'Gin, why do you always leave me alone? You never tell me where you would go. Why Gin why?

I was in tears when I heard a knock on my door.

"Oi! Matsumoto open up!"

"Captain!" I gasped "I'm sorry"

He sighed then said "What are you doing here? Aren't you in charge on the paperwork today"

"Oh yeah, Sorry captain"

"Don't worry about it I already finish it."

"Hoho, that's a captain for you."

"Hmm, I've been thinking what's up with you lately? Are you that depress when Ichimaru left?"

I stared out the window and said…

"Probably yes." I could feel the tears forming in my eyes but I don't care. I need to share it with someone. I need to!

"Captain, could I tell you something but please don't tell it to someone else."

He seemed thoughtful for the moment and finally he said…

"Very Well."

"Let us sit down then."

So we sit down. But she did not tell something for the moment. I could tell that she's still upset about Gin leaving her and it's the first time I've seen her cry, though, she won't admit it.