This from Mai's POV.

Warning: Mentions of abuse and rape. Also this is femslash or yuri, whatever you would like to call it.

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The phone was ringing, again.

It just wouldn't stop. Didn't she get it? Didn't she get that I can't take it.

I want to help her, I really do, I just…can't. Doesn't she get that it hurts me. That it hurts me every time she calls me up crying.

Selfish.

That's the only way to describe it. I was selfish. I want to help her, every time she comes to me broken and battered, emotionally and physically, I want to help her….but I can't. She can't see it, but it breaks me apart on the inside when she comes to me crying. I feel like crying too.

I shouldn't though. She's the one who is being hurt continuously. Day after day. If I was ever around when it happened to her, I would knock her lights out.

Her.

Her keeps me awake at night. I lie awake wondering what is happening, what's going on. I lie awake wondering if there was anything I could do to stop it. There was….but if I did it she would be hurt. She would hate me. Even though she is hurting all the time because of this bitch she would hate me if I tried to help her. She loves her for some reason……

Why couldn't she love me?

Ring.

There it was. Ringing again. I should answer, even though it would hurt me, she would be helped. I heaved a sigh as I reached over the side of my bed and grabbed my mobile.

"S-she did i-it again." She sobbed on the other line. It broke my heart.

"Shhh….it'll be ok." I lie through my teeth. I'm only saying what she wants to hear, it will never be ok and she knows it. "What happened?"

"S-she c-came over….a-and she w-wanted it…..but I couldn't d-d-do it so s-she…" She's hysterical by this point….I want to cry myself.

"Shhhh….just calm down, tell me what happened." I already knew the answer….why I asked, I don't know. I knew though, that as soon as she heard the answer I would be crying silent tears myself.

"S-she….raped m-me again!" After that she lost the plot, I can hear her chocking on her breath. I should be more surprised….but this has happened so many times that all I can do is cry. That's sad isn't it? I've been told by my best friend, the woman I am in love with, so many times that she has been rapped that I'm not even shocked anymore.

"I am so sorry…." I don't know if she can hear the tears in my voice, but they're there. "Ty-Lee…..I am so sorry…" And that is all I can say. I've tried talking to her, reasoning with her, to try and get her to leave the abusive bitch….but she won't.

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So...this is happening to me currently. I'm watching my best friend be hurt everyday and I'm in a position where I can do nothing. Please don't tell me what I should do about this situation. I have tried everything and I have almost lost her in the process, I am trying though...to talk some sense into that head of hers.

I'm leaving this as incomplete because I may write more...if you guys want more please tell me. Thanks

Peace, It.