"-It's time ..."
"-It's time?"
"Us."
"Really?"
"I want to give us a real shoot. Be together. Life is too short."
She remembered while she was playing with her hands nervously and while she looked at the floor sadly. She couldn't keep doing it. She loved her, but it was very difficult. She was trying to be fine, trying to be happy. When she was with her, she was happy, but when she was alone everything was different. The bad thoughts and the pain returned.
"Hey." She turned to the door and saw Bo smiling.
"Hi..." Lauren answered sadly, with tears in her eyes.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Bo got closer quickly, really worried about her girlfriend.
"Nothing, I just ..." Lauren answered looking to the floor, dropping a tear. She couldn't take it anymore.
"Lauren, what's wrong? Are you okay?" She asked again, with tears in her eyes too.
Lauren took a deep breath and looked at her girlfriend.
"Bo ... I ..." She stammered, not knowing how she would do it.
"What is it, babe?"
"Bo ... We ... We can't be together anymore..." She looked down again, tears streaming down her face
Bo furrowed her brows. "What? Lauren, what are you talking about?"
"I'm so sorry. Last night... When you ... saved Dyson, it was too obvious... You still love him, don't you?"
Bo looked down this time. "Lauren. I'm with you, right?"
"You didn't answer my question..."
"Lauren, I care a lot about him, I don't know if I love him or not, but what I do know is that love you, and I want to be with you, only you okay?"
"No, Bo… We can't do this. You're a succubus and I" She was interrupted.
"We already talked about this."
"I know." She glanced at her girlfriend's face. "Bo... We both know... I'm... I'm not enough." She looked down once again; she finally said it and Bo didn't answer. She knew that the doctor was right, but she thought that everything was fine... She thought that everything was… Perfect. But she was wrong. So wrong.
The two were quiet; Bo was holding Lauren's hand, until she softly released her and pulled back. She looked at the floor painfully, those words hurt her.. But not only her.. Those words also hurt Lauren.
"I'm not enough."