Aion Sake's Journal Thoughts

by Lilac Pearls

So, Aion decided that it was time for her to just be herself for once and use the account of Aion Kise to post her own feelings and projections into the account, sharing it with you all. (I owe Aion Sake, Camp Half-Blood belongs to Rick Riordan; might have swearing since Aion just wants to vent a whole lot ;u;)

"That "happiness" ah how strange it is, the feeling and as tomorrow breaks, I hope you love it too"
-Ayano's Theory of Happiness

There are things I wanted to share, my views, my thoughts, and my heart. No matter how hard I think about it, I can never just find the right words to say anything. So, can you forgive me for all I have done wrong in this world? I don't know, the reason is up to you really, I have no say, or arguments to fight over the fact that, I don't know how long I can live. For a breath of life, one which can never be spoken about...darn, I'm being way too emotional here, I don't think I can ever think of anything reasonable. My friends are always there, watching my back every day, in hopes that I can, once more, be the usual daughter of Dionysus.

As I write this, I don't really know how I can absolutely create that one potion to make everyone happy in the mortal world, instead of being mauled by monsters left and right. I don't know why I quoted from my favourite song, maybe, maybe, just, maybe, I miss the days when I want to let others smile.

It just sickens me a bit, how my dumb friend, Dog (his nickname) is always so happy around me, always pestering me about my everyday living. I don't know really, journal, did I ever sigh or show I've ever been sad? I don't know either, but, it pains me just to think that people always concern over me when I'm perfectly fine. Right? I don't know, when I'm typing this down…I can feel tears fall down my face.

I don't have time for this, seriously, I don't, yet, I always found the time to reread my journal entries just for my own fun.

I should sleep, it's getting late here in New York, and Avion, my pet cat is expecting me to feed him in the early morning before I go back to my everyday experiments on things. I don't know anymore, so, oh well, I'm just going to bed, instead of staying up all night watching Fairy Tail and reading countless of manga's which I find fun a whole lot. Darn it, Avion is just glaring at me. Oh well... good night there friend! ^^ even though this isn't my journal and some girl's fanfiction account, oh well~ I hope she doesn't mind at all.