A/N: this is a Rogan piece…. Not so great I don't believe. I am not such a great fan of this pairing, but I would rather see him with Marie than with Jean any day. I have seen some good fan fic with Jean in it though.


Dreams of him, marie's POV:

I used to have his nightmares, now they are swallowed up by something even worse. Dreams of him. Dreams I know will never come true. And with each waking morning, my heart breaks a little more. He doesn't have time for a untouchable girl. He wants the red headed vixen. She wants him too, though she tries to hide it so.

I hide my tears and pain away from the world, but I am not so sure I can take much more. I am afraid I'll soon crack I need love just as well. And not any love, but his.

I do not know what I am to do. I can't seem to move forward….. he's the only one that seemed to ever understand. I can't move back…. I have no other life to back too.

Yet, I can not stay happy where I am. Unloved, untouchable. A misfit among misfits. A freak among freaks.

He is the only one that could or even would try to understand my pain. That would try to hold my hand and hug me tight.

We both want what we can not really have, and it is slowly driving us mad. Or atleast it is driving me mad.

But it will always remain so. For every night I dream of him and he dreams of her.