blamed Herself For Me

I remember everything like yesterday. The Murder, My Birthday, My Friends, My Family and even My Name (real one).
I was just a shy little boy, even before the murder. it was my 10th birthday. I wanted to go to Freddy Fazbear Pizzaria which wasn't a good idea. Hell. The most worst idea. But, I'm glad I did. I remember this guy in this Golden Freddy suit asking all the children to follow him, Hell, only five did. Including me. We five met there at the pizzeria but we became quite a group of BFFs.

There was 2 girls and we 3 boys. As I was the shy one in the group, I hanged out more with the girls. One was a very whiny one, yet comforting when you need her. The other one, She was like my life. I just met her on My Birthday, Hell, Death day but she was very kind and selfless. She told me how she ended up there, it was a very sad situation.

We both possessed our favourite mascots, I possessed Foxy and She possessed Mangle. Only thing is, her body was stuffed into the Golden Freddy suit.

Even when I was an animatronic, I was still the shy, harmless, weak one. So the children used to try tear me apart but She took the pain for me. She helped me with my problems. And when I was bullied by Freddy(Aaron), She stopped him. Freddy didn't like me much because, I spent more time with her. He liked her, He used to say that if the murder didn't take place, He would've gladly made her his girlfriend. Hell. She didn't like him.

I miss her. I feel like I'm the most heartless person, Hell, spirit in this entire world. She helped me, a lot. More than I have. She was like a Big sister to me. Hell. She was like a soulmate to me. She helped me, taught me and saved me but I, I caused her more troubles, so much troubles. I failed in protecting her. I failed in thinking before… I let her go. I forgot to tell her how much I love her. How much she meant to me. How much she was to me. She was like a miracle, a birthday present given from the angels themselves. But, Hell, what did I do? I lost her.

Every Single animatronic hates me for what I did that day. I shouldn't have listened to her. Why was I so foolish. I am the most worst thing in this world.

It was the day I lost her. The bite of '87…...

I was so freaking damn so sure that watchman was luring her into the back room to tamper with her. I was so sure. That is the reason I ran so fast and bit him.

"HELP!" He screamed . "THIS MONSTER IS BITING ME!"

He then pressed the emergency button, thats when I started to panic,"Oh, shit! They are going to scrap me! and dis con-"

"Go and Hide! Quick!" She yelled. She was tearing up. I listened to her and went to hide Which wasn't a good Idea. Hell. Worst. She then went to that screaming man and continued to bite him until blood filled her mouth. Just then the guards came and pulled her away.

"NO!" I screamed. "I bit him, not her!" They couldn't hear me much.

Thats when she smiled at me and said before drifting away," GoodBye, Alex(real name). I Love You…."

Those words sting me beautifully. Those 3 words that I couldn't tell her back. I shut everyone out and hide here in the pirate cove. Chica comes to visit me, but no one else. Bonnie tries to comfort me but none of them helps me. Freddy, I avoided him the most. But I wait, if she gets scrapped her soul goes to afterlife. I know that she will come back one day, and that day I will show her how much I love her. I will wait for her until the day I die….

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- MarrisaBrown2712