Hello :) My Name is Alice and I hope you enjoy my little fic :) The other chapters come up earlier at ifthatmockingjaydontsing .tumblr .com if you 'd like to read them, but here it is :D

The last time Logan saw Julian, they were yelling at each other.
The last thing Logan said to Julian was "You stupid ignorant selfish twat! You don't want me to be happy!"
The last thought Logan had of Julian is I hate you. I want you to leave RIGHT NOW!
The last memory Logan has of Julian is Julian running out the room holding back tears.

The last time Julian saw Logan, his bags were packed.
The last thing Julian said to Logan was "I love you, I want you to have all the happiness in the world, even if it isn't with me."
The last thought Julian had of Logan is goodbye my sweet prince.
The last memory Julian has of Logan is kissing his sleeping form on the forehead before turning round and walking out of Stuart house for good.

7 Years later Logans bedroom

Logan shuddered as yet another blow landed on his face.
"You WILLtake your pills!" His husband all but screamed, he grabbed them from the dresser and stormed across the room to where Logan was curled in the foetus position. He grabbed him roughly by the neck and forced him up. He shook a couple of pills into his hand all but forced them down his throat. Logan was choking. Jacobs face smoothed out "I only do it because I love you." He pressed a forceful kiss to Logan's mouth and stormed out the bedroom and out the front door. Logan gagged as the pills unlogged in his throat, he threw himself on the bed with a heart wrenching sob and pulled out his phone. He scrolled down the contacts until he came to the right name. He held his breath as it dialled. He wasn't even sure of this number was still in use it had been 7 years. He reached up to feel his now swelling eye. Maybe this time. He sighed sadly as it went to voicemail. Again. He took a deep breath and tried to reside the sobs. "Hi...It's Logan...again..."

"And cut." Said the director hopping out his chair. Everyone breathed a sigh of relief and ran off to do god-knows-what. Julian took his fake smile off and frowned looking at his phone.
Incoming call: Logan
He sighed running a hand through his hair. He let it ring to voicemail and pulled out his current phone. He never used the old one, he'd been through 12 since he'd left but he kept it. He didn't want to get rid of the only tie he had to Logan. He changed his email, home phone, he got his manager and publicist to change their numbers. He sent a quick text out to his wife
Filming finished early, be home in 40 – Jules xx
He pocketed it, not waiting for a reply and hurried to his limo, putting his glasses on and ignoring the paparazzi.

Logan sighed and hung up. He flung his phone across the room, hitting a wall. He rolled over to look at the ceiling replaying the memories in his head over and over
Logan woke up suddenly, feeling...odd...he hadn't felt like this since Adam...He looked at the time 4am. He sprung out of bed and ran to Julians room, knocking frantically on the door "Julian! Open up!" A few Stuarts popped their heads out their doors grumbling about the time. Logan didn't stop until "Dude, Julian left." He didn't know who said it but he stormed down the hall to Dereks room.

"HE LEFT ME!" Screamed Logan throwing an array of clothes about. Derek just sighed rubbing his temples. "I don't need this now, I haven't had a coffee yet." Logan just glared at him, causing him to shut up.
"He left me." Logan said again, weaker and quieter this time. He punched a wall, leaving yet another dent. He slid down it head in his hands "How could the basteredjust leave."
Derek looked at him "Well I hardly think he did it for you." He spat. "You only think about yourself Logan! Maybe if you weren't so oblivious!" He trailed off. Logans head darted up, "MAYBE IF YOU GUYS TOLD ME INSTEAD OF CREEPING ROUND BEHIND MY BACK!" He retorted. Derek just laughed coldly "Julians right your such a squid!"
Logan stood up, sizing Derek – who was at least 2 foot taller – up "This is your fault!" He screamed, Derek interrupted him. "No it's YOUR fault, you're too ignorant, selfish and oblivious!" Derek looked at the time "Now if you don't mind I have a test in 4 hours!" He pushed Logan out the room, locking the door before flopping down onto the bed and sighing.

"Logan" Derek shook him slightly. "Logan"
Logans response was muffled by the pillow and his tears. "I'm not going to lessons Derek." He mumbled. He couldn't let anyone see the red rims round his eyes, or his sore throat from crying all night. His head pounded and he felt like shit. "He left me." He sobbed.
Derek rolled him over and enveloped him in a hug. "I know..." He rubbed patterns soothingly on Lognas back.If only Juilan could see how much he meant to you... He thought. But he said aloud "I'll tell the teachers you're feeling ill." He lay him down again and left the room closing the door gently,

Logan rolled over and dug through his chest of draws until he found it. The picture of them, the Stuart trio, he hugged it to his chest as the sobs enveloped him.