Hey guys! I know I know. What the hell am I doing writing another story when I already have two other ones that need uploading. Okay but like hear me out. This story sounded good in my head so I had to get it out and see what you guys thought. This is a pre comic thing. I want to see how many reviews and views this get and see if people are truly interested then I'll turn it into a BL just changing the names and such. Anyway have some SasuNaru sad story.

Disclaimer: I don not own Naruto but SasuNaru is life

Warning: This chapter contains Rape, foul language, Some OOCness and lots of violence. There is Male on Male, Boys love so if you don't like that please do turn back. You have been warned.

Naruto Uzumaki can't take it anymore. He doesn't understand why he let this go on for so long. He used to be a strong man, a warrior, a rebel who fought back whenever someone was being mean. But now? He considered himself to be pathetic. He didn't have the will to fight and he regrets not leaving when he had the chance. How he wishes he could go back in time when his lover used to be nice. He wished he could go to the one person he wants to see the most. The one person he wishes could, would hold him. But no. He's here sitting on the couch sporting a black eye and a busted lip while he's trying to hold in his tears. He refused to cry. It would only give his boyfriend the satisfaction. But it was very hard. Narutos boyfriend Gaara had proposed to him that morning and when the poor blonde didn't answer the man went livid. Yelling at him for not answering. Accusing him for not loving him. Naruto yelled as much as he could that he did love him. That that was not the reason why he hesitated. He tried to explain that he just didn't feel ready to marry.

But that was a lie.

Getting married and having a family was his dream because half of his life he spent alone as an orphan. So he dreamed about it all the time. He never knew his parents but he was taken in by a wonderful couple he had the luxury of meeting. Tsunade and Jiraiya were the best thing that could happen to him. They were his sunshine. After moving in with them everything seemed…. right, for the lack of a better word. He was so happy that he found his place in life. When they moved to Konoha it wasn't easy. Naruto got picked on for his unruly blonde hair. He wasn't the smartest in class so everyone believed he was dumb. The kids would make fun telling him that his parents only chose him out of pity. He retorted by saying at least his parents chose him and their parents were stuck with them. That got him the beating of his life.

He cried to Jiraiya and the man had enrolled him in a fighting class after school and that is where he met Sasuke Uchiha. It was instant hate because he gave off the "I'm obviously better than you" vibe and Naruto hated those type of people the most.

When Naruto found out who exactly Tsunade was he was confused as to why the towns people continued to treat him terribly. He didn't let that get to him though. He continued to fight and stand on his two feet.

He was finally able to make some friends and have a small crush. Sakura Haruno was one of the smart kids who always fought with Ino Yamanaka on who got to sit next to Sasuke Uchiha. Naruto already hated him but he hated him more because he was getting all of sakura's attention. But at the same time, he felt like he had some sort of connection with him when he found out that the boys parents were also gone, him now living with his older brother who is away frequently for work.

As time went, Naruto and Sasuke were starting to become good friends if the constant bickering meant anything. When they got into High School Sakura would always tell Naruto about her undying love for Sasuke, his now best friend. She would always ask him questions about him and when he told him things about the man that weren't true he would just keep his mouth shut. Whenever he saw Sasuke with Sakura he felt jealous. Not of Sasuke.

But of Sakura.

He had feelings for Sasuke but unlike Sakura, he wasn't allowed to show it. Konoha wasn't prejudice against gays. Tsunade made it a law that they were to be treated as equal and have the same benefit as any other couple. No, he didn't show it because he cherished his friendship with Sasuke. He enjoyed what they had and he didn't want to mess that up. Plus, he didn't know what way Sasuke swung because he didn't want to bring it up and make it awkward.

Near the end of his first year of High School, Narutos world came crashing down because Jiraiya had died in a car crash when someone ran the light. He never knew his heart could feel so much pain. Jiraiya was his father figure. He loved the man. He thought he was taking it bad but that was an understatement. His mother Tsunade was a mess. She started to drink more frequently and Naruto would come home to empty sake bottles and faint crying. He went straight to the living room to see his mother on the couch looking down at a picture of Jiraiya, tears flowing down her beautiful pale face. He went to sit next to her and pulled her into a side hug, him leaning his head on her shoulder as he listened to her talk about all the good times and how they met, all the fights they had and all the things Jiraiya did to make it up to her.

Naruto cherished their love. Because it was so pure. He's never seen a happier couple than his parents and he wondered if his real parents were as happy together. Naruto had to reassure Tsunade that everything will be fine. That he will always hold a place in their heart and that they have to become stronger because if he saw them crying he would just laugh in their face. Tsunade chuckled, telling Naruto that he knew him too well.

Sasuke was there for Naruto every step of the way. Sakura also making an appearance here and there but Naruto knew it wasn't for him. A year passed and Naruto was happy to see that his mother was back to normal. She still drank but not as much as that night. It was their second year of High school and the guys thought it would be cool to go out to a club, inviting some of the girls of course. Naruto and Sasuke were together most of the night, Sakura annoyed that she wasn't getting the attention she wanted. Naruto had gotten up and moved to the dance floor, everyone knowing that he was a very good dancer if the turning heads and whistles indicated anything.

At this time, all of Narutos friends knew that he was gay, when it accidentally slipped out of his mouth when they were looking at a male work out magazine and Naruto said that he would fuck one of the models. He was mortified by what he said that he didn't stick around to listen to their reactions and grabbed his stuff and ran away from class. He didn't show up for a few days and the guys were getting worried so they had gone to his house.

When they got there, Tsunade just happened to be home and they explained to her what happened. Tsunade already knew about Naruto's sexuality but she didn't care as long as he found a way to get her some grandkids. She let them in and they went straight to his room, knocking, not waiting for a respond and entering. He told them to go away but of course they didn't listen. They explained to him that it didn't matter what gender he liked because he was still Naruto. The blonde peeked out of his blanket and looked at them asking if that was true, he looked at Sasuke in particular. The raven head tsked and strode over to the man and pulled on his covers yelling at him to stop being such a baby. He explained that not once had he cared what people thought about him so why is he caring now. Naruto pulled back at the covers yelling it was because he loved them. He cherished their friendship and he cares what they think about him. All the guys sighed and told him that nothing is going to change between them so he can come back to school.

Naruto rubbed at his eyes telling the guys that he wasn't crying and that Sasuke got dust in his eyes when he pulled on the covers. Everything was fine afterwards.

Or so the blonde thought.

At the club Naruto was dancing by himself when he felt an arm wrap around his waist. He was going to turn around to punch the asshole in the face but when he did he was shocked to see pretty green eyes. To Narutos amazement he found the man in front of him very attractive. He also thought he's seen him before, but he couldn't understand why. The mystery man moved his hips to Narutos rhythm. The blonde smirked and moved along with him.

Kiba was the first to spot that Naruto was dancing with someone and pointed it out to everyone, making some heads turn. Sasuke was the first to turn his head, disregarding the one-sided conversation that was happening with Sakura. He saw as Naruto wrapped his arms around the red head and was pulled close to the mans body. Sasuke didn't understand why he felt so…Jealous? Sasuke didn't feel jealous. But he didn't understand why watching Naruto dance with some other guy made him so livid. He glared at the man more when he leaned into Narutos ear and whispered something making the blonde blush. He playfully hit his chest as they continued to dance.

Sasuke didn't like this feeling but he shoved it away, not wanting to think about anymore.

When the night was over Naruto was still talking to said man, who Naruto found out was named Gaara. He then found out at that moment why he looks so familiar. He remembers seeing him once when his mother had taken him on a trip to visit one of the other leaders. He was the son of the leader in Sunagakure so they had a bit in common. Gaara had told him that he will be going here for school along with his siblings. He didn't explain why and Naruto didn't ask.

Sasuke walked over to them leaving Sakura to her own voice and told Naruto that he would drive him home. Naruto smiled and waved his goodbyes to the red head with the love tattoo above his left eye as he turned and walked with Sasuke.

The next morning at school Naruto was shocked to find out that Gaara had transferred to his high school. There were about two other high schools in Konoha so he found it ironic that he would be going to his. Of course, the blonde and the red head started hanging out. Naruto would invite him to hang out with his friends but he would decline saying he was the only one he wanted to hang out with. Naruto explained that that was no good and told him to at least try. Gaara hated the idea but he was trying to get on Narutos good side so he forced himself to tolerate it. He would talk with some of his friends but Sasuke and Gaara did not hit it off. They were always sizing the other up and Naruto, being the dense boy that he was, couldn't understand why.

It was there last year of high school and Gaara and Naruto were an item. Gaara had asked the blonde out during the summer when the group of friends went to an amusement park. He hated that Sasuke was always around him so he thought, believed, it would be safer for him if he just made Naruto his.

Naruto was conflicted at first because he still had feelings for Sasuke but it also made it easy for him. He knew that Sasuke didn't feel that way about him and in order to get over that he thought that getting together with Gaara would be a smart idea. Plus it's not like he wasn't attracted to the red head, his heart just belonged to Sasuke but he had to get over it.

Everywhere Naruto went Gaara followed around the school when classes weren't in session. Gaara had a few inches on Naruto, the blonde being the shortest in the group of males but he still enjoyed it when Gaara wrapped his arm around his waist.

It was almost the end of the year when things started to get a bit hectic. Gaara wanted Naruto to go to college back in his hometown but Naruto had other plans. He wanted to be a teacher and the best school for that was in Konoha. They were in Gaaras apartment, standing in the kitchen when they were arguing about the future when Gaara lifted his fist and punched Naruto, making the poor Uzumaki fall back into the cabinet underneath the sink. Naruto stared at the floor underneath his feet as his hand reached up to touch his eye. He hissed when he felt the swelling. He looked up to look at Gaara who's eyes were wide in terror.

"You…You hit me…" Naruto spoke silently, not believing what just happened. Gaara quickly leaned down between Narutos legs and raised his hands wanting to touch him but was scared in doing so when Naruto turned his head away from him.

"I'm so sorry. I-I don't know what came over me. I was just so angry-"

"So you HIT ME?!" Narutos voice rising with each word he spat, a hint of red appearing in his sea blue eyes. Naruto shoved him back and stood up, heading towards the living room. Gaara quickly got up and followed him.

"Where are you going?" Gaara asked nervously.

"Home you fucker. You're obviously not sane to have a conversation right now so you can do whatever you want. I'm staying here for college and if you want to go back home then fine. We're over," Naruto explained as he grabbed his jacket and headed for the door.

"Wait wait! Babe I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hit you. If you really want to stay here for school then okay. I can stay. I'll tell Temari to take over. I don't want you out of my life. I just love you so much the thought of you leaving me scared me. Please don't go, I'm sorry," Gaara pleaded as he grabbed onto Narutos wrist.

Naruto stared at the door then quickly turned his head to stare at the man in front of him.

"Babe please. I really am sorry," Gaara walked up to him and let go of Narutos wrist to wrap his arms around those curvaceous hips he loved so much. Naruto crossed his arms and continued to stare at the man who leaned down to kiss his now bruised eye. He didn't know how to feel. Gaara was his first boyfriend and he did love him, but if he was going to get this mad every time they argued then it could get dangerous.

But Naruto was also one to give second chances.

"If…If this happens again, I will leave," Naruto started hesitantly when his arms started to drop down to grab onto Gaaras shirt,

"I know," Gaara gave him a reassuring kiss on his forehead.

"I won't come back,"

"I'll follow you to the ends of the earth," Another kiss on his ear.

"We can really stay here?"

"Anything you want," Gaara reassured with a kiss to the lips. He licked Narutos bottom lip asking for entrance and the man gave him entrance to his hot cavern. Naruto moaned into the kiss, feeling Gaaras member rubbing against his stomach. Gaara pulled back first and tapped his forehead to the man he loved.

"I love you so much Naruto," Gaara breathed in Narutos ocean scent.

"I love you too."

Naruto had gone back to school and thanked the gods that Tsunade had some make up that was close to his skin tone. His friends asked why he was wearing make up and Naruto played dumb. Sasuke got him alone though, because he didn't play that and asked again. The blonde continued to play ignorant but didn't expect Sasuke to grab onto his wrist and quickly touch his eye. Naruto hissed and took his arm back, a tear coming down his face.

Sasuke went livid when Naruto explained what happened. Sasuke didn't hear the rest when he bolted for the door to go "talk" with Gaara. Naruto quickly held onto him and told him that it was just an accident and he wouldn't do it again. Sasuke looked down to look into Narutos pleading eyes telling him not to do anything to his boyfriend. Sasuke was still angry but didn't want to do anything that would make Naruto angry. Naruto reassured him that it wouldn't happen again and if it did, he could beat the crap out of Gaara himself. He didn't need help. Sasuke looked at him worriedly, Naruto being the only person who could make him feel this way. He sighed and said he wouldn't hold back next time and Naruto gave him a big hug as he called him his knight in shining armor. Sasuke smiled and rubbed his back.

High school was over and they were all getting ready for a trip to Takigakure. Tsunade won free tickets for a hot spring there but she was so busy that she couldn't go. She told Naruto to take his friends. He saw that the ticket was only meant for three and she explained that she knows the owner and they owe her a favor so not to worry about it. With that he had asked, Gaara, Sasuke, Kiba, Shikamaru, Lee, Chouji and Neji if they wanted to go, of course they wouldn't say no to a free trip. Gaara was a bit skeptical in going but let it go because it would be their first vacation together. Kiba complained about the lack of girls and Naruto sighed, reluctantly asking Ino, Hinata, Tenten and Sakura to come along. Naruto was fine with Ino, Tenten and Hinata. He just didn't want to hear Sakura talk to him about Sasuke anymore but he was too nice so he couldn't tell her to shut up.

When they made it to the inn they were given their rooms, two per person. Naruto was paired up with Gaara of course, Kiba with Lee, Chouji with Shikamaru and Naruto couldn't help but laugh when Sasuke was paired up with Neji. It wasn't that the two hated each other, no, it was just that their pride got in the way and they were too proud to admit that the other might be a little better than them. They acknowledged each other's smarts but they were never going to say that out loud. Hinata was with Tenten and of course Sakura was stuck with Ino to both of their dismay. They might be best friends but they didn't get along at the moment since they were both going after Sasuke.

They each went to their room and agreed to meet in 3 hours to get into the Hot Springs, making sure some people got rest because the train ride was exhausting. Naruto went into his room and flopped onto the Futon that was already laid out.

"Ah, It's so soft," Naruto yawned. Gaara closed the door behind him and dropped their stuff to the side. Naruto pulled out his cellphone to text Tsunade telling her they made it. He got a quick text telling him to have fun and to bring her back some Sake that could only be found there. He texted back he'll think about it getting a sad face from the woman. He chuckled.

"Who are you texting?" Gaara questioned as he kneeled getting onto Narutos back. He started to massage his back. "Hnn, telling mom we made it," Naruto leaned his head into his arms as he closed his eyes and let Gaara continue to massage his back. "We have three hours to ourselves. What should we do?" Gaara whispered into Narutos ear as he began to lift up the back of Narutos shirt, caressing his side. "Hmm, I wonder," Naruto shivered underneath the red head.

The blonde turned his head to meet Gaaras gaze as they started nipping at each other's lips. Naruto turned himself over underneath Gaara and wrapped his arms around the man as their kiss started to become heated. Gaara continued his advances by pulling the rest of Naruto shirt, sliding his thumb across a perked nipple. Naruto gasped, turning his head. Gaara took that opportunity to latch onto Narutos neck, sucking on it hard. He let go with a pop, smiling when he saw the small bruise that will show everyone who he belonged to on the man's tan skin. Gaara was going to start helping Naruto with his pants when a knock came from their door.

"Yo! They have a ping pong table! Let's go play!" Kiba chimed from the other side of the door. Gaara let out a silent growl and Naruto couldn't help but laugh. "Be there in a minute!" Naruto yelled back. "Gotcha! Hurry up though. You know how Lee gets!" Kiba yelled as he walked away from the door. "Come on. Let's go play," Naruto smiled as he tried to push Gaara off, but said man kept in his place.

"I don't want to. I want to stay here and continue," Gaara growled as he grabbed hold of the blondes hips and continued to kiss him down his neck. "Come on Gaara, we are on vacation. The least we can do is enjoy ourselves," Naruto said trying to push the man away. "This is me, enjoying myself," Gaara said as he grabbed Narutos hands and pinned them above his head with a sounding thump. Naruto let out a whimper when his wrist was slammed onto the hard, wooden floor. "Gaara seriously. Let go," Naruto hissed. Gaara grabbed onto his waist once again, holding it tight. Naruto was sure that there was going to be a hand print there.

"You don't want to be with me anymore? I'm annoying to you?" Gaara glared down at his boyfriend who was looking at him like he was crazy. "What the fuck are you talking about? Those words never left my mouth. We're on vacation with my friends. We spend almost everyday together. The least you can do is let me hang out with them on an outing," Naruto tried to sound calm but he knew he sounded like he was whining. "I get that you don't like them but the you can still be nice for me-Hnn!" Naruto winced in pain. Gaaras nail was digging into Narutos waist, said man looking livid at the words Naruto was speaking.
"Gaara that hurts! Get off!" Naruto yelled at him, moving his body to get the man off him. Gaara clicked his teeth and let Naruto go as he removed himself and went to sit near the window. "Whatever then," Gaara spoke into his hand as he leaned forward to lean on his legs. Naruto sat up and looked at his waist to see that there was a small trail of blood, taking note of the fingerprints that were there and on his wrist. Naruto sighed and sat there for a minute looking at Gaaras back.

Naruto grabbed his phone and looked for Kibas number telling him that he was really tired and he doesn't think he can get out of bed after laying down and to just play without him and that he'll still meet up with them for the hot spring. Naruto got up and grabbed his Yukata, removing his clothing and slipping the garment on, not bothering to tie it as he made his way over to Gaara who was clearly sulking. He went to stand in front of him as he bent down to straddle him, throwing his arms over his shoulder. Emerald green looked into ocean blue. "What about Ping pong?" Gaara asked as he snaked his hands around Narutos waist, pulling the man closer and kissing along his collarbone. "They can deal," Naruto whispered as he laid his head on Gaaras shoulder. Gaara grinned into Narutos neck as he continued to kiss him lovingly.

Kiba looked at his message from Naruto and sighed on the couch. "What is it?" Ino asked when she heard him sigh. "Naruto said he isn't coming to play with us," Kiba sighed again, putting his phone into the pocket of his yukata. "M-Maybe it has to do with Gaara again?" Hinata spoke softly from across him. "I wouldn't be surprised. Man! Ever since they started going out it's like we can't even see him anymore! He always holds him back from hanging out with us! It's so annoying," Kiba pressed his lips together as he slid down dejectedly.

"I mean it's not like we can do anything about it. The guys possessive," Ino spoke up. "I feel that their relationship is toxic. But like Ino said. It is not like we can say anything about it. Naruto is the one who has to see it," Neji spoke as he made his way over, defeating Lee in Ping pong. The loser also made his way over. "Naruto is a strong-willed guy. He's also stubborn and doesn't like to do things when people tell him to, so it amazes me whenever he does something for Gaara," he spoke up as he sat down in one of the chairs.

"This is just stupid. We have as much right to be with Naruto than he does. Especially since we knew him first. The guys a bastard and it sucks that Naruto can't see that!" Kiba cried.

"Naruto can't see what?" Sasuke spoke up as he joined the circle, Sakura beside him.

"That Gaara is a terrible mind warping asshole," Kiba spat. "Kiba's angry that Gaara is keeping Naruto to himself," Shikamaru yawned. "So you're telling me you don't find it annoying?" Kiba grunted. "Yea, it's annoying but that's Narutos first boyfriend. So he probably thinks that he's the love of his life or something," Shikamaru explained. "So because of that, he wants to make sure it goes right. And if making Gaara happy means keeping him around longer then Naruto will probably do anything to make that happen," Shikamaru finished. Everyone looked at him shocked at his explanation. "At least that's what I think," Shikamaru added as an afterthought. "I know you're the wise one but that actually made a lot of sense," Ino complimented.

"But there's still the fact that if this keeps going Naruto's going to leave us behind," Kiba sighed. "Can't you talk to him or something?" Kiba turned to Sasuke who was sitting across from him next to Hinata. "You're like his best friend. Surely you can knock some sense into him?"

"It's not my place to say. As his best friend, all I can do is be there for him. If he wanted out of the relationship he would have left already. He isn't a weakling," Sasuke answered, wanting to lean back but couldn't because Sakura was holding onto his arm. "But I do agree that the guy is no good for him," Sasuke added as an afterthought. I would be good for him, he thought to himself, his regret coming back to him whenever he thought about the blonde.

Sasuke Uchiha was in love with Naruto.

But he realized this a bit too late. He knew he bared feelings for the boy when he accidentally walked in on Naruto and Gaara getting frisky in his room when Tsunade was gone for work.

He didn't think about how delicious he looked, how his tan skin was glistening, how his blue eyes looked at him with nothing but lust. No. All he thought about was how much he wished he was the one on top of Naruto. How he wanted to be the one making the blonde moan the way he did. He wanted Naruto to call out his name. Not Gaaras. His.

In a need to take out his frustration he went to the only person he knew would willingly open their legs for him. He seeked out Sakura who, like he thought, was very willing. Sasuke made it clear that he was not in a relationship with her but Sakura replied with a not yet. They went at it for a while, Sasukes mind filled with nothing but Naruto.

Everyone came to believe that the two were a couple, Sasuke shutting that down quick, to Sakura's annoyance. They all got the gist of what was happening and didn't question it further.

"Well Naruto better hurry up and dump the guy. Dude sucks," Kiba finalized. "If I didn't know any better, I'd think you have a crush on Naruto, Kiba," Chouji finally spoke up, shoving some chips into his mouth. "Don't spout nonsense you idiot! I'm just worried about him! We all are!" Kiba retorted. "Then as his friends all we can do is look after him and make sure it doesn't get out of hand," Lee spoke up. Everyone agreeing.

It was time for everyone to get into the hot springs and Naruto was doing a look over his body before leaving the room to make sure Gaara hadn't secretly gave him a mark anywhere. He looked down at his waist to see that it was still red from what happened earlier and was hopping the room was too fogged up for anyone to see. He put a bit of makeup on his neck where Gaara had given him a hickey. That he couldn't hide. He deemed himself worthy and put his Yukata back on as he turned when the door open and Gaara walked in.

"Ready?" Gaara asked, putting out his hand for Naruto to grab it. Said man did and smiled up at him. "Yea. Let's go meet the others! It's been a while since I've been to a hot spring,"

"You've been to one before?" Gaara turned to his lover with a questioning gaze. "Hm? Yea! It was way back when. Sasukes brother, Itachi, was out of town so he stayed over. Mom had to go to the town over and she didn't trust us to stay home alone so she took us with her. There was a hot spring there so we went to it. It was really fun!" Naruto laughed his smile shining bright as he turned to his lover. His laughter died down when he saw the glare that was being sent his way. Naruto inwardly cursed at himself for even mentioning that. Gaara grabbed onto Narutos chin as he turned their bodies towards each other.

"So he saw you naked? He saw you naked before I did?" Gaaras voice screamed punishment even thought it was below a whisper. "It happened ages ago, Gaara. That doesn't matter now," Naruto tried to reason. "Besides, we-we're all guys so it's not like we all don't have the same thing. I had a towel on so he saw what everyone else saw. You're the only person who's seen all of me. So please. Don't do this," Naruto continued. He hated when Gaara got like this. He said that he would leave if he hit again, but he hasn't hit him, but found smaller ways to bruise him a little. Naruto would count that as 'hitting' but in the back of his head he would reason with himself on why he can't leave Gaara.

The man was sad.

Gaara had a terrible upbringing. His father trying to kill him every chance he got because he believed he was a monster. His mom dying giving birth to him. He was ostracized by the whole village and the only people he considers family is also afraid of him. As time went, Gaara turned less scary and he was able to get along with his siblings more but not his dad. His dad still hated him for taking away the love of his life and even ordered people to kill him, but they failed, Gaara getting the upper hand. He didn't murder them. Just greatly injured them. He decided it would be best to leave and had gone to Konoha to find a new life. And didn't regret it because he was finally able to find the sunlight he's always wanted. Naruto was the first person to accept him for who he was. Who talked to him like he was a regular human being.

Gaara looked at Naruto, his grip becoming loose as he caressed the mans face. "Okay. I'm sorry," Gaara apoligized as he turned towards the hot springs, leaving Naruto to himself. He watched his back as he left him, his hand rubbing at his chin. He yelped when he felt a hand on his shoulder and quickly turned around to meet ebony eyes.

"Sa-Sasuke! Hi!" Naruto tried to act calm but was still shaken. Sasuke saw this and squinted his eyes, looking up when Gaara walked inside the men's room to the hot springs. "Did he do something?" Sasuke blatantly asked.

"What?" Naruto tilted his head in confusion. He knew what Sasuke was asking but he doesn't want any drama right now so he played ignorant once again with his best friend. "Don't play stupid, Usurantonkachi. What did he do?" Sasuke asked again. His voice leaking with malice.

"Nothing. He didn't do anything. He just got a bit angry when I explained we went to a hot spring way back when," Naruto chuckled nervously as he rubbed the back of his neck. Sasuke squinted at him in disbelief. "That happened ages ago. Why the fuck is he getting angry now? You didn't even know him back then," Sasuke argued. "Haha, yea. Gaara gets jealous easily so…..Ah! But no worries, Teme! Everything is fine! Seriously!" Naruto laughed.

Sasuke lifted his hand to rub at Narutos cheek. Ebony eyes looking deep into the sea. "If he fucks up. He's dead," Sasuke stated. Naruto blushed, his heart beating fast as leaned into his hand. "Of course, my knight in shining armor,"

"Sasuke!" Sakura yelled as she made her way over, the two of them quickly moving away from each other. "There you are! I was looking all over for you!" Sakura smiled. She stopped to see Naruto standing close to Sasuke. She squinted at him with a questioning gaze. "Ah, I should uh, go. Gaara is probably wondering where I am. Don't want to get him angry…See you!" Naruto turned on his feet as he went inside the men's room.

"What were you two talking about?" Sakura asked as she tried to grab onto Sasukes arm but he turned and started walking towards the room. Sakura was left there, angry that Sasuke was still paying more attention to Naruto even though he was with her. She really hated Naruto.

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Naruto was outside sitting by the lake. Thinking about his relationship with Gaara. He knew it was somewhat unhealthy but he couldn't bring himself to leave the man. When he's not being…mean, he was actually very caring and sweet. He did love him. But it still doesn't compare to what he feels for Sasuke. But it's not like that matters because it was clear to him that Sasuke and Sakura were in some kind of relationship. He caught them kissing once and he didn't bring it up with Sasuke because by the looks of it he wanted to keep it a secret. Yes, it hurt a bit. Deep down Naruto wanted to believe that one day he could make Sasuke his but that scene crushed him.

There was nothing he could do about it now though. He was with Gaara. He heard rustling and turned to see a pair of Ebony eyes staring down at him.

"Needed to get away too?" Naruto asked as he turned back to the lake in front of him. "Hn," was the only response he got from Sasuke who proceeded to sit next to him.

"Gaaras asleep. He always sleeps after some form of bathing," Naruto answered Sasukes unasked question. "Hn," Was his reply.

They sat there in a comfortable silence, Sasuke stealing small glances at the blonde next to him who was busy looking at the small fishes, a small smile on his face.

"Do you think I'm making the right decision?" Naruto whispered underneath his breath, but loud enough for Sasuke to hear him. The raven turned to look at Naruto fully, a confused look on his face. "About?"

"Gaara,"

"Ah," Sasuke turned to look at the sky as he pondered that question. He wanted to tell Naruto to break up with him but he knew that wasn't the answer he was looking for. "Are you happy with him?" Sasuke finally asked. Naruto sank his hand into the water, the fishes swimming away but some being daring and staying in place.

"Before I got together with him there was someone else that I loved deeply. I loved him so much but I knew that he wouldn't like me that way. So when Gaara asked me out it thought that it was an opportunity. An opportunity to forget about him," Naruto started. Sasuke didn't speak up, knowing that the blonde wasn't done with his story. But he had to wonder who this man was. Who was it that Naruto loved deeply. He crossed his legs and turned his body to face Naruto as he continued.

"It's been months and I do love Gaara. He has a heart. But he doesn't have all of it. A while I realized that I sill love him. But it's not like I can do anything because he has a girlfriend. It always hurts whenever I see them together. I wish I was a girl so I can be his girlfriend sometimes. But then I remember about Gaara and I start hating myself because it's not right to him. I can understand why he gets angry. He's not very trustworthy and yet he puts all his trust in me. So I can understand why he gets angry whenever I'm friendly with another guy. It doesn't mean he should do what he does but he's afraid of losing me. But sometimes I wonder what would have happened if we didn't get together. What would have happened if he didn't get a girlfriend," Naruto lifted his knees to his chest and wrapped his arms around himself.

"And when I get those thoughts I can't help but think of what could have been if I just told him how I felt," Naruto turned to look at Sasuke who was staring at him with admiration. Even on this dark night, Naruto was still able to shine he thought to himself. He could see the sadness in Narutos eyes and really wanted to ask who was it that held his affection like that.

Naruto continued to stare at Sasuke like he really wanted to say something but he sighed and turned back to look at the lake. "I'm happy," Naruto finally answered. "But I know I would be happier with him," Naruto finished.

He wanted Sasuke. He really did. But he knew he was taken. And he couldn't just leave Gaara. He hated the position he was in. He turned to Sasuke once more and was taken aback when the man was a few inches from his face. They both were still as they gazed into each others eyes. With no warning Sasuke leaned in and pecked Naruto on the lips and quickly pulled away. Narutos eyes widened at his actions, a blush tainting his cheeks.

"Sa-Wa-Huh-" Naruto wasn't able to speak anymore when Sasuke kissed him again, this time deepening the kiss. Sasuke didn't know what came over him. All he knew is that right there, right then, he wanted Naruto. He wanted him bad and he didn't care who saw. Naruto kissed him back just as passionately and he was starting to believe that this was nothing but a dream but then he realized that it wasn't and put his hands between their bodies to push Sasuke back, his eyes widening in terror.

"Why?" Was all Naruto could muster up to say. Sasuke held his face in his hands. "Leave Gaara," Sasuke dodged Narutos question. "Leave him and come with me. I'll treat you so much better," Sasuke rubbed at his cheeks tenderly.

This is what Naruto wanted. This is all he ever wanted. He wanted to say yes. He wanted to be with Sasuke. He was about to answer the raven but his heart sank when he heard someone say his name.

"Naruto," The voice spoke with animosity. Sasuke cursed underneath his breath as Naruto pushed him off and turned to look at Gaara who glared at him with a murderous intent.

"Gaara this- It's not-I didn't," Naruto couldn't form the words he wanted to say. He didn't know what to say. His current boyfriend just saw him kissing the man who Naruto has loved since only god knows how long. Of course, Gaara doesn't know that. He doesn't need to know that. Gaara stepped over to Naruto and grabbed his wrist, pulling him up. His wrist was feeling pain but he let it happen. He messed up. He knew he did. Gaara trusted him and he got caught doing something he wasn't supposed to. He deserved whatever was coming the blonde thought.

"We're going home," Gaara finally spoke through the deafening silence.

Naruto looked at him, his eyes glossy with unshed tears as he turned to look at the raven on the floor. Naruto didn't have a say when he was tugged harshly by the red head. He turned back to look at Sasuke who was looking at him with determination.

Sasuke sat there for only god knows how long. That's not the way he planned the night to go. He got up and dusted off his Yukata as he made his way back into the inn. When he got in he saw that everyone minus Chouji, Ino, Hinata and Tenten was standing in the common area.

Sasuke looked at them, waiting for them to talk.

"Naruto left," Kiba spoke up first.

"I know,"

"You know? What the hell is that supposed to mean? You knew he was leaving? You knew that Gaara would drag him away? He didn't say anything. Naruto looked like he was in shock! What did you do Uchiha?!" Kiba yelled, worried for his friend.

"I kissed him," Sasuke saw no need to lie.

Everyone looked at him, shock written on their faces, disgust in Sakura's eyes. Not towards Sasuke of course.

"You what?" Shikamaru spoke up this time, not believing his ears.

"I kissed him. Pushed him down and kissed him. Then Gaara showed up and took him away," Sasuke ran his hand across his hair as he looked out the window towards the crescent moon.

"If anything happens to him it's on your head," Kiba gritted through clenched teeth.

"I take full responsibility,"

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Naruto and Gaara made it to his apartment that morning Gaara quickly throwing their bags on the floor and dragging Naruto to the bedroom, his shouts to be let go going unheard. Gaara threw Naruto onto the floor and stood over him, the blonde looking up at him angrily for being treated this way. He didn't even let him explain what happened.

"I trusted you," Gaara spat.

"I know but please let me explain," Naruto pleaded.

"No! You shut the fuck up!" He yelled grabbing Naruto by the hair and pulling him along to the bed. Naruto cried in pain as he was thrown onto the bed. His hands went to the head board and he could feel something being tied around them.

"I'm going to have to teach you who you belong to," Gaara glared down as he removed Narutos clothes.

"Gaara no! Don't do this! Please! That kiss meant nothing to me!" He lied.

Gaara moved his hand across Narutos face in a swift motion, a loud slap resonating through the room. Naruto coughed, his face being grabbed by Gaara. "You think I'm some idiot, don't you?"

"N-No. No I don't think that-" Another slap cut Naruto off from his sentence. Tears began to stream down his face, a bit of blood mixing in from his now chipped lips. Gaara placed himself between Narutos legs and with no warning pushed himself inside of Narutos tight hole. The boy cried out in pain, turning his head into his arm, the tears coming out faster.

"You did this. This is all your fault," Gaara panted as he started a dangerous pace, Naruto groaning in pain. "How could you do that to me Naruto? After all we've been through. I thought you loved me!" He sped up, feeling his orgasm coming.

He leaned down to lap at Narutos neck, biting down on the opposite side from where he had marked Naruto at the inn. Naruto hissed in pain as he continued to cry to himself, Gaaras seed spreading all over Narutos inside.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry," Naruto chanted like a mantra.

Gaara took his face in his hands and wiped away his tears, leaning down to kiss his lips tenderly.

"You made me do this. I don't want to hurt you but you do things I don't like and this happens Naruto. You know what you have to do right?" Gaara asked as he rubbed Narutos cheek with his thumb. Naruto opened his eyes to look at Gaara who had the most loving expression.

"You can't see them anymore. They'll try to take you away from me. We can't have that happening. I love you so much Naruto. You're my sun. Without you it's so dark," Gaara hugged the boy underneath him. Narutos dull eyes stared up at the ceiling, tears continuing to flow down his face. He wanted his old Gaara back. The one that was so tender that one night at the club. He didn't think it would get like this. But even more, he wanted to run into Sasukes arm, away from this man. But now he knew he couldn't run. It was too late.

His Knight in Shinning Armor was gone for good.

SO! What did you think? Sorry for making Gaara the bad guy. Besides Sasuke he was the only other I ship with Naruto and his back story can explain his crazy antics well. But I do hope you enjoyed the story.

Depending on how many reviews I'll continue the story since this was an experiment story. So please review if you would like to see more. Check out my other stories too! See you, maybe!

Ciaosu~!