Dear diary I know I didn't write for a long time . So much happened . Well Damon and I were finally together . After a long time we were happy . I am so in love with him, it is crazy . I love him in a way I have never loved stefan , I know that I love Damon more than I ever loved Stefan. For a few months Damon and I were a happy couple , we had so much fun . But of course we can't be having fun forever. , because well yeah it is my life . There is always something wrong life . But I survived everything but one thing that I can't handle is that Damon broke up with me or at least something like that . He thinks he doesn't deserve me ! What is wrong with him. He is the most selfless person who I have ever known. But that is the not the biggest problem . The moment I realised I had to fight for him , to let him know that he deserves me, was the moment that Katherine thought it was a good idea to take over my body . Because well she was dying . And we all know Katherine she survives. I managed to escape and I run to Damon, I hugged him and I was so happy to see him. I realised that I can life without everyone except for Damon. I need him . I have always needed him and there was a part of me that always knew that . Of course I knew that I loved him and us being a couple was not a lie, but I didn't know how much I needed him. He is my everything . So I hugged him if my life depended on it , which was true , because one second later Katherine took over my body . What happened then with Damon I don't know. But I know that Katherine hurt him and bad ! I hate her . How dare she to hurt Damon so much ? Damon is always the one who has to be hurt . And I know that I have hurt too , that hurts me . Eventually they managed to bring me back . The first thing i saw was Damon . I know Stefan was there too, but I didn't care . All I could see was Damon. I saw the doubt in his eyes if it was me and he asked me carefully. After I told him it was me , his eyes became soft and happy, but there was also guilt In that moment I didn't know why there was guilt . It seems that he did a lot of terrible things, because I broke up with him. It broke me to see him so broken when I wasn't there . He thought that I wouldn't forgive him , but of course I forgave him. I wouldn't know what to do without him and he doesn't know what to do without me . We need each other so badly , and I know we have to work everything out because are a lot of troubles . Like him being an Augustine and me being .. Well I don't know . But someday we will be happy.