Hatred turning into Love

I DO OWN LIFE WITH DEREK!!!! MWHAHAHAHA I WISH I don't really….

Right this is my second story but I never finished the first one so I've decided that I will write this one and then finish the other. I also enjoy writing stories where Derek and Casey aren't related because I can then make it more my own. More like owning it but I don't own anything so far in my story. Rated M for later on

I also hope you all enjoy X

Chapter 1

The break up

Dear diary,

July the tenth. Beginning of the summer holidays at NY University.

Tonight was a good night except for the fact that I cant get him out of my head I know this is a stupid reason but I cant, yes I'm dating Ralph and sleeping with Sam but his best mate Derek is in my head, all night I noticed his eyes burning through my skin. OMG I want him need him now.

I GOT it I need to sort out my life.

First- End it with Ralph

Second- Stop having so many one-night stands with Sam

Third- and figure out how I can possibly can have Derek. Yes I mean make him mine, have endless hard passionate sex with him. ;) Ok I know your thinking im going nuts but I don't care.

Love Casey x

"Time to phone Ralph." Casey said to herself knowing its going to be hard, she did love him but not in the way she wanted to love someone it was different, to the way she felt for Derek.

The phone rang as soon as Casey started to dial Ralph's number.

"Hello" Casey answered in a confident voice.

"Hey case, its me…"

"Yeah I knows its you Ralph," Casey intervened Ralph.

"So I need to talk to you about us. Quick and easy im not happy with our relationship and urm urm I want to end it." Ralph mumbered in a fast tone but Casey knew what he said.

"Ralph what brought this on, have I done something to upset you?" Casey felt the tears down her face; she didn't understand why she felt this way. Maybe because she loved Ralph and had been with him for so long.

" No case you haven't upset me in any way its just that, well I was speaking to Derek you know the lad who was with Sam. Anyways he made me see that it would be best if you and me ended it. But case I do love you but I've realized lately that it's only a friend kind of love. Do you understand?"

"Ralph I understand and im happy with your decision, but answer me this why did you listen to Derek you don't know him? Yes I was also thinking it through about leaving you but I want you to know it wasn't because I was not happy because I was. I was because I wasn't as in love with you so much to have a full on relationship. Do you know what I mean marriage and stuff?

But you will always have a piece of my heart, which will contain love for you. I love you Ralph." Casey knew this was true but it didn't hurt as much as it should do.

"Case babes I love you too and I listened to Derek, coz I needed someone else to tell me that I wasn't wrong or stupid to believe it was a good idea. Thank you for making the past 2 years of my life the best and enjoyable 2 years. And also so you know you will also be the best I've had in bed" Casey could imagine Ralph's cheeky grin on the other end of the phone.

"Ralph you never seen to surprise me. I'll miss our love sessions and I'll miss you" tears still silently creeping down her cheeks.

"Case hun, im not leaving you for good I'll always be there when you need to talk or other things hint hint if your lonely in bed." laughing down the other of the phone was Casey.

" Ok Ralph im need to sleep I love you but we are friends and im happy. Bye, see you soon. Lunch tomorrow at usual place 12 o clock night" Casey hung up before Ralph could answer.

Omg its final over but why am I upset, going to be lonely again. Come on case it will be alright. She questioned herself while getting into bed. That one sentence kept running through her head over and over again when trying to nod off to sleep.

"Anyways he made me see that it would be best if you and me ended it."

'The question it why?' she asked herself before she nodded off into a deep sleep.

Ok let me explain how this story is going to work, well first of all each chapter goes Casey then Derek until the final meet a.k.a until speaks to one and another. I hope you enjoyed the first chapter sorry if it was too boring but hey I new to this writing lark. PLEASE PLEASE review and let me know how to improve it

Thanks for reading and next chapter are up as soon as promise.

So here I go again. This time its Derek's point of view, I hope you like,

And once again I don't own life with Derek. Full stop ;)

Must warn bad language.