Don't think I don't know about Isabella's crush. I do. It is just what am I supposed to do? I'm ten for crying out loud! Isabella is one of my closest friends and I have known her my entire life, if things went sour it wouldn't be the same even if we tried for it to be normal. Maybe when we were older I would try because, deep down, even if I try to ignore it, I know I have feelings for Isabella too. I am not being bitter of the relationship we have right now. In fact, I love what we have now. We hang out everyday. Sometimes we even hang out alone, isn't that what couples do anyway?

Don't question my logic of staying friends. I have seen people at my school date. Usually those romances don't last for a week. Afterward, they act like they hate each other and never had feelings for each other. Then I have also seen high school sweethearts. That is what my parents were and that's what I imagine my future with Isabella as. I am not a romantic, it isn't like I have planned a wedding or am that in love that deep. I heard Candace call it puppy love, or otherwise known as innocent love. That is how I feel. It is just, my mom always said she married her best friend. The closest best friend I have, that is a girl, is Isabella.

I agree with my mom, marrying my best friend is the right way to go. Why rush it though? I can wait at least 6 years to be mature enough to treat Isabella right, but for right now I am cool with being friends.