Tears slid down my face like a river... My body shook none stop... My breathing was heavy and I felt as if I was about to pass out...
I had never felt such fear before... Adam... My Adam was... Dead.
Getting the call from Drew that he was hurt in an accident, and then was placed in the hospital... It changed me.
Never had I thought my boyfriend... The one I wanted to marry one day... Would get hurt like this.
Then I remember how Drew called me a day later after he had been injured... Only to tell me that my Adam was gone.
It wasn't fair! It just wasn't fair! He was dead... He was dead... He was dead...
My heart shattered on the phone that morning... And it had been shattered ever since.
I came back to Canada for the funeral... I felt as if I was dead myself. Feeling so numb... Feeling something so horrible which I had never felt before: Loss.
... I laid in bed that night after the event looking up at the ceiling... Tears took over once more... And I sobbed all night. Didn't sleep for a second... But I couldn't I just couldn't. I was alone now... No one to hold me. No one to protect me. No one to kiss me or love me... I was on my own and I hated it.
"Oh, Adam... You were the love of my life... And you always will be,"I whispered between my sobs.
"I love you... I love you so much... I just want you to come back and hold me again... I need you,"I added to myself as I let the pain inside of me grow, while the sun shined in through the window.
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It's not fair... It's not fair. Losing you... Please tell me this is just a dream. I'll wake up and you'll be here, but... No just no. This isn't fair. You're not coming back... You've left for good. I'm on my own now... And I feel like I should just travel to where you are now... Not wait for life to take me there, but... I know you'd want me to be happy so I'll stay here... Even though it's not fair.
Eh... Okay well. :l I'm pissed... Degrassi is awesome, but... what the hell!Dx First Clare is like close to death somewhat and now Adam!? :C Seeing the preview for next week's episode last night... It looks like he may die... Just cause HE CRASHED INTO A TREE WHILE DRIVING!;W; AND HE LOOKED SO HURT IN NEXT WEEK'S EPISODE! I really hope he lives though! Cause Adam and Becky are my second fav couple after Eli and Clare... So if they kill him off... That won't be cool at all... But enough about my ranting. xD The Episode was still great! So anyways yeah got this idea! And yes it's short, but I just felt like something simple. So yeah review?owo AND IF HE DOES DIE... :C EXPECT MORE RANTING FROM REXIE HERE!