Wow I could not believe the response I got for Never Should Have. It honestly was just a story that was inspired by a song but grew to be so much more. I am truly happy that everyone liked it. Now because I am so nice I am posting the much wanted sequel to Never Should Have. I hope you enjoy it. Okay so some things concerning vampires may be different but bear with me please.

IMPORTANT: must read Never Should Have first or you will not understand it. Or maybe you will…

That is all thank you.

SIX YEARS LATER

"Alice I can not understand why you're making me do this?" I growled from the front seat of the car. It was raining again as it usually did in London. I was use to it and rather enjoyed living here. As much as someone like me could enjoy something.

"Because I need new clothes and I hate watching you locked up in that room all day. Only coming out to hunt. You're making Jasper sick," she answered and I rolled my eyes.

It had been six amazingly long years for me. During that time we were able to gain enough control to be around humans but not for long or many of them. Alice certainly gained enough to go shopping; sure enough she would find the stores that were most expensive making sure less people would be there.

"Why don't you do something? Come inside with me well have fun," she said with a bright smile and I rolled my eyes. "As much as I love you Alice, shopping will never be one of my favorite pastimes," I told her and she pouted. "Fine when I call you to pick me up," she said and slid out of the car.

Where would I go now? I couldn't go back home because Alice would kill me. I parked the car in front of a small coffee shop and got out. It was mostly empty therefore okay to go in. I wasn't going to push my control anymore than I should.

I took a seat in a far away corner away from the rest of the costumers and ignored the buzzing sound in the back of my head; I didn't even bother to concentrate on what they were thinking.

I guess everyone once in there life wishes they knew what others around them were thinking but I would never make that wish again if I knew it would have came true. I hated hearing everyone's thoughts. Some were private and not to be shared while others were mean and not wanted to be heard.

You could never enjoy just being somewhere in the quiet because you were always followed by the low buzz of peoples thoughts.

I did my best to ignore them as I sat back on my chair and closed my eyes. My vision was yet again met with her face.

Bright and warm and eyes full of laughter. She was always so happy. She smiled and her eyes brightened and my stomach was suddenly tight. I opened my eyes not wanting to look at her anymore for the pain that accompanied her face was too much.

But I didn't matter; whatever I did she was constantly in my thoughts. I had told Alice not to look out for her. To leave her alone and hoped that, that would bring me to forget about her at least a fraction closer but no. Nothing helped to keep her out of my thoughts. Even after six years she haunted my thoughts and was always behind the lids of my eyes.

She would be 24 now. I wonder if she changed at all. I wouldn't let Alice look, because it would just make it that much harder to move on. I was sure I would never be able to do that but I wanted to get over her. At least that was what I told myself.

Alice had told me she was in college. I was happy for her. She was moving on with her life like she should.

The door opened to the shop and I froze at who had walked in.

(Okay people this is where the books and my story differ. I am not going to make Bella's blood stronger to Edward because it will already be hard for him. He is still fairly new to being a vampire and I don't think he could handle it if Bella was his "la tua cantante")

It would have been enough to get my heart going again.

It was her. She was taller but not much. He hair was long like it always had been and she was laughing.

It was truly her. The girl that had haunted me ever since I left. The girl whose last words to me were 'I love you' and all I could do was stare while she laughed and held on to the arm of the man she walked in with. He smiled and pushed her hair away from her face. She looked at him and I could detect happiness. He wrapped and arm around her waist and she scooted closer to his side. Who was he?

She turned and looked me in the eye. Her smile faded from her face and her eyes went wide. Maybe it was just wishful thinking but I could have sworn they brightened.

Bella

BPOV

He was there. He was sitting in a chair with wide eyes as he gazed at me. It was really him and there no mistaking it. But as I looked at him I noticed something wasn't the same.

If possible he was even more beautiful than I remembered and he was pale. More than just pale he was white. And his eyes. oh his eyes. They were not the warm summer grass green eyes they were a cool topaz color. How did his eyes change? He looked like he hadn't aged a bit. My heart seemed to slow down and I wanted to go to him. It was like he was magnet and I found it harder to stay where I was. Then before I knew it he was out the door and gone.

"Bells what's wrong?" I heard Alex ask me. (Okay totally made up character cause I couldn't find someone to fit and I couldn't do to Jake what I'm gonna do to him)

As I stared at the doors I shook my head and turned to look at him.

"Nothing," I mumbled as I blushed and looked away. Could it really be him? My heart beat was too fast to be healthy and I hated that even thought it had been so many years he still had an effect over me. He wasn't allowed to have this affect on me. But no doubt he did.

But after so many years he still had the trait of running away.

EPOV

"Why didn't you tell me?!" I shouted at Alice. She widened her eyes and said nothing.

"Don't play that innocent crap with me! You know very well what I'm talking about," I growled and felt myself go unnaturally calm.

"Jasper," I said through gritted teeth and he came to stand besides Alice. "I'm not taking it back until I'm sure you're calm enough," he simply stated and I growled. I wanted to be annoyed with him but I could not feel it.

"Jasper just leave him alone, it's not like he's going to do anything," Alice said and I felt the fury boil back in me. "How could you not tell me?"

"You told me not to look in on her. Honestly all I knew was that she was in college I had no idea she came to the University of London," Alice said and I held the bridge of my nose as I started to pace. Trying to calm myself. I groaned and plopped myself in the small sofa we had in the living room. "Why did she have to come here? Out of all the places to go she came here. She is intent on torturing me isn't she?" I mumbled talking to no one and every one.

"Edward well I do know something else?" Alice mumbled hesitantly and I looked at her. Well glared really but my anger hadn't warn off yet. "What is it Alice?" I asked darkly and her eyes diverted mine.

"Well did you happen to see her with someone?" she asked and I instantly remembered the man in the shop. I was too focused on Bella to get a good look at him but I didn't remember the feeling of hate he made me feel.

The door suddenly flew opened and Emmett walked in followed my Rosalie.

"Hello," Emmett said using his very praticed accent. I rolled my eyes and Rosalie smacked his shoulder. His eyes darted around the room taking in everything. "What bit you today?" Emmett asked as he examined me. "Nothing," I muttered and walked away and toward my room.

I lay on the floor not bothering to move.

I had seen her and it was as though I had suddenly come back to life. I hadn't even noticed how much I missed her. I knew there was a pain but seeing her made me feel like I had gone an eternity without sun and she suddenly brought the light back.

I wanted to see her again but knew it was best if I didn't. Best for her and best for me.

But just thinking about seeing her made me lighter and I found I wanted it. I wanted to see her again if only one more time. Now that the thought was in my head it was going to take a lot to take it out.

The last memory of us together for me was when we were in the park. I remembered the night so clearly. We had been talking about our future when Charlie came and suddenly yanked her away from me and as he pulled her away she turned to me and mouthed the three little words that I had missed so much. I love you.

And then I remembered him. The man she had walked in with. She was laughing with him and smiling. It made me angry. It made the pain I had for her so much stronger as I realized she had done what I asked her too.

She had moved on and I was supposed to be happy. I was supposed to but I wasn't. I was angry and hurt but I knew it was best for her.

A soft knock on the door alerted me that Alice was coming. She opened the door slowly and made her way to my side. I didn't bother to move or to look at her. She lay next to me and sighed.

"So what about him?" I asked again and could reluctance in her thoughts.

"Just spit it out already Alice?" I told her and she sighed yet again.

"You really miss her don't you?" she asked and I shrugged really wanting to avoid this topic. "I'm pretty sure she missed you too. She loved you a lot. I could see it the day at the hospital. She was really hurt," Alice said avoiding the topic I wanted to hear most about and bringing up the one it I wanted to avoid.

"You let her in the room didn't you?" I asked and turned my head.

Yeah we did I nodded knowing that. "So now that were done avoiding the topic can we go back to it?" I questioned.

"Are you sure you want to hear it?"

"Why wouldn't I? It can't be any worse than seeing her again," I sighed.

"Well the man you saw her with was her…um…her fiancé," Alice said and my heart was torn. I was wrong. It could be so much worse.

Okay peoples you know the drill. Review for me and I update for you. I think it is a very good deal. Anyway I hoped you liked it and don't worry because I am a total sap for having Edward and Bella together that I wouldn't even try to break them apart. It will all work out in the end, you'll see. Please review and tell me what you think.

Lots of love Twilightholic-Tanya