He is sensible and so incredible

Yuki. The sweetest boy on Earth. We've known each other for 7 years. Four of which were spent on me dating his rival, Kyo.

And all my single friends are jealous

Uo and Hana totally spazzed when they found out. They were never quite fond of Kyo when we were dating.

He says everything I need to hear and it's like

When I'm sad, he says what I need to feel better. Unlike Kyo, who had no idea what to do.

I couldn't ask for anything better

I'd be asking for too much if I asked for anything better.

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

He's good with words. He compliments me. He takes me out. But something is missing.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

I miss screaming at Kyo because he forgot Valentine's day. Or our anniversary. I miss the fighting. We fought over every little thing. I miss the make ups. The kissing in the rain.

And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name

After a fight, you'd run off, and I'd sit there and cry until you came back.

You're so in love that you act insane

You were so in love with me, you didn't know what to do.

And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone

Break downs were a regular thing. Expected.

It's a roller coaster kinda rush

I liked the roller coaster relationship.

And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

I still love you.

He respects my space

Unlike you, who was close as can be.

And never makes me wait

You were always late.

And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother

He talks to my friends. You ignored them.

Talks business with my father

Goes with me to visit Grandfather.

He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable

I know what to expect.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

I will always love you.

He can't see the smile I'm faking

Lately, every smile, every laugh, has been fake.

And my heart's not breaking

I need you back in my life.

Cause I'm not feeling anything at all

I don't think I ever really felt anything for him. It was always you.

And you were wild and crazy

Spontaneous. Unpredictable.

Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

I should never have let you go.

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

"Yuki, I have to talk to you," I said.

"Yes, Miss Honda?" My polite boyfriend said.

"I'm so sorry... I don't love you."

Yuki's eyes closed. "I knew you'd realize it. Go on, find Kyo."

I smiled, pecking his cheek.

I didn't deserve him anyway.


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