Hi diary , I still don't know why I write to you .
Maybe It's to help with my depression you know like to talk It out.
Most people say talking about your problems helps and makes you feel better and I'm really sick of being depressed so I'm trying to be happy.
Now I would like to tell you about my my life, like you really care I bet that you can care less but I will tell you anyway.
My life is one depressing piece of shit my story sucks and well my life sucks.
So my name is deidara I have long blond hair and I have bright blue eyes.
and I'm pretty short for my age. My father die when I was little so I don't have any memories of him.
my mom Is a single mom and a workaholic. So I don't see her a lot. My school life sucks everyone hates me.
I have no friends and there Is one other thing about me I Am gay so yeah that's why people hate me so don't judge me diary gotta go bye diary