Authors note: Me and my friend decided to write a fan fiction because we were bored; this is set after Eclipse. It shows how both Bella and Jake cope with their lives when the other is not around. This is our first fan fiction.

Music : AFI prelude 12/21

Preface

People always say when you're about to die your life will flash before your eyes but that never happened I only got the tail end of it mostly involving Edward and I and some glimpse of Jake.

Frozen on the spot unable to move and in a way not wanting to, in both my hands I had two great life's but I was still trying to decide if the one I'd chosen was the right. I knew right at that second I was going to die and I would never know if it was the right choice but maybe I was better off not knowing.