Disclaimer: I do not own any of the character in Twilight; the super Stephanie Meyer owns them all.

Summery: (Set in New Moon going a bit into Eclipse) After Edward leaves Bella she falls in the wood, where Edward left her, she bangs her head and loses her memory. What will happen when Edward returns after 8 months?

My beta reader is CrazyPerson17 (the one and only)

Authors note: this is my 1st fanfic. Criticism is welcomed. Please review?

Chapter 1 - What just happened?

BPOV

"I remember falling" I said as I struggled to remember, "And feeling a sharp pain in the side of my head. Then just blackness." Sam Uley had found me in the woods and brought me home, a man named Charlie had found a note saying I had gone for a walk in the woods, with… Edward, I think, but I don't know who he is, I don't recognize or remember anyone I should, and when I didn't come home Charlie phoned the La Push reservation to see if I'd gone there, when it was noticed I was missing they all came to look for me. Charlie is apparently my dad and I think I believe him as we seem to share many traits. We have the same brown hair, in my opnion dull and the same chocolate eyes, but I still don't recognize him.

I heard mutterings but blocked them out as I tried to focus on remembering what I had experienced. But I only remember falling then waking up on the porch in warm arms that belonged to Sam, as he hammered on the door with his foot. Then I slipped back into unconsciousness before the door opened.

"I don't even remember why I was out in the wood all alone. I don't remember anything apart from falling and being carried up the porch and waking up here to be asked all these questions."

Charlie looked up as I spoke a confused expression on his face "but… you weren't alone, you were with Edward your note said so," he sounded concerned. Who was this Edward they all were talking about? Oh well it sounded as though I'd never find out as it appears that him and his family have moved to LA. So much for finding out more about who I was, I guess some things are just meant to be though.

(5 months later.)

I came into the hallway pink, from a blush caused from a fall on the fresh January snow, laughing at Jacob as Embry had just caught him unawares from behind with a snow ball. It was the most relaxed I'd seen him since he'd first phased into a werewolf. I knew that he was a werewolf even though he'd been told not to tell me and that he could no longer hang out with me, as it can be dangerous to hang around with werewolves, by Sam (the one who found me), who is the alpha of the La Push pack, and his orders must be obeyed. I'd guessed, as before he phased for the 1st time he had told me the stories and Quilette legends then he disappeared for weeks and started hanging around Sam and his group who, as the werewolves in the story, called themselves the protectors, so I now knew, and as Jacob hadn't told me he hadn't broken Sam's orders.

So there as wasn't much he could do about it. But as I now knew, Sam said as long as accepted the risks and the consequences of my actions I could hang out with Jacob and the rest of the pack, Embry, Jared and Paul, I tended to avoid Paul as he had more of a temper problem than the others and as they phased when they are angry I saw this as a bigger … risk than the others. So now I had my best friend back and he had found a way around the injunction, and we had no secrets from each other, apart from the fact that Jacob would not tell me who the Cullens were, there were still large gaps in my memory.

When I first went over to La Push after the incident I met Embry and Quil who were Jacob's best friends but then Embry phased and started ignoring them and not returning their phone calls, Jake was scared as Sam kept looking at him funny and he didn't want to join the "La Push gang" as he had called it then. Then of course Jake phased and understood why and ended up copying Embry and basically cutting Quil and me out of his life for our safety, unfortunately (or fortunately depending how you look at it) I wouldn't be cut out that easily. However poor Quil was still in the dark about why and frustrated about the fact that his best friends (well ex – best friends) are ignoring him and hanging out with me.

I however was getting better and, according to Charlie, was getting more out going than normal. Yet I still was doing really well in school and keeping up with homework and my chores. The only thing was that as I got more outgoing my balance problems and bad luck seemed to get worse, or maybe I was just doing more stuff which caused me to notice them more, though it was really just my balance that caused problems as I was protected from my own bad luck by the pack. I knew about Victoria and that she was after me as I had been informed by the pack as she was attempting to get past them and get into Forks and as a black haired vampire called Laurent had come across me when I was out hiking with Jake and before Jake had taken him out, with the help of Embry, he'd said Victoria wanted me dead and was obsessed with revenge. Revenge for what I can't imagine.

"Jake!" the cry came from Embry in between fits of laughter, "you should have seen your face! It was priceless!" Jacob growled and shot me a look that clearly asked "It wasn't that funny, was it?"

I giggled and forced out the words, "Sorry Jake. It was really funny, I wish I'd had a camera with me!" in between giggles.

Jacob scowled and hissed through clenched teeth "just you wait Embry, I'll get you back when you least expect it, always expect the unexpected". Embry gulped and his expression changed from one of humor to one of trepidation quicker than I would have though possible. "And as for you Bells," he moved back to the door way and as he past me from his position between me and Embry, me closest to the door, he grabbed me round the waist and lifted me over his shoulder. Ignoring my shouts of protest, I didn't bother kicking or punching I knew I'd be the only one with a bruise in that situation, Jacob carried me out of the house down the 3 small steps of the porch and towards the woods. Once level with a deep snow drift he rolled me off his shoulder and into the snow drift. Luckily for me I was still all wrapped up and wouldn't get too cold, or ill.

"Jake!" I screamed as he stood over the snow drift grinning, I pushed snow out of my face and scowled up at him. He walked back to my house as my balance caused me to stumble as I attempted to stand up and slipped on the ice, finally I got up and stalked back to my house. He was going to pay for that. I was sure that one of the pack, maybe not Sam he was too mature, but Embry, Jared or Paul would help me. They could do it for me; they'd probably do a better job than me as well. I was still grinning in anticipation as I shut the front door behind me.

EdPOV

As I finished my goodbye and was about to leave I saw her reaching out for me and before I could stop myself I was reaching for her too. Then I caught myself, I gently but forcefully placed her hands by her side and placed a swift kiss, our last kiss, on her forehead and whispered, "Take care of yourself." Those were the last words I would ever speak to her. I had to leave now so I made sure she was as balanced as Bella ever was and took off running within a second I was far away. I then turned and ran towards Bella's house before she got home to fulfill my promise I took the pictures of me, the airplane ticket vouchers and the CD of my compositions, but I know it was silly but I couldn't take them from her . I noticed long ago that one of her floorboards was loose and hollow. Gently so as to leave no trace I pulled the floorboard up and carefully lowered her birthday gifts and pictures into the gap then replaced the floorboard making sure to leave no trace of my presence. Then I ran down the stairs found the pad that was kept for phone messages and a pen. In my best imitation of Bella's hand writing I quickly scrawled a note to Charlie so if he came home early and noticed she wasn't here he wouldn't worry. I then took off to where my family were waiting, Denali in Alaska, with our extended family: Tanya, Kate and Irina, who had now been joined by Carmen and Eleazer, and far away from Bella, who for her own safety would never see me or my family again and we would never see her.

For the most part my family were understanding, though Carlisle was the most so. Alice and Esme were very upset and in Alice's case angry that I had left Bella and made them leave Forks and forbidden them to contact Bella. Emmett mainly agreed with Esme though for different reasons. Jasper was unhappy as he had to deal with everyone's feelings and his own which were mainly sadness because Alice was unhappy. Rosalie was upset that we'd had to move again over something she hadn't agreed with since the beginning.

They were all upset at having to leave Forks as we had really only just started to settle down there, but it was for the best. As I was running I realized that it felt as though I'd left part of me behind and it was so painful, I can only hope Bella isn't going through this. I realized after this thought I could no longer say her name, it hurt too much. But now I'd made my choice I could hardly go back and say, "You remember what I said 5 minutes ago? Well it was all a great big lie!" If the pain she's going through is even close to how I feel she'll never be able to forgive me, forgiving though she may be.

With that I left my frozen heart back in a small town named Forks with one beautiful maiden named Isabella Swan.

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