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Summary: Hermione is deeply in love with Draco, but she must do something for him. Something that will change her life forever. Will Hermione do what Draco tells her and have his love forever, or will she back down and risk loosing Draco? Hermione/Draco Harry/Ginny A bit of violence and scary stuff...ooo!
Done in Hermione's POV
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~*~*~*~*Chapter One~*~*~*~*
To Be In Love
To be in love...well there isn't really words that can explain what 'to be in love' really feels like. I guess who have the feeling in your stomach whenever you see him...your heart pounds so loud your afraid everyone's going to hear...and you would do anything to get him. To be with him. To hold him. Kiss him...and so on.
That's how I describe what 'to be in love' feels like, or so they say. Maybe love is just a trick of the mind...a trick to send you off to the ends of the earth for whoever it is you think you like. Maybe you aren't really in love... maybe it's just the teenage hormones take over your mind and telling you...Go on...it won't hurt anyone...talk to him...
The little voice in your head telling you to go further...to talk to him...seduce him and make him your own. And you know you can't help it. You think to yourself...Yeah, that is a good idea. I should...he is gorgeous...
But you do get hurt in the end. When I say hurt, I don't mean him cheating on you or breaking up in a teary end...I mean hurt. Pain...sorrow...tears...
But in the end you have to sacrifice something...something dear to you. Not your friends, even though they are dear, or money. No, no...something more. Something no one could ever put a price on...
Maybe something like your freedom to live? Or the love of your life? Depends on the situation and what your heart tells you, beacuse your heart can overtake the teenage hormones when you are faced with such a decision.
* *
I slipped through the door and tip-toed over to the empty desk. He's late...again. I sat down, resting my feet on the table in front of me. He's asked me to come every night to ask if 'I have made my decision'. It's so predictable on what he's going to ask this time.
Time ticked by and still he hadn't come. I grew more impatient by the minute and was ready to snap when the door creaked open and a glint of white hair was caught in the light. I heard Draco's footsteps stop and I know he saw me. I stood up and paced the room.
'Hermione...'
'No, Draco...I haven't made my decision yet.' I said, a hint of annoyance in my voice.
'You have to make it soon, or you can loose me forever Hermione!' Draco hissed, trying to keep his voice down. I looked at his face, half of it shining in the light...the over covered in darkness. That's what my life is like..one side covered in the light, the joy, the happiness and the other side covered in darkness, in tears, in pain. The look on Draco's face told me he was feeling the same way.
'Yes...I know, but it's really not that easy!' I spat at him, not intending to sound angry at him at all.
'It was easy for me!' Draco pointed out, even more annoyed than me.
'But look at me, Draco! Perfect grades...Head Girl...and a muggle born! What would people think...' I said floating in and out of my worried state. 'I don't know yet!'
'Other people will never know if you do! It is secret, Hermione...you know that...' Draco said desperately. The look on his face was pleading to her...telling her to go on...it won't hurt...
Just like love...
'I...I still need to think about it.' I said, my voice a bit shaky. I turned to face away from him, not wanting to see his face. I knew he would be angry, like every other night he had asked me. I looked down to my arm to see a bruise on my wrist where Draco had grabbed my not long ago. I pulled down my sleeve and looked away.
'You have thought about it for the last month, Hermione!' Draco spat, his voice now close to my ear. I felt his rough hand reach for my wrist and I flinched. 'It only took me five seconds to decide...you know that or my father would have killed me. You will loose me forever if you don't make the right decision.'
'And what is the right decision, Draco?' I spun around to face him. All the Gryffindor courage had been longing to find had reached me somehow...that night. 'Because me and you have completely different veiws on what is right and what is wrong!'
Draco grabbed both my wrists and slammed me against the wall. He stared at me with that look that scared the living hell out of me. I cried as he slammed me harder against the wall. I didn't want to go through the pain again, but I loved him so much. I just couldn't leave him...he had done so much for me. He slammed me over and over, sending tears streaming down my face. A grin spread across his face and did something I would regret very much later on. I kneed him right were it hurts. He let go of my wrists and fell to the ground.
'You bitch...' Draco groaned, holding his crotch.
'You deserved it you sick bastard!' I kicked him in the shin and ran out of room before he could catch me.
Tears poured down my face as I tried to fall asleep that night. I hurt him...my love...the one who bought me the clothes and jewels...the one who stood beside me no matter what...the one who relieved my pleasures...the one who asked me to be a Death Eater...promising me he would never leave my side and full power...
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Sorry it's so short! Please review and I will try to get the second chapter up as soon as I can!
Summary: Hermione is deeply in love with Draco, but she must do something for him. Something that will change her life forever. Will Hermione do what Draco tells her and have his love forever, or will she back down and risk loosing Draco? Hermione/Draco Harry/Ginny A bit of violence and scary stuff...ooo!
Done in Hermione's POV
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~*~*~*~*Chapter One~*~*~*~*
To Be In Love
To be in love...well there isn't really words that can explain what 'to be in love' really feels like. I guess who have the feeling in your stomach whenever you see him...your heart pounds so loud your afraid everyone's going to hear...and you would do anything to get him. To be with him. To hold him. Kiss him...and so on.
That's how I describe what 'to be in love' feels like, or so they say. Maybe love is just a trick of the mind...a trick to send you off to the ends of the earth for whoever it is you think you like. Maybe you aren't really in love... maybe it's just the teenage hormones take over your mind and telling you...Go on...it won't hurt anyone...talk to him...
The little voice in your head telling you to go further...to talk to him...seduce him and make him your own. And you know you can't help it. You think to yourself...Yeah, that is a good idea. I should...he is gorgeous...
But you do get hurt in the end. When I say hurt, I don't mean him cheating on you or breaking up in a teary end...I mean hurt. Pain...sorrow...tears...
But in the end you have to sacrifice something...something dear to you. Not your friends, even though they are dear, or money. No, no...something more. Something no one could ever put a price on...
Maybe something like your freedom to live? Or the love of your life? Depends on the situation and what your heart tells you, beacuse your heart can overtake the teenage hormones when you are faced with such a decision.
* *
I slipped through the door and tip-toed over to the empty desk. He's late...again. I sat down, resting my feet on the table in front of me. He's asked me to come every night to ask if 'I have made my decision'. It's so predictable on what he's going to ask this time.
Time ticked by and still he hadn't come. I grew more impatient by the minute and was ready to snap when the door creaked open and a glint of white hair was caught in the light. I heard Draco's footsteps stop and I know he saw me. I stood up and paced the room.
'Hermione...'
'No, Draco...I haven't made my decision yet.' I said, a hint of annoyance in my voice.
'You have to make it soon, or you can loose me forever Hermione!' Draco hissed, trying to keep his voice down. I looked at his face, half of it shining in the light...the over covered in darkness. That's what my life is like..one side covered in the light, the joy, the happiness and the other side covered in darkness, in tears, in pain. The look on Draco's face told me he was feeling the same way.
'Yes...I know, but it's really not that easy!' I spat at him, not intending to sound angry at him at all.
'It was easy for me!' Draco pointed out, even more annoyed than me.
'But look at me, Draco! Perfect grades...Head Girl...and a muggle born! What would people think...' I said floating in and out of my worried state. 'I don't know yet!'
'Other people will never know if you do! It is secret, Hermione...you know that...' Draco said desperately. The look on his face was pleading to her...telling her to go on...it won't hurt...
Just like love...
'I...I still need to think about it.' I said, my voice a bit shaky. I turned to face away from him, not wanting to see his face. I knew he would be angry, like every other night he had asked me. I looked down to my arm to see a bruise on my wrist where Draco had grabbed my not long ago. I pulled down my sleeve and looked away.
'You have thought about it for the last month, Hermione!' Draco spat, his voice now close to my ear. I felt his rough hand reach for my wrist and I flinched. 'It only took me five seconds to decide...you know that or my father would have killed me. You will loose me forever if you don't make the right decision.'
'And what is the right decision, Draco?' I spun around to face him. All the Gryffindor courage had been longing to find had reached me somehow...that night. 'Because me and you have completely different veiws on what is right and what is wrong!'
Draco grabbed both my wrists and slammed me against the wall. He stared at me with that look that scared the living hell out of me. I cried as he slammed me harder against the wall. I didn't want to go through the pain again, but I loved him so much. I just couldn't leave him...he had done so much for me. He slammed me over and over, sending tears streaming down my face. A grin spread across his face and did something I would regret very much later on. I kneed him right were it hurts. He let go of my wrists and fell to the ground.
'You bitch...' Draco groaned, holding his crotch.
'You deserved it you sick bastard!' I kicked him in the shin and ran out of room before he could catch me.
Tears poured down my face as I tried to fall asleep that night. I hurt him...my love...the one who bought me the clothes and jewels...the one who stood beside me no matter what...the one who relieved my pleasures...the one who asked me to be a Death Eater...promising me he would never leave my side and full power...
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Sorry it's so short! Please review and I will try to get the second chapter up as soon as I can!