Sometimes I wish you knew how I really feel�
Maybe then it would be easier
Sometimes I wish I never knew you
Maybe then I wouldn't feel the way I do
Sometimes I wish you know who I am now and not how I was before
Sometimes I wish I only knew how you were
And not how you are now
Sometimes I wish we were best friends again
Sometimes I'm glad we aren't
But most of the time
I miss you
I miss your laugh
Your smile
Even the way you talk
But now you aren't there anymore
The way I knew
Now you are completely different from the one I knew
But I know that one is still there
I know
I do
He is still there
Hidden inside this different person
I've seen him on occasion
And when I do
My heart aches
Because out of everything in this world that could make me sad
Make me cry
Everything that I can miss the most
I miss the one I fell in love with
I miss you being you
And now
Everyday when I see you
I pretend like I don't even care
And you will never know the way I feel
BecauseYOU won't be there
