Disclaimer: Not my characters. Not my show. But it does help to have seen the first season to really follow this story.
Chapter 1: Wrong Song
The odd thing about it was that Macy had never considered herself to be delusional. She knew that people perceived her adoration/obsession with JONAS as odd, but was also aware of her limits and boundaries. She didn't imagine that she would ever meet them and marry them or make them adore her as she did them. She was just a super fan, and like with everything else in her life, gave everything she had to her passion.
Then she met them. Best friend Stella confessed that she knew the guys, and when they came to Horace Mantis, dared introduced Macy to them. Even then, she didn't let her adoration get the better of her. She hoped that they would one day consider her a friend, if at least an acquaintance, but she didn't pretend that they were going to see something in her that no other boy did and fall madly in love with her.
She was a fan, she was even president of their fan club, but she was not delusional.
At least that's what she thought until Penny happened.
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At the first sight of Nick with Penny, Macy realised that she loved smitten-Nick. There was nothing more adorable than the boy who always managed to act so cool and collected suddenly flustered and shy. He was adorable and a small part of Macy hoped that his love would remain quietly unrequited for a while longer so she could witness more of smitten-Nick, not to mention hear whatever musical masterpiece his emotions would produce.
Her affection for smitten-Nick only reinforced her conviction that she was not dangerously obsessed with the boys of JONAS, but simply loved them as the musical trio they were. After all, she also had a fondness for the drama that was Joella and hoped that the two would one day work through whatever issues were keeping them apart. And as for Kevin… Well, Kevin didn't have any girl in his life at the moment, but if he did—
And then her stomach churned.
If Kevin fell for someone—
Her throat dried.
If Kevin was in love—
Her eyes welled with tears.
And there went the theory that the line she had drawn between adoration and affection was strong and resilient.
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Once she got over the initial shock of her realisation, Macy decided there was only one thing to do. She would wait. She would wait until her heart caught up to her brain and realised that she would never have a chance with Kevin and should simply give up all hope.
Surely she could continue playing the happy-go-lucky fan in the meantime. Realising her slight bias for Kevin, she'd just have to be sure that she showed the other boys as much, if not more, attention than she did the object of her affection.
It was for this reason that Macy attacked Joe and not Kevin when Stella had her test the Stellcro on the boys' clothes. Though honestly, it had taken all her willpower not to use the excuse to get her hands on Kevin.
Everything was fine, though. She could do this. Really. She could.
