Come What May
By Lady Sylver
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I have not completed any new stories in a while. I hope you all enjoy this tale. It takes place after the episode that is kind of like the story of Sleeping Beauty. Let me know what you think.
~ Lady Sylver
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Chapter 1
Usagi sits in her bedroom window. Tears stream down her face as she gazes at the moon and silently weeps. She glances toward the bed occasionally hoping that she won't wake Luna. She is not in the mood to be reprimanded by her guardian cat today. There are already enough things going wrong in her life.
"Why did it have to come to this?" She asks herself. "Why doesn't he care about me anymore? I know that I am a crybaby and that I am a klutz, but I thought we were meant to be together. Maybe we really should not be together."
"But he rescued you." She reminds herself.
"He always comes and rescues me, even before we knew each other. So, his rescuing me does not mean anything." She tells herself. "If I believe that he rescues me because he cares, then I am just being foolish."
"Besides he told me himself that the strings of destiny no longer bind us. Even after he rescued me." Tears begin to fall down her face even harder. "He should have left me to die. At least then we would all have been left in peace." She reasons with herself.
"Without me, he would not have to see me, and the Senshi could choose a more competent leader." She tells herself. She wipes away the tears and stands from the window. "I will finish what the youma began. Mamoru may have woke me from the spell, but I do not have to stay." She glances at the moon and then drops her gaze. "Please forgive me, mother." She whispers before walking away from the window.
She takes a deep breath and walks toward her desk. "This is for the good of everyone." She whispers, trying to convince herself. When she reaches her desk, she lights a white candle that she keeps for emergencies. She knows the candlelight won't wake Luna, she has used it in the past when she wanted to read her mangas and not get caught by Luna. She quickly lets down her hair from the odangos. She brushes each side out and replaces each odango with a loose ponytail. She opens the top drawer of the desk and pulls out a pair of scissors. She places the blades near the rubber band and begins to hack her hair with the scissors. After the first one comes loose, she does the other. She picks both clumps of hair up off the ground. She carries them over and lays them on the foot of the bed.
She walks back to the desk and sits once more. She pulls three sheets of paper out of another drawer and places them on the desk. She writes three letters, one to her family, one to her Senshi, and the last one to Mamoru. When the letters are done, she walks to her closet and quickly packs a backpack. When her clothes are packed, she walks toward her nightstand. She opens the drawer and sees the two most important items in her life. She grabs the money that sits in the envelope in the back of the drawer. As she pulls her hand from the drawer, her hand brushes the locket and the brooch.
She throws both into the backpack and walks toward the desk. She turns and looks at Luna. "Good-bye, Luna. May you and the Senshi fair better now that I am gone." She runs her fingers through her short hair as she bends over to blow out the candle. "With this my life starts anew." She blows the candle out and leaves the room.
When she enters the hallway, she hears Chibi Usa's small voice crying in her sleep. She opens the door a crack and peers in at the sleeping child. She sees that she has kicked all the covers off during her nightmare. She quietly walks into the room and pulls the covers around her. "Good-bye, Little One. I hope the Senshi will do a better job of protecting you then I have. Maybe they will get you back to your parents." Usagi turns away from the bed and walks out the door. She pulls the door shut quietly behind her. A tear runs down her cheek as she runs down the stairs. "Good-bye, Family." She whispers as she walks out the front door.
*****
Chibi Usa's eyes open as she hears the door click. Something deep inside her makes her begin to miss Usagi. She closes her eyes and remembers a day that she had seen her mother crying. She had asked her mother why, but the only answer she got was that it had been the day that she had lost her love and it still brought back bad memories.
She remembered that she hadn't understood what her mother had told her so she went to Luna, her mother's trusted advisor. Luna had told her that her parents had split up for a long time because of a dream and that Crystal Tokyo had almost not come about.
Chibi Usa jumps from her bed and runs out the door. She looks up and down the street for Usagi, but she is no where to be seen. "Usagi!" She yells as loud as she can. "Momma." She whispers. Now she knew who her parents were in this time and now she had watched the moment that still kills her mother. She begins to feel strange and looks down at her hand. It is slowly beginning to disappear.
"Luna never spoke of Momma leaving." She thinks to herself as she runs toward Mamoru's apartment.
*****
The sun begins to rise. As it does, beams of sunlight begin to shine through the window. The sunbeams fall unto the bed where Luna lay sleeping. She slowly begins to stir as her body begins to warm in the sunbeams. Her eyes begin to slowly open. As they fully open, she glances toward the pillows to see if Usagi is still sleeping. She jumps to her feet as she sees the bed looks like it has not been slept in.
"Usagi." She calls.
"She isn't here." A male voice answers her.
She quickly turns and takes a fighting stance. Her eyes fall upon a cat with dark blue fur. The fur is so dark it looks black except for where the sunlight falls on it. In the middle of his forehead sits a silver star. He lies in the window with his front paws crossed and has an amused look on his face. "Merlin?" Luna asks as she stares at him.
"So, you do still remember me." He stands and stretches his body. "I was beginning to wonder with the greeting you gave me." His amused look drops and changes to one of seriousness. "Usagi is gone, Little One. She left early this morning."
"No, she can't leave." Luna's eyes fall on the foot of the bed where the clumps of hair lie. "No." She whispers. "Why has she done this?"
"She left three letters on the desk, Little One." Merlin says as he jumps from the window and heads for the desk.
Luna soon joins him and glances toward the desk. Merlin nuzzles her gently. Luna takes a deep breath and jumps to the table of the desk. She looks at the three letters. She grabs the two that are addressed for Mamoru and the Senshi and jumps down.
She puts the letters on the ground. "Will you be staying for a while?"
"I don't know." He whispers. He heads for the window. "We will meet again, Little One." He says as he jumps into the window. "I always told you that I would come back." He says as he jumps out the window.
"I know, but I had given up hope of ever seeing you again." She whispers before she picks up the letters and disappears out the window.
She runs straight for the temple.
*****
A woman stands on the roof of the Tsukino house and watches Luna run off with the two letters in her mouth. She wears the outfit of a Sailor Senshi except for the colors are different. Her skirt, boots, and body suit are black in color. The tops of her gloves, her bows, the trim of her boots, and the stones in her tiara and choker are white in color. Her hair is a pale lavender color except for one streak of white hair, about an inch in width, which frames the left side of her face. All of the lavender hair is pulled into a ponytail in the back of her head and the streak of white is left loose. She holds a tall silver staff at her side. On top of her staff sits a round, clear stone. She wears a sad expression on her face as she waits for Merlin to join her.
"Destiny," Merlin calls to her as he appears on the roof.
"Our presence was suppose to remain a secret for now, Merlin." She says without even looking at him.
He drops his head. "I know, but I couldn't help watching her sleep. Before I knew it she had woke up." He raises his head and looks at Sailor Destiny. He sees that she is not even looking at him. "I'm sorry, Destiny."
She turns and looks at Merlin. She wears a sad smile on her face as she looks down at him. "It's okay, Old Friend. We have not been able to contact them in a long time. I only wish it were under better circumstances."
"You know more then you are telling me."
She takes her eyes off of him and looks out over the city. She is not sure of what to tell him. She does not want to worry him right now since nothing is completely sealed yet. "Come on, Merlin, we have another person to visit." She says trying to change the subject.
Sailor Destiny leaps from the roof and heads in the direction that she saw Luna run. Merlin shakes his head. "She never has been able to tell me bad news. You would think after a millennia she would quit trying to hide it." He says to himself as he leaps from the roof and follows after Sailor Destiny.
*****
Raye stands out in the temple yard and sweeps the walkway. Something inside is bothering her, but she can't quite put her finger on it. Her mind begins to wander as she continues to sweep.
"Raye." She hears a familiar voice that brings her out of her daze.
"Luna, where's the odango atama?" Raye asks as she begins to scan the area for her. "She hasn't decided to go in and read my mangas without asking, has she?"
"Raye." Luna says in a serious voice. Raye looks down at Luna and sees the two letters on the ground before her. "Please call the others for an emergency meeting."
"I am on it." Raye answers as a puzzled look crosses her face.
"Tell them to be here in one hour. I will be back by then." Luna looks down at the two letters. "Take the one addressed to the Senshi. I am going to go deliver the last letter."
*****
Mamoru sits on his balcony and stares out over the city. He knew Usagi was gone. He had watched his own daughter fade in his arms. She had whispered about the story about her parents the best that she could, but the story she spoke of is different then what is happening now. He can still feel her small body in his arms and the feelings he felt as he found out who she was. "Usako." He whispers. "I have lost you both."
"Aren't you the one who said that the strings of destiny had been cut?" A female voice asks him.
He turns in the direction of the voice and sees Sailor Destiny standing there. "You look like a Senshi." He says in shock. "Who are you?"
"I am Sailor Destiny, Prince Endymion." She walks closer to him. "I was not sure if you would remember me or not. We met only once during the Silver Millenium, but that is not important."
"Will she come back?" He asks in a tone of complete misery. "I wasn't trying to make her leave." He says. "I was trying to keep her safe."
"There are many paths that now lay before her. Depending on which path she chooses depends on if she comes back. No one can make her do what she does not want." Sailor Destiny tells him. She raises her staff before her and a portal opens. "Never give up hope." She tells him as she walks into the portal.
Mamoru looks back out over the city. "Usako." He whispers. "Stay safe." He closes his eyes and remembers what happened. "After I woke you from the youma's spell, I should have held you and told you I loved you. I should have never said what I did about our destiny. Now we have lost our future and our daughter."
"You're right, Mamoru. You should have told her the truth."
Mamoru's eyes fly open. Standing on the balcony railing is Luna. "I'm sorry, Luna."
"It's too late for that." Luna turns away. "She wrote that letter for you before she left. Good-bye, Mamoru." She says as she jumps toward the roof.
"Luna!" Mamoru yells after her, but she doesn't stop.
*****
"Raye, what is going on!" Minako demands. "Why are we having a meeting without Usagi. You're not turning against her again, are you?"
"Calm down." Makoto tells Minako.
"We will begin when Luna returns." Raye says in a far away tone as she stares out the window. "Usa, stay safe."
The three look at her in shock. Raye is never this calm. As they stare at her, Luna walks into the room.
"I am glad you all came so quickly." She looks toward each and then her gaze falls onto Artemis. "I had a visitor this morning." She begins. "He confirmed what I had feared upon my waking and seeing that Usagi had not slept in her bed."
"Who was your visitor, Luna?" Minako asks in a sly voice. "Was it an old boyfriend?" With those words, Artemis jumps to his feet and stares at Luna.
"No, but who the visitor was, is not your concern. Your concern is that Usagi is gone." She says angrily to Minako. "Raye, please pull out the letter." Luna says as she walks out of the room. She truly doesn't want to know what it says. She feels she basically already knows.
Luna walks out and sits down on the porch of the temple. She feels as though she is being watched, but will not turn to look at her visitor. "Artemis, are you just going to stand there and pout?"
"No." He says as he walks closer. "Who came to you this morning?"
"You sound jealous." She replies as she turns to look at him. "Do you have a reason to be jealous?"
"Luna." Artemis looks at her with sad eyes. "I just worry about you." He lies. "Who was he?"
"Merlin." She says as she stands and walks down the porch stairs. She looks at Artemis for a brief moment before she runs away.
"Merlin." He whispers. "We thought he was dead." He turns and walks back in with the Senshi.
As Artemis walks into the room, Minako pulls him into her arms. "She's gone." She whispers as she holds him close. "We will never see her again."
Minako, Ami, and Makoto all rise and walk from the temple. All three are in shock over what they have just read. Raye sits there and stares at the words on the paper. After a few moments, she begins to read the letter again.
"Raye, Minako, Makoto, and Ami." Raye reads aloud. "I can not take any of this anymore. I am a klutz and a crybaby and all I do is bring the Sailor Senshi down. I am no leader. As for Mamoru, I can't stand what has happened between us. He rescues me, but he does not love me. I want my pain to end. He should have let me die to the youma. As he told me yesterday, the strings of destiny are cut. You may fight or you may be normal teenagers again. The choice is yours, but Sailor Moon died during that battle yesterday and she will never return. This is the last time you will hear the name Usagi Tsukino or Sailor Moon. We die this day."
Raye's tears begin to fall on the letter and the ink begins to run. "Usagi." Raye sobs.