By: Nu-Klear
How am I suppose to act around you?
I see you and all I wish to do is to hug you and never let go!
Every time you call me I am so exited, praying that you finally be mine. Then I see them and it hurts, it hurts so bad to know that you care for them more then me. Your always with them the only time you pay any attention to me is when you need something or have no other choice. Is that what I am to you someone to be used then thrown away until I'm needed again? or is it that you just don't know how I feel?
You can be a little dense at times love.
When I'm alone I cry, I can't help it. Having you so close all the time and not able to even give you a hug is killing me. Especially knowing your with that little yellow rat. I can't help being jealous, you coddle and dote on it like it was your child and it's with you so much that it might as well be attached at hip. While I'm left all alone.
I hear voices, then you call my name and then I'm here with you. "You see Misty, Charizard won't disobey this time" glancing back I see you with that girl and the rat, and it hurts and I show you my pain in the only way I know how! I turn from your blackened form and wait for you too send me back, hoping you'll do it soon so you won't see me cry!