Sometimes I wish you knew how I really feel�

Maybe then it would be easier

Sometimes I wish I never knew you

Maybe then I wouldn't feel the way I do

Sometimes I wish you know who I am now and not how I was before

Sometimes I wish I only knew how you were

And not how you are now

Sometimes I wish we were best friends again

Sometimes I'm glad we aren't

But most of the time

I miss you

I miss your laugh

Your smile

Even the way you talk

But now you aren't there anymore

The way I knew

Now you are completely different from the one I knew

But I know that one is still there

I know

I do

He is still there

Hidden inside this different person

I've seen him on occasion

And when I do

My heart aches

Because out of everything in this world that could make me sad

Make me cry

Everything that I can miss the most

I miss the one I fell in love with

I miss you being you

And now

Everyday when I see you

I pretend like I don't even care

And you will never know the way I feel

BecauseYOU won't be there