Well, It might be a bit OOC, but it's based on mello's character BEFORE L died, back when he was just a student sharing a room with Matt. I figure that he had to be at least a tiny bit softer back then. Maybe. Anyway. Sorry for the OOC-ness. But I just SUCK at channeling Mello. I'm more of a Matt-person.
So anyways…here's my gooey Mello feelings for Matt.
MELLO'S CHOCOLATE BAR
Summary: There he went again. Off to go find another new chocolate bar for me, before I even finished the one I had in my hand, because he knows what I'm like without my chocolate. But does he even ever realize what I'm like without him?
I stared as the door swung close. There he went again. Off to go find another new chocolate bar for me, before I even finished the one I had in my hand, because he knows what I'm like without my chocolate. But does he even ever realize what I'm like without him?
I turned my attention back down the sweet snack in my hand and take a large bite. Maybe if it's gone by the time that he comes back then he'll feel bad about not returning sooner. Maybe then he'll go faster the next time. Then I won't have to wait so long to see him again.
We've shared a room together since we were 7 years old. And he's been by my side every single day since then. Even if it's just for a few minutes or the whole day long, he's been right there with me through it all. I don't know what I would be able to do without him.
That's why it made since for me to fall in love with him.
I took another large bite out of my chocolate bar and wish it would disappear faster.
I wish that with all my courage, and all my intelligence, that I could find a way to tell him. I wish that I could be more to him than just a friend. Even though I know I'm already so much more than just a simple friend.
He means the world to me and I would do anything for him. And he knows it just as well as I do. Just as well as I know that he would do the same for me.
I wish that I could ask him to fall in love with me too.
My teeth sunk into brown treat again, leaving me with only one small chunk left. I hesitated a moment, before tossing it in my mouth as well.
I know he'll be back soon and my chocolate bar needs to be gone by then.
I miss him so much already. And it's only been 4 minutes.
How could I ever survive without him?
I quickly swallowed the last of my chocolate and set my wrapper down as I heard the doorknob turning, signaling his return.
Thank God. I hate being apart.
"Hey Mello." He says and I turned my neck to face him. His stoic features change to slight shock and disappointment when he notices the lack of chocolate in my hands.
"Wow, you're already out? Was I gone that long?"
Yes. You were gone far too long.
"No, I just finished it before you came in. Don't worry about it." I told him.
His eyes shift just slightly before he shrugged and tossed my new chocolate bar towards me.
"Well, I'll still try to hurry back faster next time, alright?"
My heart actually skipped a beat.
As I turned my attention back to my book and opened up my new chocolate, I let only a tiny smile cover my face before it quickly turned to a frown.
Damn. I lost a whole six minutes of studying thanks to that.