Summary: Just a random idea that popped into my head at 2 A.M. Alice's thoughts of Jasper, while babysitting Renesme (still in baby form).
AN: I realize that there are many flaws in the information in the story but I just wanted to get my thoughts down on paper.
Canonization
APOV
Renesme would not stop crying for anything. It was just Jasper and I here while everyone else was out hunting. I rocked Renesme at what I hoped was a soothing pace, in desperation and annoyance. Jasper was heating up a bottle for her, and as fast as us vampires can go we can't rush the microwave.
When I stopped rocking just for a split second, Renesme's cries grew ten times louder. At least I was keeping her quieter than she could be.
Pacing around the room I thought about mine and Jaspers plans for tonight: We were going to watch the notebook, being it my turn to pick the movie, then we were just going to talk.
I know that for other couples, when they more or less plan a time to talk that is when nothing comes to mind, but not for Jasper and I. Even knowing each other all of these years, we still could talk for hours on end without running out of things to say.
Jasper finally came in with the bottle, bringing me back to the reality of the screaming baby in my arms. He looked down at her with such adoration, and interest, that it pained me to know that he would never look that way at a baby of ours. I handed her to him, and he gave her the bottle, she didn't want it at first, wanting nothing but to scream her lungs out, but when she noticed what it was she took it eagerly.
When she had drained the bottle, she thrust her chubby little arms at me. I picked her up and held her close. I don't know what I did to upset her but after a second, she started wailing even worse than before. I tried my hardest to get her to stop crying and calm down but my attempts were futile.
Jasper quickly walked over from where he was setting up the movie and put his hand lightly on Renesme's head. Instantly she quieted and began falling asleep. He took her from my arms to take her to her crib, leaving me to think.
What did I do to deserve such a perfect husband? It baffled me to think that this man, this wonderful adoring man was mine forever. It perplexed me to think that a man of this level of flawlessness would love me back. I love the world that we live in to where people can find the one person they are meant to be with, and I am elated to have found that person and have the opportunity to be with him until the end of time.
Jasper surprised me, which is a very hard thing to do, wrapping his arms around my waist. "I love you." He said, his voice showing that he could feel the immense emotions of love pouring off of me in waves. "I love you too," I said as we walked towards the couch.