His eyes were
swirling dark brown. He couldn't bring himself to quite meet her
eyes.
"This isn't going to be easy."
The hand on her
shoulder was trembling. The shake from his hand grew to her entire
body like a plague.
"I'm having a baby, Claire," he
said, his words sounding harsher than he intended.
Claire's
stomach quivered and lurched as he spoke. Her hand flew to her mouth
to keep from throwing up as the blow fell on her.
A feeble,
"What?" was all she could muster.
Peter finally met her
eyes, dark clouds dancing with the fury inside of him. He wanted to
wipe that quiver away from her. He wanted her to hate him so he could
cover his guilt.
She hated the way he looked at her, the harshness
in his tone. Her brows gathered and she spat at him, "So you
fucked her during the time we were..."
"I'm not your
boyfriend, Claire!" Peter snapped, almost desperately.
Another
blow. Another harsh slap in the face. She reeled back, landing
against the wall and sliding down as if he had physically punched
her.
All that time they had spent together. It had all been a lie.
She wanted to cling to him like a child and cry, but she hated him.
The molten hot lava of her love had hardened into ashy hate and she
couldn't get the charcoal taste out of her mouth.
"We were
never together," Peter insisted, his voice near crying. She had
trusted him, had faith in his feelings for her. A child's hope that
maybe... "I can understand if you hate me for this. If you never
want to see or talk to me again."
Her eyes fell to the floor
and the pain burned so bright she couldn't breathe or see straight.
All there was was blinding rage, hurt, pain, anger, hate, love. She
felt numb with all the feelings in her.
"Yeah," was all
she could bring herself to say back to him. To this betrayal.
Peter
waited for more, for something else to fall out of her delicate lips
he had kissed on many occasions in secret. Where the world couldn't
see his sin. Instead she sat, staring at the floor as though she
hadn't heard anything. As though she were lost inside herself. A doll
of the old Claire.
Peter wanted her to say something. Of all the
powers, he wanted to hear her voice, even if it was just this last
time. Just once more.
"I wish..."
He could hear her
speak, both in her mind and with her voice, though softly. So softly.
It almost sounded like a sigh.
"...I could turn invisible
like you."
"You hate me," he whispered, leaning
close to her.
He almost bent at the knee in front of her face.
But the look she gave him was like a slap. She stood and started
running, he followed close by, chasing her with her name on his
lips.
But she had already slammed the door in his face.
