Disclaimer: I don't own Phantom of the Opera. The song "My Way" belongs to Elvis Presley. I am just borrowing everything.
My Way
�As Erik lay in his bed he knew the end was near. For the past few weeks since Christine had left he had been reflecting on his life and what he had been through. Erik knew that he had overcome many obstacles in his life and even though he was shunned by humanity he still longed to find love.
And now the end is near
So I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case of which I'm certain
All of the experiences in Erik's life have made him into the person he is: a sensitive musician with deep emotions. But his heart is scarred by a tragic past and as he reflects on that he comes to the realization that everything that he did he did his in his own unique way. Erik often used his talents to his advantage and his way certainly was unique.
I've lived a life that's full
I've traveled each and every highway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way
As Erik reflects on his relationship with Christine he realizes with sadness and regret that his actions only served to drive her away from him. Realizing too late that he conducted himself in a manner that only served to heighten her fear of him, Erik realized that he could have courted Christine in a different manner. In his attempts to win Christine's love he made many rash decisions but in the end she chose another man to be with.
Regrets, I've had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exception
Whatever decisions that Erik made he had planned carefully down to the smallest detail. It all started when he was a child having to live with the hatred of his mother and running away from home to get away from her fear of him. Only his life in the world was one of jeering crowds and rejection. But Erik never gave up hope of finding love. Even now lying in his bed waiting, hoping Christine will return to him one last time.
I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
Oh, and more, much more than this
I did it my way
Yes there were times when Erik undertook more than he could handle and he didn't have anyone to depend on for help. In all of those times he kept going ahead and never looked back or gave up. Erik faced the world until he retreated to the depths of the Opera House where he could live in seclusion and pursue his love of music. Then there was Christine, she turned his world upside down. Erik didn't know what had come over him; he was in love for the first time.
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you know
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way
Erik has fond memories from his days in Persia with the Persian and his son. The Persian was the closest person to a friend Erik had ever met in his life. Two years in Italy studying architecture with Giovanni whom Erik had come to think of a father-figure were some of the fondest memories he had, before the tragic day that Erik left Italy. Living in the Opera House and courting Christine was both intoxicating and heart-breaking.
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way
Oh, no, no not me
I did it my way
Through it all Erik has always held on to his true self and his appreciation of all that is beautiful in art, music, and life. Even the musical scores and other artistic creations of Erik's are among the most beautiful works of art in the world. Christine is an angel in Erik's eyes and will always hold a special place in his heart, no matter what his future is. In truth Erik is a man who recognizes true beauty whether it is in art, music, or people.
For what is a man, what has he got
If not himself, then he has not
To say the words he truly feels
And not the words he would reveal
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way
