"What's up Ruthie?" Lucy took her eyes of her beautiful daughter Savanna for a moment to glance at her sister.
"Nothing," Ruthie said in her I-don't-want-to-just-come-out-and-say-it tone of voice.
"Come on, it's me," Lucy said as she laid her now sleeping daughter in her cradle.
"Well, I was wondering, how, I mean when, you new you, like, you know, loved Kevin?" I feel like such and idiot, she thought, I don't love him, I can't. Can I?
"Well, I felt this rush of happiness run through me. I wanted to spend every waking moment with him, and every sleeping moment dreaming about him. He was always on my mind. And around him I felt I could be myself, like I didn't have to impress anyone. (Even though I wanted to impress him!) It was the happiest moment in my life. Why?"
"N-no, no reason."
"Who is it?"
"Who is what?"
"Who do you likeā¦come on it's me. Who do you like?"
"No one. It's, it's no body."
"I wont tell anyone. Come on." She made this cute puppy-dog face.
"Does it really matter?"
"Yes!"
"Why do you care?"
"Tell me!"
"Martin."
Why did I tell her, Ruthie thought, she's just going to say 'he's older than you by years!'
Unexpectedly, Lucy said, "Good choice," and nodded her head.
