Disclaimer: We all know the drill. Starfleet and all of it's associates are not owned by me. But the words are. *grins*
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Tell me how I'm supposed to do this. Tell me how I'm supposed to live with out you. How am I supposed to see you in the arms of someone different, when I know in my heart that it should be me?
How am I supposed to look you in the eye and see the love we have for each other and know that I finally pushed you too far.
Or was it that you just gave up?
I wish I hadn't been so stubborn. I wish that you had pushed just a little bit more. Maybe it would have been enough to get me to cave in. Maybe I should have been the one that pushed a little harder. Tried harder to see that our situation could have allowed for a relationship.
Part of me even wishes we had never made that pact with the Borg. There seemed to be a little less trust between us after that. Maybe part of it was because of her. Sometimes I wonder what kind of ego I had to think that I could bring a Borg back to humanity. Lucky for us it was one guess that didn't go wrong.
Sometimes I wish we had never left New Earth. What would things have been like if we were allowed to live together peacefully?
What I should have done when I heard was, walk right up to you and told you exactly how I felt. I should have walked right up to you and showed you how I felt.
But I didn't. I walked right up to you and said:
"I'm happy for you"
Tell me, is it better this way? Did our time come and go? Maybe it'll come again. Maybe when we're both ready. You deserve happiness, and above all love
I meant it though.
I am happy for you.
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