Alrighty then. So WARNING to readers who have not yet read this story. This story contains OCC Inuyasha (note that he is still a child and he will not be the Inuyasha from the anime until approx chapter 18 or so). ALSO this story contains Mpreg, Lemons, and Rape. Read at your own risk.

The hanyou sat by his bed chambers window. He looked at the moon as tears ran down his cheeks. He no longer bothered in wiping them. What was the point? He would just cry more tears each time he wiped them away.

The hanyou had one hand over his heart clutching the hand as hard as he could. "Kami-sama why did you do this to me?" A sob escaped his mouth. Why was this happening?

He never even wanted this. Never in one million years would he wish for this. He didn't hate Sesshomaru. But he never held any intrest for him and his mother.

He ignored them for 120 human years. The equivalent to 12 demon years. The boy was now that age. From the time his mother had even become mates with his father his brother ignored her. And that just continued when she was pregnant with him. Even after his birth he was ignored.

When he was a young boy he always wanted to be loved by Sesshomaru. He would try to play catch with him. But when he tried Sesshomaru would just pop the ball. When he tried to play hide and seek with him. Sesshomaru would leave him there hidding and waiting. When he had nightmares and knocked on Sesshomaru's door for comfort, Sesshomaru would open the door and then once he saw the hanyou would slam it in his face.

It was a fact Sesshomaru hated him. How many times had he called him a "hanyou" or a "taint" to the family's blood. Sesshomaru thought of Inuyasha of nothing short of shit. He hated him with a passion.

Yet Inuyasha always felt some kind of attraction to him. Even though he knew the feelings would never be returned.

But the hanyou knew that he had those who loved him. Now at the age of twelve he had many suitors after him. One of them being Prince Kouga. He was the okami prince and the heir to the North. His father Akio was the Lord of the North. Akio greatly supported their relationship even though Inuyasha didn't love him.

The young inu knew that his father would arrange a marriage for him soon. He had started to get his monthly bleeding and it was only fit for the uke to find a seme and as soon as possible.

But never had he thought his father would do this. The great Inutaisho marrying off his child to someone who was sure to kill him. The thought of it made Inuyasha shiver.

Sesshomaru would kill him undoubtedly he would.

Izumi Sesshomaru's mother even should love to Inuyasha. She had hated him for what felt like so long but once she met him he melted her ice heart and became his second mother. Always caring for him.

Yet Sesshomaru was always as cold as the day he had first met him. He refused to even look at the hanyou. And his nightly ruts often treated the youngest inu with disrespect but Sesshomaru would give no heed. He didn't care. He thought he deserved it.

"Father what on earth are you thinking?" The twelve year old thought.

Flash back

"Why have you called for me father?" The hanyou asked innocently.

"My son I've been told you have started having your monthly bleeding." It was a statement not a question.

" Yes father."

"You know that this means you must find a mate my son?"

"Yes father."

"I have selected a mate for you." The inu lord sighed. "My son I want you to mate with Sesshomaru." There was a long silence. The young inu trembled.

"B-b-but he'll kill me father! He hates me to his very core! And what about all his nightly ruts!"

"Inuyasha." The man said quietly.

"Father I am well aware of the fact that inu demons are able to have more then one mate but not without reason! And I-I don't think I can handle knowing my mate is with another person every night from the beging of our mating. Father I-"

"Silence! Inuyasha Sesshomaru is your intended and I want you to honor that!"

"What about Kouga" The inu said frantkly. "He he loves me! Something that Sesshomaru would and can never feel towards me." The hanyou lowered his head tears threatning to spill. Yes he loved Sesshomaru. He always had. But Sesshomaru could never return his love. With Kouga at least he could try.

"Inuyasha my decision is final." Inutaisho's voice rang with authority.

"Fine." The inu said quickly. He turned on his heel quickly and running out of the room. The tears flowing freely now. Inutaisho's heart clenched. He hated doing this to his son but it was for his own good.

Izayoi came out from where she had been hiding. Inuyasha was so distressed he hadn't even felt her presence.

"I hope you are happy dearest for if Sesshomaru even touches Inuyasha the wrong way I will personally see to it he will suffer." The kindest woman in the kingdom's voice rang with rage.

Inutaisho said nothing.

End of Flash back.

Inuyasha looked up to the moon. the one that reminded him so much of his intended.

End of chapter 1