Cherries on top of Sundaes aren't always so SWEET…..
"See you in 7 months, right" I asked as I waved good-bye to Zac, who was boarding his plane to Canada to go and shoot Hairspray, as Link Larkin. "Yup, see you in November Vanny!!!" Zac answered as he waved good-bye too.
I stood there awaiting a kiss or even a hug, and what did I get…a stupid wave good-bye. "He's such a jerk…" I said under my breath as I passed Stella, my little sister, trying to hide my true feelings. "You know you like him, so why act like you don't; heck…everyone knows that you like him" Stella said as she poked my handbag and stuck her tongue out. "Do NOT!!!" I defended, though it didn't really make a difference; everyone did know, and that's what I found shocking, why didn't Zac?
I picked up my luggage and headed out the doors of the LAX, and entered the limo that Stella insisted that we get. I sat down and grabbed out my journal, barely used and wrote.
SOMETIMES I FEEL HIS LOVE, SOMETIMES I DON'T
THERE'S TIMES WHEN HE PROVES IT, THEN TIMES WHEN HE WON'T
IT'S TIME I KNOW THE DEAL ABOUT HOW HE TRULY FEELS
I GUESS WHAT'S KILLING ME IS JUST NOT KNOWING
MY FRIENDS ALL TELL ME MAYBE I SHOULD SEEK A PSYCHIC
THEY TELL ME JUST BEWARE I MAY OR MAY NOT LIKE IT
BUT EITHER WAY I KNOW I NEED TO GET SOME ANSWERS
ABOUT WHERE I STAND WITH HIM
HOW DO I KNOW, I NEED TO KNOW
IF HE'S FOR REAL WON'T YOU PLEASE LET ME KNOW
OR IS HE JUST PLAYIN', WHAT'S YOUR MAGIC CARD SHOW
SOMETHING 'BOUT WHEN HE'S HERE MAKES ME NOT SEE SO CLEAR
DOES YOUR CRYSTAL BALL SHOW ANY LOVIN'AT ALL…..
The limo pulled up in front of my house, I stood there, and taking my first step toward my life without Zac Efron, my first REAL crush.
A/N: Hey! I don't know if this should just be a one-shot or what! So if I can get over 10 reviews, I'll post the next chapter!!!
PEACE,
Spoiled 0:-D does the peace sign with hand
