Hellu all! It's another Raikku of the Darkness fic! This time it's my one of my favorite anime/manga, Shaman King! Yay! Ok, if you don't already know, this is about one of my favorite ghost, Amidamaru drools. He is my favorite because he is so strong, manly, protective, and an all round sweetheart and I've be meaning to write this story…but been busy U…hehe!

I'll love you forever…………………………….

If it Takes Forever

By: Raikku of the Darkness

Prologue: Hello

I swear to you………………………………...

Playground, school bell rings again

Rain Clouds come to play again

"Hey, what're you doing here, Orphan Boy?"

They were looking at me.

"Why are they here?" I asked myself. I looked for Mosuke, I'm waiting for him…and you.

"We'd like to have a few words with you." One samurai said. I looked at my feet. "Where's Mosuke?" The wind was blowing softly that night, the air was filled with the scent of sakura flowers. It was the last spring we would spent together…Me, Mosuke, and you, my dearest.

"By the way," the bastard laughed, "That peasant you're waiting for won't be coming…" My heart stopped. "No…" I whispered. "Last night, we did your job for you."

Has no one told you, she's not breathing?

Hello.

I heard a gasp. I knew it was you. The group laughed, "He didn't put up much of a fight." One said, others laugh in agreement. I couldn't believe it… "Mosuke…"

"Not another word!" I yelled in a hated rage. They fell silent. "I will not leave this spot. I swore an oath!" I drew my swords. My last battle began. Three men charged. They were first to die.

Blood.

Yells of a dark demise.

All were to die by my hand.

Even if it killed me.

I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to.

Hello.

One samurai hit my back. I fell to the ground, but not without him losing his head. "You die now!" the samurai to my left screamed. I close my eyes, praying to Lord Buddha, Amaterasu, or who ever was listening to take my soul in peace. Goodbye, moon… but my death didn't come.

"Amidamaru!" You yelled. "No, don't come here. Go back."

Two men went after you. They were down with one swing of your Naginata. You were always so graceful under pressure. Three more fell, you never ceased to amaze me. You made your way to me.

"Amidamaru, Mosuke's dead!" I looked into your green eyes, they were filled with the pain. I wanted to comfort you…one last time. You helped me to my feet, your gentle touch tainted with a nervousness one never would be able to comprehend.

If I smile and Don't believe,

Soon I'll know I'll wake from this dream.

The remaining samurai were gone, but they would return.

"Run! Get away!" I told you. You refused. You were always so hardheaded. I heard grass and leaves crumple under our assassin's feet. I repeated myself, but with more of a rush. " No! I will not run! I will not leave you!"

An arrow grazed us, narrowly missing your ebony mane.

"You think you can get away from us?" The man yelled, loading his bow with three arrows, they wouldn't miss…

"You'll both die!" The arrows were released. I couldn't move, I couldn't leave you even as our demise inched closer to us by each passing second. Fear overcame me…we would die this night; Together this night. I felt something push me and I was out of the line of fire. I turned just in time to see you fall.

"NOOOOOO!" I screamed as you dropped to the ground. Your murderer ran; the coward. I ran to you.

"NO! Not you, not you!' I said as I brought you into my arms, your blood covering my hand. The arrow hit you in the abdomen, below the breasts and before the bellybutton. I pulled it out, and you winced.

"You idiot! Why? Why did you do that!"

"Because," you whispered, "I couldn't bear to see you die."

Don't Try to fix me, I'm not broken

Hello, I'm the Lie, living for you so you can hide…

Don't Cry

I could feel the tears come down both our faces, you would die. I would live. Why cruel fates?

"Don't cry." Your hand cupped my cheek, thumb wiping the salted water. I held you close to me, my hands around you waist and your arms around my neck in a loving embrace. There I held you…I would never let go.

Suddenly, I Know I'm not sleeping

Your sharp breaths stopped. No heartbeat.

"No. You're not dead yet! Not yet!" I held your face. Your cheeks were cold. "No, not now." The tears were flowing freely.

"I need you." I rubbed my cheek on yours in an attempt to warm you. My lips grazed your ruby ones. I kissed the coldness of them, they were soft.

"I Love You, Raikku."

Hello I'm still Here

All That's left of Yesterday.

Till the End…………………………..

What do ya think, It's a bit deeper than my other fic, I know but Amidamaru is deep ! Review, all flames will be used to burn Marco and Lyserg's shorts (Ewww!)! The song is called "Hello" by Evanescence.

Amaterasu- The japanese goddess of the Sun, believed to be the ancestor of the emperor and founder of the royal house of Japan. She is why Japan is the "land of the rising sun".

Naginata-A japanese polearm weapon similar to a halberd.