BPOV I loved him. I knew I did. But was that enough? Is it ever enough? When I'm around the one I want to be with, I don't think it is. For years I'd searched for this kind of love. First with Jake, then with Mike. But now I'm in love with 2 men and I don't know what to do...
I used to say I'd give anything to be in love. To know what it felt like. All my friends were deep in love by the time we were Juniors in high school. But me? I was still sifting through guys like salt. Never finding the right one. I wanted love. And now I'd give anything not to be in the predicament I'm in now. To have to choose between 2 wonderful,
incredible, good looking, smart. intelligent, well-off men. I Hate My Life..!