He thinks it's because he left. It's not.

He thinks it's because I don't love him. It's not.

Or that I've fallen in love with Zack. But that's ridiculous.

The truth is, it is because he left me. Not the boat, he came back. Or the whole giving up fighting for me thing.

But I always thought, at least after Valentines Day 2004, that we'd end up together.

And the week I planned to break-up with Zach? HE BRAGS ABOUT SLEEPING WITH ALEX!

And that hurt, but I could deal.

He thought I was with Zach. He thought I was in love with Zach.

It's understandable he'd get a rebound bitch.

No, it was when he came and told me he figured we were over cause I could sleep with Zach with no remorse.

Like he certainly felt soooooooooo bad after sleeping with Alex.

Like he thought for a fucking second about my feelings about his sleeping habits.

And you know what? If we end up together now I'll look at him everyday and see Alex when all he'll see is me because I loved him enough not to sleep with someone else.

And he didn't.

which like I said would be fine, except he threw it in my face.

And I can't let him get away with that, no matter the cost to my heart.

"Flight 567 to Florence is now ready to board first class"

Good-bye Cohen.