She crawled under the sheets with me, lying beside me.
I immediately drag my arms back into the darkness of the blankets, where my tears could not be seen, but they were felt, sliding across my cheeks and some catching and being engorged into my mouth with the rest sliding off my chin as I crawled away from her new place under the blankets next to me, not wanting to be near her but wanting badly to have only her comfort, not anybody else's…theirs only made it worse.
She pulled me tight against her body, the curve of her breasts hitting my back, her breath heating up my neck and making me want her kiss. "Stop it…" she whispered quietly. Her words this close making me shudder and want to see her, stroke the soft skin resting on her flesh…her pale pink cheeks, look into those beautiful big blue icy eyes that always made me think of winter and reminded me of how cute she is to me.
Despite these wants I curled up tighter, hiding my face within the ball-like shape of my body and these arms of mine that now rested on my knees, my words shaking and cracking in my voice. "Stop what…?"
She tried to uncurl me. "Whatever you're doing…."
I refused to uncurl and buried my face underneath my arms, my voice coming out slightly muffled because of the new obstruction in its way. "How am I supposed to know what to stop if I don't know what it is I'm supposed to not be doing?"I asked her.
No response, silence droned on for 17 minutes exactly.
I whispered to her, "Master…." While hiding in the darkness behind my now-closed eyelids.
Another silence, this time shorter, 14 minutes before my next attempt at talking to her, this time I tried to reason.
"Master…Please…say something…" I said, turning around within her embrace to reveal my tear-stained cheeks, a few stray tears still drifting down my face. "I'm sorry, I love you…" I whispered regretfully, stroking her cheek gently and laid a kiss right beside her heart-shaped, perfect set of lips.
She was still quiet, and I felt sad now, like I wanted to cry again…
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