Summary: A poem (?!) full of angst and hurt.

The title just popped into my mind as I was listening to the lesson…And also I was hurt because of my crush…

You said you loved me

By: A.M.N.M "Ami"

They said we were 'perfect' for each other

But I thought not.

Whenever the others were not there, you would treat me like hell.

You'd abuse me and say bad things to me.

You're using me to let go of your anger.

You're using my body and soul.

You don't care if I get hurt.

You only care about yourself…

Even if I cry,

Even if I die.

…

You've hurt my feelings far too enough.

You weren't like this before.

You weren't when you courted me.

You promised to take care of me.

That I'll be safe in your hands.

You said you'll be there when I'm hurt.

You said I will feel lived.

And most of all, you said you loved me.

You lied about that.

You lied not only to me, but also to my friends and family.

You never kept those promises.

I guess they were only for show.

Why did I say 'yes' anyway?

…

And where's the guy I said 'yes' to?

He's not here anymore...

That's all I know.

Well, alive physically but dead mentally.

I don't even know if there's a living soul inside that body of yours.

You've been dead a long time ago.

In the first few weeks of our relationship.

Everything went the other way when we became together.

You've gone cold.

You've been hurting me.

It made me lose trust.

My love for you.

…

We've been together for a year now.

A year of pain and misery.

I'm tired of the tears I wasted.

And I want to get away from it.

Get away from you.

Get away from the cage I am in.

I need to be free.

...

But before we end this,

I want to tell you something…

Everything I wanted to tell you.

That I regret saying yes.

I regret allowing you to do anything to me.

I regret wasting my time for you.

For giving you chances,

And most of all, I regret loving you.

…

You told me you love me.

I don't believe you anymore.

I don't care about you.

In fact, I hate you!

I don't want to see that face.

That face that tells me your sorry.

I won't fall for that anymore.

And I'm leaving.

Even if you stop me.

…

I walk out of your door,

With my stuff in hand.

Leaving you crying and begging me not to go,

I didn't stop.

I deserved someone better.

Someone who will love me.

Someone who will take care of me.

Who would do anything for me.

Who will make me smile,

And not cry all the time.

…

Sayonara, Sasuke.

Sayonara, my love…

I hope you liked it! Please R&R!

Remember that all comments-whether good or bad-will be accepted.

-Ami-