Naruto: One Sided Love
Have you ever been in love? Had that feeling in the pit of your heart? Longed for someone so much that you even dream of that person?
I feel that way for Sasuke.
I wasn't love at first sight, but rather, it accumulated over time, and by the time I realized it, I had fallen head over heels in love with him, and couldn't stop thinking about him.
Despite my longing for him to return the love, I want him to whisper "suki da yo" in my ear.
But I'm afraid to tell him, if he knew he might me, and I would rather be near him, than have him hate me.
At one point I decided, that if he didn't say anything by the end of the month, I would give up on him. And of course no words came from him, so I tried to forget him.
That single week was extremely painful. And by the end of it, I decided to give into the feelings, and just keep it one sided.
I continue to dream, think, and long for him.
I'm such a child right? An idiot, and horrible person. I want Sasuke all to myself, I'm so greedy, but I don't care. This is love, right? Well, it sucks, even though it's the best feeling the world.
For me, love is happiness, and pain all swirled together, causing me confusion. I just want to yell out: "Love Me Dammit!"
All I can do is wait, and wait, and wait, for the day that will never come, and my dream that will never come true.
Thanks for reading; this was one of my more depressing writings.
I was aiming for a "if I were naruto" sort of style, where he's in love with sasuke, but it's totally one sided.
I'm totally having verbal diarrhea right now (I can't stop writing stuff no matter how crappy it is! Not actually diarrhea.)
Hope you enjoyed it! And I hope that ROSE will start writing some of her amazing pieces!
-Lily