(I don't own divergent, I'm just giving in to my A.D.D…Lucky you!)

-So this is from an idea that I had a long time ago, I don't know why I'm just now writing it but I hope you ENJOY it-

(He's starting to piss me off, but I still want him)

Chapter 1|TRIS

The first and second stage of training is finally over, thank god. Stage one and two has caused me unwanted stress and enemies, I never wanted to be ranked first but Four said I was a natural and really fearless. Stage one tested our individual fears, we were not supposed to be aware but I was because of my divergence. It's not a crime to be divergent any more, not since Janine was mysteriously found dead surrounded by blue prints and serums to attack abnegation and kill all divergent's. The counsel created a law that protects us, the punishment of breaking that law is either death or being exiled outside the fence.

Stage two tested our combine fears and to show us how many we have, I only have two. The first one was killing my family and the other was not being in control. My time was untouchable by three minutes. Uriah was second because he only had five fears, and because of his divergence his time was untouched by five minutes.

That brings us to Peter aka, the asshole that looks at me like he wants to kill me, all the time, because Eric inform everyone yesterday that first and second ranks will not change, not even if Uriah and I loose all our fights in stage three we will still be first and second. So now I get the feeling that peter really does want to kill me, Thanks Eric.

I standing in front of a punching bag watching Four demonstrate how to throw a proper punch when I feel someone staring at me, I look over and lock eyes with Eric, cold hard and never feeling eyes. I keep my eyes locked on his because for one, I'm not afraid of him like everyone else and two if I break eye contacted first, it means that I concede to him and that shit will not happen. I will never give in to weakness, ever!

"Tris" I hear four begin to scold me for not paying attention but my eye's never move from the depths of Eric's.

I feel my eyes narrow and my top lip twitch before it rises in a sneer.

"Tris" Four is yelling now and moving towards me.

I see Eric's lips twitch and know he's trying not to smirk at the fact that I'm about to get chewed out. I bring my hand up and scratch my eyebrow ring with my middle finger, discretely telling Eric to fuck off. My line of sight if interrupted by a large heaving chest. I look up in to fours cold glare.

"What" I ask him shrugging my shoulders "He started it" I say loud enough for Eric to hear me. Yes, I'm being childish but who cares the sexy asshole did start it.

"I don't give a shit" he backs up a bit "When I address you, you fucking acknowledge me" he turns to Eric to say something but I stop him.

"Dauntless don't concede asshole, and I was not about to concede to Eric" I walk up to four and jam my finger into his chest "I may get my ass handed to me in every fight but I WILL NOT GIVE UP" I'm yelling now and four is backing away, Eric is smile fondly at me, wait what?

I shake my head and walk out of the training room without another word, it's lunch time anyway and My Uncle Max will have there asses if they try to kick me out for leaving a little early.

I make my way to my favorite spot on the roof where I passed the final test to enter Dauntless. I prop the door open because it recently started getting stuck, last time I was up here I had to jump in the net and almost landed on Uriah and Marline while they were making out, I almost pissed myself laughing at their faces, freaking priceless.

I'm smiling at the memory of my friends, that was the day we started hanging out. They thought it was crazy and brave that I wanted to jump off the roof again, that lead to them taking me zip lining for the first time, it was so much fun that I make Uriah or his brother Zeke take me once or twice a week. I freaking love the feel of flying, that and at any moment the harness could snap and I would die. I guess I do have crazy tendencies.

"Stiff" I hear a familiar growl. I turn to the door as it shuts and roll my eyes at his stupidity "Don't fucking roll your eyes at me" this makes me let out a girlie giggle which cause is step to falter.

"You know you just locked us out here don't you" I ask him giving him my bitch brow that Uri and I are both proud of "I guess we have to jump" I climb up on the roof about to leave him up here.

I feel strong arms around my waist and in a flash my nose is pressed to Eric's neck and I can feel his heart pounding as we lay there on the roof with me on top of him. God he smells incredible, I want to lick his tattoo..

'Stop it Tris he's an asshole with a god complex that would love nothing more than to see you dead at the bottom of the chasm' I mentally scream at my self.

I lean my head up and glare at him for making me stay up hear with him "What the hell Eric" I put my hand on his chest to push off him but his hands grab my hips in a vice like grip.

I lock eyes with him and notice they're different somewhat softer with a hint of fear in them. I'm taken aback by the intensity of the look he is giving me, I'm so confused by this man, but I'm also intrigued by him, have been since I met him. I don't know what is about him but I can't seem to get him out of my head, yes he's an asshole but I can tell he has more depth than anyone I have ever met.

"Tris" he breathes out "please don't ever scare me like that again" he's breathless when he speaks and I'm so confused that I can only stare at him.

"They're replacing the net" he lays his head back to look at the sky "something about dry rotting, I don't know" he swallow hard and he closes his eyes "there is nothing but hard concrete down there Tris"

Holy shit, I almost died but Eric saved me, why the hell did he save me and why the hell does he look so, I don't know, pained and...Thankful!

"Um" I mumble and for the first time I concede to him and look away from his penetrating gaze "can I get up" I ask because his is grip on my hips is getting tighter like he thinks I might disappear and it's the last thing that he wants.

He's grip tightens more before he releases me slowly like he doesn't want too, I push my self up slowly with my hand on his chest. Once I'm standing I hold my hand out to help him up and smile, and for once I smile showing my teeth to him. I can tell my actions shock him because it takes him a minute to take my hand.

"Thank you Eric" I tell him and realize I haven't let go of his hand so I squeeze it to get my point across "Really thank you, no matter what people might think" I chuckle a little shaking my head "I really don't have a death wish"

"No problem Stiff" he says chuckling "didn't want your uncle to think I threw you over" he grins at me playfully "I would be left up here to take the blame and they would think I hate divergents even though I am one"

I raise my eyebrows at him "Yeah that's why you saved me" I shake my head at him "we both know you could get off this roof by jumping to the tracks" I point out tilting my head to the side "so why'd you save me Eric" I press for more information because I can see his walls coming up to protect him again, not happening Eric.

"Tell me" I demand as I boldly graze my finger tips across his jaw.

"Tris" he sighs, closing his eyes.

"Tell me Eric" I ask him now in a softer tone "why did you save my life"

After a moment or two he looks down at me "Don't concern your self with my reasons Stiff, your welcome and you owe me big time" he growls and steps away from me towards the door.

"It won't open" I yell after him but stop when he brings his foot up and kicks the door hard enough to rip it off the hinges I hear the door crashing down the stares.

"You were saying" Eric says in his normal condescending and patronizing tone "come on you're not supposed to be up here" he steps to the side letting me go first.

I make my way down the stares and I can feel Eric's eyes on my back. When we pass the broken door, I shake my head and begin to laugh at the situation.

"What" I hear him growl behind me.

I turn around and try to glare at him but he's so close. I back away a little placing my hand on the railing.

"You can't lie to me Eric" I smile at his stunned expression but continue "Divergent remember" I point a finger to my chest and his eyes follow, it just confirms everything that I already know "My results were Dauntless, Erudite and Candor which make me extremely smart and very hard to lie to, I'm also brave, extremely stubborn and I have a photographic memory so I will not back down. Eric I already know why you saved me and It's not because you didn't want to get charged for murder, so when you feel like you're done being an asshole and trying to play mind games with me, you know where to fine me" his lips part to say something but I hold my finger up to stop him "no matter how hard you try you will never scare me or intimidate me so stop fucking trying" I grin and look at the door "That was hot by the way" I throw over my shoulder as I step over the broken piece of shit wooden door and continue to the net room, how the hell did I not notice that the net was gone, oh yeah, Four and his temper tantrums make me see red to the point that I can't focus on anything else, if he only knew what I did for him.

I make my way to the training room to wait for everyone to return from lunch, I have thirty minutes so I might as well take what's left of my anger out on a punching bag.

"Your body is weak, considering your mind and heart is the strongest that I have ever seen" Eric says making me jump a little as he presses his hand to my stomach "keep tension here, square your shoulder with your hips and knees and always protect you face and stomach" as he says this he's moving my body the way he says I need to stand and I don't fight him because he is actually trying to help me "Your fast, really fast and lucky for you the fact that you're small is your greatest weakness but it's also your greatest strength because when you're on the mat, your opponent will most likely underestimate you" he spins me around to face him "get inside and punch to the throat" he say placing his fingers lightly on my neck and I swallow not taking my eyes off of his "using your elbows, knees and feet will also help you because you can attack with more force" he slides his hand down to my elbow and grips it ruffly and pulls me closer to him "the best way for you to take an opponent down is to take their knees out by using the bottom of your foot and stomping it against the side of there knee really hard" he says and his eye are so intense that I can't look away.

"What's your motives for helping me now Eric" I ask a little too breathless for my liking, it means he has some control over my reactions and he know this. I love it but I really don't like it.

"Because four is going to punish you when they get back from lunch" he says taking a deep breath "you and Peter are the first to fight, I was going to over rule him and tell him no but I know you would have tried to throw me in the chasm for that so" he looks at my lips then back to my eyes "I'm showing you how to kick Peters ass"

I bite my bottom lip as he tells me this because I most definitely would do that and the fact that he knows this about me has me wondering how long he's been watching me. I begin to think back over the two months that I've been here and every time I looked at Eric- he was looking at me. Not once can I think of a time when his eyes were not on me!

"Watch him Tris" he releases his hold on me and I have to admit that I miss the feel of his hands on me "he steps before he punches and he favors his right side, he protects it more. The obvious thing to do would be to go after the left side but if you locate his obvious injury you can make him concede, but if you go after his knees, the right knee is the best choice" Eric takes a few steps back and motions for me to move toward him.

"You want me to practice on you" I ask as I get into the stance that he just showed me, he nods his head in approval as he assesses my body and the tension in my core.

"Good now attack me" I give him my bitch brow "I won't fight back, I just want to see what I'm working with and if I'll be visiting the infirmary tonight" he smirks and I roll my eye but begin to wonder if he would visit me if Peter beats me to a bloody pulp.

"Tris, we don't have much time attack me, now" I step closer to him completely determined to kick his ass.

Hey I'm getting a free pass who wouldn't take it, little does he know my uncle taught me how to do a mean round house last month and has been secretly training me, obviously I still need a lot of work but I can hold my own somewhat.

So I swing my leg around and proceed to kick him in his face. Eric is really tall and for me to get my foot that high is an accomplishment.

I actually pat myself on the back when I notice Eric is on all fours shaking his head.

"Jesus Christ Tris" he gets to his feet "where in the fuck did you learn that and why the fuck did you not tell me when I was trying to help you" he's glaring now so I just give him a cheesy grin.

"Thank about it Eric" I tilt my head to the side.

"Max" he grumbles as he rub his bruised and swollen jaw.

"That was a good round house and the way you were able to get you leg that high" he stops and shakes his head.

"Eric did me kicking you in the face turn you on" I look as innocent as I can and I notice his face is turning red.

I move closer to him and press my fingertips to his jaw lightly "think you for being concerned for me and trying to help me" I smile and move away from him "I know you watch me Eric so I'm surprised that you didn't know my Uncle was helping me" I turn back to the bag and begin throwing random punches.

"Stiff" Four yells and I roll my eyes "get you're ass in the ring, you are going to learn to follow orders even if it kills you" he spits with venom what the fuck is his problem, asshole.

I hear Eric growl at four's words and apparently so does four because the next thing I know four is laughing and pointing out the bruise on Eric's jaw "Holy shit who did that, I'd like to shake their hand" this time I let out a little growl but thankfully no one heard me.

"You'll see in a minute" is all Eric says smirking at four.

"Whatever, Peter get your ass in the ring" four turn back to me with a proud smile on his face but when he see that he hasn't shocked or shaken me, he stops smiling.

"How long do we fight for" Peter asks smiling.

"Until one of you concedes" I huff at fours words then shake my head at him.

"No one concedes" Eric says and gives me a brief nod, unnoticeable really- to everyone but me because I know him I know his every move, watching him is my favorite pass time. So yes Eric is not the only one that has been watching, he's like a magnet to my vision. When he's near me I see him, not just him- I see who he really is and I'm truly obsessed with the person I see, the man behind the mask if you will.

"You really want to loose the stiff on her first fight" Four looks worried desperately pleading with his eyes, fucker's probably worried Max will be pissed at him if Peter hurts me.

"I think they can handle it" Eric shrugs and gives Four a wicked grin.

"Fine" Four says but mumbles something like 'if she's hurt because of this I'll kick your ass Eric' what hell why would he care that I got hurt, it's his fault I'm fighting Peter in the first place.

"Fight" Eric yells and Peter and I start circling each other looking for weakness and I know by the scowl on Peter's face that he can only see one, my stature but in this case it's the farthest thing from a weakness because this asshole completely and severely underestimated me.

I notice he is still favoring his right side and his hands and arms are way too high and close to his face, I wonder…

Peter charges me and I move quickly around him dodging his sloppy punch as I move under his arm, spinning around fast I plant my foot harder than I intended directly to the middle of his back.

As Peter gets to his feet he looks at me like I'm from another planet, no asshole I'm just a real fast learner. I step towards him so fast that he doesn't have time to move before I punch him in the Throat. Peter bends forward as I grab his arm and twist it painfully as I stomp my foot directly to the side of his knee.

I briefly glance at a smiling Eric before punching Peter in the temple. Peter lands on the mat with a thud and his eyes closed.

"What" I say as I walk over to my gym bag and grab my water after taking a few drinks and catching my breath I shrug at everyone "I'm a divergent with the aptitude for three factions and I'm a very fast learner, photographic memory" I shrug again before I set on the bench by Christina.

"Seriously" she says turning to me "that was the best thing I have ever seen" she squeals and bounces in her seat.

"Then I guess it's a good thing you didn't see me kick Eric in the face" I laugh as her eyes get bigger "consider it a gift from me to you, you know, payback for making you hang from the chasm" I shrug and see Eric glare at me so I know he heard that shit.

"You put that big ass bruise on his jaw" she asks a little too loudly so I take a peak and see Eric shake his head with a small smile on his face.

I hear four ask Eric if I really did put the bruise on his face. Eric just shrugs.

"You need to wake your initiate and/or take him to the infirmary" Eric glares at four and points to a still knocked out Peter.

When four moves to lift Peter off the ground with Drew's help I notice Eric leaning over one of the tables writing something on a small piece of paper, my curiosity gets the best of me so I walk over to him and jump up on the table, this action startles him. Wow I actually startled Eric Coulter and kicked him in the face all in one day. Hell yeah, I can't wait to tell Uncle Max.

"What-cha doing" I grin as he shakes his head and begins to fold the paper up. He looks around to make sure no one is watching us, as I look around as well he slips the paper between my breast, I feel his finger brush against my skin as he pulls his hand from my top. The tip of his finger stays in contact with my skin across my heaving chest to my collarbone and further up to my chin lifting it so I'm looking up at him and his eye are shining with so many emotions I can't pin point just one. His eyes are so much bluer when I'm this close.

"Come to that address tonight after dinner" he whispers before he drops his hand and moves towards the door passing Four on the way out "No more fights today, that is no way to punish an initiate" Eric laughs evilly "I'm really glad it backfired on you asshole, for more than the obvious reasons" they both are glaring at each other so hard that I thinking that there maybe at least one more fight today.

"Funny you should say that Eric, aren't you the one to make Christina hang over the chasm" four ask tilting his head to the side.

"Yes but I did that to prove to the girl that she could belong here if she simply tried harder" Eric nod to Christina and she's looking at him in shock "I over heard you talking to someone, you told them that you couldn't take it anymore that you wanted to leave, that you'd rather be faction-less than go through one more sim. I only did what I did to prove to you that anyone can be brave and strong if they really want it, and judging by the fact that you're still here- I was right and my hard methods worked" Eric tells her and color me shock stupid "It's called reverse psychology" he cuts his cold eyes back to four "What you did was just plain cruelty Four, and you would have been overruled and reported if that was what Tris wanted, but lucky for you she didn't want that" he's eyes glance back to me and for a split second his eyes show only one emotion, wanting.

"Alright look guys" I speak up "I don't know about you but I didn't eat lunch so" I point to the clock showing them that it's quitting time and I'm ready to fucking go "Can we please be dismissed" I look to Eric for his conformation but four speaks up.

"Yeah you're all dismissed" he tells us but I don't move from my spot as I continue to stare at Eric.

"Tris you can leave" four says but I still don't move, but I do raise my eyebrows at Eric silently ask him again to be dismissed.

"You're dismissed Tris" Eric tells with a small dimple inducing grin and I move toward the door as I get close to them I grin back at Eric and his sudden irritation with my childish behavior but I refuse to take orders for someone that wanted to cause me physical harm just because I didn't want to concede.

As I pass Four I turn to him with what I know to be a gorgeous grin (Zeke and Uriah told me so-said it will get me anything I want and it does)

"If that happens to anyone on your watch again Max will know about it" my smile turns evil "just remember you tried to bully the wrong person- the most important lesson I've learned here is that that this faction doesn't train bullies we train soldiers" I look back at Eric briefly but turn back to Four "You might want to remember where you come from Tobias and that you really don't have to be like him"

I begin to move past him but he grabs my arm to stop me but not hard enough to hurt me "How in the hell do know who I am, and what's more how the fuck do know about HIM" Four shouts the last word and grips my arm a little tighter, but it doesn't faze me.

"I have a photographic memory" I sigh "I don't, I can't forget anything no matter how hard I try" I grab his hand and pull it from my arm as Eric watches on knowingly, of coarse he knows four better than anyone else here, well besides me that is "I tried to tell so many people what I saw but with the way that I acted no one would believe me and when word got back to him that I new and saw what he did to you he threatened me said he could make my family faction-less or dead depending on how he was feeling that day, so I shut my mouth to protect my family and regretted it ever since" I squeeze his hand before dropping it "I'm sorry for what happened to you and that I failed at helping you but please don't let him win- not now that you have a home and friends that love you. Don't look at me like that you sullen jackass you know damn good and well that Zeke, Shauna, Lauren, Amar, George and Tori think the would of you and love you're mean ass like family hell Uriah calls you his brother and don't you dare tell me that Hanna doesn't treat you like one of her own, I have see that woman slap you across the back of the head, exactly like she does Zeke and Uriah" I move to the door and leave the two assholes to them selves but before I'm too far down the hall I yell really loud so they can hear me "if they didn't love you four, they would kick your ass on a daily basis just because of your attitude, and you fucking know that to be true"

I hear laughter as I turn the corner and follow the delicious smells coming from the mess hall. As I sit down with more food than my tiny body should be able to carry but some how I can make it fit with a smile in my face, I freaking love food.

I begin to think back to the day that I stopped trying to save four- well Tobias and that day I planned my first murder, I was really gonna kill Marcus after I join dauntless and was able to take him down with my bare hands. When I heard that Tobias transferred, I was so happy that he got out and I didn't notice Marcus approach me after school and proceeded to drag me into an ally and punched me in the stomach a few times. He said I was taking his sons place since I was the one that gave his son an out, later I realized that his son told him after choosing dauntless that he didn't have to stay that if a small abnegation girl can stand up to the monster that is Marcus Eaton then so can he and learn to survive Dauntless.

I don't blame Tobias for wanting to have the last word, how the hell could he have known that his monster of a father would beat someone elses kid, he couldn't have. Hell I deserved what Marcus did to me for abandoning Tobias like I did, but I still plan to kill the fucker with my bare hands, and i'm so thankful that the monster isn't in my fear landscape- I've never been scared of him and i never will.

"Why do you look like you want to kill someone" I turn my frown upside down at the sound of my brother/best friend.

"Because Uriah" I sigh playfully "I hold massive grudges" I growl at him and I can literally see the scene of him smashing dauntless cake in my face yesterday playing through his mind, he knows I love to get revenge and that it's coming and soon.

"Please don't waste perfectly good cake on this retard" Zeke says and I shake my head.

"Blasphemy" I gasp loudly "him wasting cake gets it's own form of punishment but the fact the he had the balls to hit me with it, Well" I stop there to make Uri sweat a little "lets just say he'll wish he chose a different faction when I'm done with him" I wiggle my finger and smile deceivingly at Uri.

"I'm kidding, you pussy" I begin to laugh as I feel someone set next to me but I don't acknowledge the person "but seriously quit wasting perfectly good cake or I will talk uncle Max into letting me in the ring with you so the two of us can bare knuckle it out and if you think it'll be easy" I turn to the person that set next to me and laugh good naturally and point my finger at four and then to Uriah.

"Tell him Four, I don't like bragging about myself" I laugh again as Zeke and Uriah begin to leaning across the table in fours direction with creepy taunting smile on their faces and they both are waving their hand in front of their ears silently but stupidly telling four to tell them what happened in training. Idiots!

"Well after kicking Eric in the face she beat the shit out of Peter" he says before he takes a bite of his food " oh and get this" he says around his food" Ew nasty Four, You have seriously been around the Padrad brothers too damn long. "Eric didn't do shit, hell he seem proud that she kicked him in his big ass head" Four says before cramming more food in his mouth.

"Seriously" I hear the two idiots but ignore then.

"But you tried to punish me for ignoring you" I throw my arms in the air dramatically "all because I didn't want to lose a glaring contest to Eric, I still didn't lose- this asshole blocked my view" I point at Four "So tell me four, which personality seems more fitting" I glare at him because I really hate it when people challenge Eric's character, if they could only see him the way that I do- but the more I think about it I can tell its all how Eric wants it.

"Whatever" he mumbles as I get up.

"Yeah, whatever asshole" I snort as move to pass him and when I'm behind him, he swings his right arm out behind him and grabs my waist, I look at him like he's lost his mind.

"I'm so sorry about today and the way that I treated you since you got here, you just reminded me of that place and I didn't like it" he says as he pulls me closer to him "Will you meet my on the roof at midnight tonight, I would really like to talk to you about everything you said earlier" he says almost like he's expecting me to blow him off.

"Yeah sure" I nod at him and turn to my favorite idiots "Later guys"


I'm stand in front of the address that Eric gave me earlier thanking about all that's happened today and wondering what will happen if I enter Eric's apartment now, will he be the person I see or the person everyone else sees. I bring my hand up to knock but the door swings open right before my hand makes contact.

"I was wondering when you would put on your big girl panties and knock" he says pulling me in and closing the door, I'm pretty sure I'm not supposed to be here but the easy going smile on Eric's face at this moment in time tells me that he really doesn't care.

"So" I pull my bottom lip between my teeth torturing the shit out of it "Why am I her, I thought you didn't care, that maybe you regret saving me today" I'm totally fucking with him and judge from the look he's giving me- he knows it.

"And I thought you said you could see right through me" he taunts back like a pro "How do you see me now Tris" he asks giving me a look that I crave every time our eyes meet.

"I see Eric Coulter" I stand moving in front of him "I see the strongest heart, mind, body and soul" I place my hands on his cheek softly, he shaved before I got here and the fact that I know without a shadow of a doubt that I'm the only one that will ever notice something so small and irrelevant about him makes me smile and press my lips softly to his, but I don't deepen the kiss.

"I see a man that for some reason- he's afraid to let anyone know him" he tries to pull away and put is guard back up not wanting to admit fear or wanting someone, wanting me "Don't" I push him back and straddle him "please don't shut me out anymore Eric" my voice sounds broken and strained but I don't try to hid it, not from him.

"Why do you want someone like me Tris, I've done things bad things, things that you couldn't imagine" he sound so broken and small and I decide that I don't like it, not at all.

"Well" I smile at him "I've imagined killing Marcus Eaton in 23,564 ways- very painfully and sadistic ways since the moment I met him" I shrug and Eric glares.

"Because of Four" he growls and tries to get up "No" I say as I pull my shirt up to show him the scars on my belly that I'm sure match Tobias' back "for me" I release my shirt to cover myself "what I didn't tell Tobias is that his dad blamed me for him leaving and forced me to take his place but" I stop swallowing the lump that just formed in my throat "with me being a weak little girl, Marcus had more options in "torture session" yes Eric that means he raped me but only once- After I threaten to cut his balls off and feed them to him" I feel my body shaking "he laughed at first but when I told him that he could go ahead and kill my family or make them faction-less because I didn't agree to rape- hell I didn't agree to being beaten either but that shit happened. Anyway I told him that if he didn't kill me first that I would murder him in a way that would make even a sick monster like him cringe" I climb off Eric's lap and begin to pace in front of Eric, I begin to laugh like a crazy person "Do you know what the sick bastard did after that day" I look to Eric wide eyed "he told me to go that he just wanted to see what it was like to rape a child before he remarried" Eric is out of his seat and I'm in his arms as I break down for the first time in five months "how could someone do that to a child" i snort very unlady like "I found out that the woman that he was supposed to marry disappeared a few weeks after I transferred, my mom told me when she visited said he was heartbroken again and she felt so bad for him"

Eric stares at me for a long moment before he breaks the silence "he dies dead tomorrow Tris, hell I would go tonight but you don't need to be alone, so you're staying here tonight" I open my mouth to protest but he quickly presses his lips firmly to mine "it's an order Tris. He says grabbing his phone and dialing a number.

After a few moments of silence Eric begins to speak calmly for about two seconds.

"I don't give a shit what you are doing get your ass to my apartment now" he slams the phone down mumble about kicking number boys ass and then it click shit i was supposed to meet four twenty minutes ago. Oh well hell be here in a few minutes.

"What the fucking hell Eric, you called Four here" I'm pulling at my hair "did you not stop to think that I don't want him to know" I screaming in Eric face now.

"Baby" he pulls my struggling body to him "he needs to know why I'm going to kill Marcus" he stops and pulls my face up to look at him "Look Tris, I'm the one who kill Janine" he says in almost a whisper "she tried to recruit me to join her but when I refuse she shot me with a sim dart but when I didn't bend to her will she grabbed a real gun, but before she could pull the trigger I snapped her neck like it was nothing" I'm not struggling anymore "I made sure the proper people saw everything and knew about everything she had planned. After I was in the all clear I told them that I didn't want people to know what I did so the officials covered up that I was ever there" he hugs me tighter "her daughter will never know what happened to her- just the story that was fabricated, Tris he has to know- I can't do that to someone else"

"Ok Eric but please can we not tell him about the rape" I plead with him and when he finally nods his head telling me he's ok with that- I press my lips to his hard and immediately deepening the kiss, and the taste of him doesn't disappoint, all too soon he pulls away with the biggest smile I have ever seen grace his soft lips.

"I've wanted to do that for a long time Tris" I match his smile at his confession.

"Me too" I sigh.

He's not closing himself off to me- he's finally showing me everything willingly and all I want to do is learn everything about him but because the ass had to call four right after our talk- the fast walking jackass is pound on the door breaking the beautiful silence that's surrounding us in Eric's very nice apartment, do you blame me for just now noticing what his apartment looks like.

Well you shouldn't, because despite what I've been through I'm still just a hormonal teenager that is being held in the most comforting arms that are coincidentally attached to the hottest man alive, damn I'm obsessed with Eric Coulter, Truly Obsessed!

OPEN ENDING- SO IF YOU WANT ME TO CONTINUE YOU HAVE TO LET ME KNOW YOU WANT IT!

SO SHOW ME THE LOVE PEOPLE...OR HATE HELL IT WON'T BOTHER ME IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT...OPINIONS ARE LIKE ASSHOLE..Every body has one..hehehe...What? it's true, it really is.